Well well, seems like Kristen and I breaking up was a really good thing. I haven't been happier in years. All my friends have been so supportive, and my quality of work has vastly improved as well as my attitude. Every now and then, though, I'll catch a wiff of her perfume and it will break my heart. I tired going to the Renaissance Feastival and it was to much for me. I had to flee back home because the memories where causing to much pain.

Well for the first time in 7 years I'm free. Kristen and I broke up last night. And, now she wrote a slandering blog on myspace. Oh well, life goes on. Weird thing is all my friends have been so supporting, and I feel really happy. First few hours lastnight i cried like a bitch, then this morning i was sad and depressed, and now this afternoon i feel so free.

Well the hurrican is over. We where without power for only 2 days, so it wasn't to bad. Kristen and I spent alot of my time sitting in my car soaking up the AC and reading though lol. No damage to the house, just alot of branches to cut up.

Wow its been a long ass time since my last post. Weell, since april my Gf has graduatied from Texas Tech., and she has moved back home. Thats real nice, lol. Now shes trying to find a job, but not having much luck. I'm still working and going to school. So nothing much has changed.

Well everything is falling back into the same old rut. Except, my friend just said his company is hiring a new IT help desk person. Finally, ill be able to leave low paying manual labor behind, If I get the job.

I'm so excited. Thursday after school I drive to Lubbock to make sweet sweet love (and then hard fucking) to my girlfriend Kristen. Then we pack up and drive to Denver to vist my family for Spring Break. This is going to be an awesome vacation.

Well just got done doing a session of D&D with my friends. God, I love that game. Isn't the imagination brilliant!? To be able to come up with whole worlds in your head, to inact countless fantasies. It is a beautiful thing. To dream, to hope, to long for a world of magic.

Just got done working a 21 hour shift. That was not fun. From 8 a.m. Saturday morning to 6 a.m. Sunday morning. But, atleast ill get 15 hours over time pay, so that will be nice. I'm going to fly to Lubbock, Tx. to vist my GF on the weekend after Valentine's Day so that extra money will definitly help out. Also, I just bought a bran new car!!!!

Somewhere in the clouded minds of myself and my fellow drunken friends, lastnight, we decided to make a 1 1/2 drive to a resturant called The House of Pie. My sober GF was coerced into friving, and we set out. GOOD GOD, long tips are aganizing when I'm drunk. Every 10 minutes i had to piss so bad. So we get there, then have to wait in line for another 30 minutes for a table, at which point i start coming down of my alchol cloud. This leads to sweeting, hotflashes, and a quesy belly. But, all in all it turned out really cool. Now i can say ive had a drunken breafast at 3 in the orning lol.

Well, finally some free time to make another post (not like anyone reads mine lol). Work and school are killing me, but, as always, I will push through. My goddess Kristen gives me strength, and for her I will over come all obstacles. I would tear heaven and hell apart to get to her. I love you Kristen.

P.S. Leave Kleio alone you sick perverts. Just because she has a huge rack doesn't mean she has to bow down and obey your commands to show it. Have some fucking respect for women. They go through their whole lives "marked", they don’t need you as an added burden. It disgusts me how brazen and rude my sex can be sometimes. If anyone ever disrespected my goddess in such a fashion, I would hunt them down and eat their hearts (I'm not kidding, I want to try human. I wish to try cannibalism .)