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Hiiii,
I'm really excited for the Tattoo Art Fest, I'll be there on Saturday & Sunday, so cuties you MUST come !
Apart from that, I feel better.
My brother's okay now, finally and fortunately, it's not a big problem.
If God exists, I would thank him.
At the moment, I'm doing my work placement at "Hachette Editions" (a book publishing company), it's an exciting and amazing experience. Now I could say I really know what I want to do when I'll finish my studies.
For once, I feel radiant.
See you on Saturday, excuse-me for my absence of the last days ... I didn't feel very good, but now I'm okay. I'm definetely so excited for the Fest !
Luvs,
xoxo
I'm really excited for the Tattoo Art Fest, I'll be there on Saturday & Sunday, so cuties you MUST come !
Apart from that, I feel better.
My brother's okay now, finally and fortunately, it's not a big problem.
If God exists, I would thank him.
At the moment, I'm doing my work placement at "Hachette Editions" (a book publishing company), it's an exciting and amazing experience. Now I could say I really know what I want to do when I'll finish my studies.
For once, I feel radiant.
See you on Saturday, excuse-me for my absence of the last days ... I didn't feel very good, but now I'm okay. I'm definetely so excited for the Fest !
Luvs,
xoxo
Thanx to Trypode for these pics (some backstage pics of my set made with the beautiful and sexiest girl ever : Sweety)
I love them, really (it makes me smile, and I really need it : thank you very much ...).
EDIT :
I can't let you see it for the moment, I'm really sorry ...
Be patient
Sweety's definetely terribly cute. I'm just in LOVE.
I love them, really (it makes me smile, and I really need it : thank you very much ...).
EDIT :
I can't let you see it for the moment, I'm really sorry ...
Be patient
Sweety's definetely terribly cute. I'm just in LOVE.
[ En français ]
Tout d'abord, merci à ceux (celles, surtout) qui m'ont apporté leur soutien pour mon petit frère. Il va mieux, sortira de l'hôpital dans les jours à venir avec uniquement une jambe dans le plâtre. Dieu - s'il existe - en soit loué.
Hormis cela, mon week-end a été désastreux. Je vous épargnerai les détails, en résumant ça donne : 4 crises de boulimie d'affilée, la culpabilité qui s'ensuit, le sentiment de n'avoir plus aucun véritable ami, le manque de repères, le besoin de combler un vide que je n'explique pas. J'ai l'impression d'avoir énormément de choses pour être heureuse, mais quelque chose bloque, un je ne sais quoi.
Il y a peut-être le fait que je sois en froid avec mon ex Nicolas pour la énième fois ? Je suis définitivement passée à autre chose, j'ose le déclarer sans doute aucun, je ne suis plus amoureuse de ce mec. J'aurais juste aimé pouvoir "le garder dans ma vie", en tant que pote, en tant qu'ami, en tant que confident, bref, un rien, mais un quelque chose. Apparemment c'est impossible, il semblerait que la femme de sa vie ait décidé que j'étais nuisible à l'équilibre de leur couple. A moins que ce soit lui qui l'ait décidé. Toujours est-il que je suis profondément blessée.
Ce manque que j'essaie de combler par la nourriture, je crois que c'est un besoin d'amour.
Pfiou, c'est fouillis tout ça. Et cette introspection fait mal, je ne vais pas m'éterniser là-dessus ...
Tout d'abord, merci à ceux (celles, surtout) qui m'ont apporté leur soutien pour mon petit frère. Il va mieux, sortira de l'hôpital dans les jours à venir avec uniquement une jambe dans le plâtre. Dieu - s'il existe - en soit loué.
Hormis cela, mon week-end a été désastreux. Je vous épargnerai les détails, en résumant ça donne : 4 crises de boulimie d'affilée, la culpabilité qui s'ensuit, le sentiment de n'avoir plus aucun véritable ami, le manque de repères, le besoin de combler un vide que je n'explique pas. J'ai l'impression d'avoir énormément de choses pour être heureuse, mais quelque chose bloque, un je ne sais quoi.
Il y a peut-être le fait que je sois en froid avec mon ex Nicolas pour la énième fois ? Je suis définitivement passée à autre chose, j'ose le déclarer sans doute aucun, je ne suis plus amoureuse de ce mec. J'aurais juste aimé pouvoir "le garder dans ma vie", en tant que pote, en tant qu'ami, en tant que confident, bref, un rien, mais un quelque chose. Apparemment c'est impossible, il semblerait que la femme de sa vie ait décidé que j'étais nuisible à l'équilibre de leur couple. A moins que ce soit lui qui l'ait décidé. Toujours est-il que je suis profondément blessée.
Ce manque que j'essaie de combler par la nourriture, je crois que c'est un besoin d'amour.
Pfiou, c'est fouillis tout ça. Et cette introspection fait mal, je ne vais pas m'éterniser là-dessus ...
Un bisou à toutes et tous,
Je ne me connecterai pas ce week-end, mon petit frère a eu un accident de scooter ... A ceux qui ont mon numéro vous pouvez me contacter sans problème.
Je vous embrasse ...
Je ne me connecterai pas ce week-end, mon petit frère a eu un accident de scooter ... A ceux qui ont mon numéro vous pouvez me contacter sans problème.
Je vous embrasse ...
Hi honeybabes,
Well.
I need your support.
I've started a diet, helped by my mother, and lost 2kgs in one week and a half.
It's REALLY difficult, I think I've never wanted to eat milk chocolate as much as the past few days ...
However, I'm proud ...
But also frightened to take my kilograms back.
I know, you would think I'm superficial, obsessed by my body like those stupid mannequins ...
I'm not like this.
I had eating disorders for six monthes now, and I never felt as fine as today.
So, please again, encourage me.
xoxo
Well.
I need your support.
I've started a diet, helped by my mother, and lost 2kgs in one week and a half.
It's REALLY difficult, I think I've never wanted to eat milk chocolate as much as the past few days ...
However, I'm proud ...
But also frightened to take my kilograms back.
I know, you would think I'm superficial, obsessed by my body like those stupid mannequins ...
I'm not like this.
I had eating disorders for six monthes now, and I never felt as fine as today.
So, please again, encourage me.
xoxo
I'm in holidays in two weeks, and you can't imagine how much I'm excited. I'll stop my work at "Bourse Direct" on the 30th of June, start my work placement at "Hachette Editions" on Tuesday, and finish everything on the 4th of July.
I just can't wait to leave Paris for one month, I'll go to my family house in the south of France, near Avignon, for one month. It will be so cool
If you wanna see me, tell me, I leave on the 26th of July.
Apart from that, I made my multi with Sweety yesterday.
I was great, but you should be patient cuties ...
Luvs (I've a lot of work today, can't write anything more !)
xoxo
I post everyday at the moment, you're lucky.
I often analyze my behavior & my thoughts, consequently I could say I'm in times of "transition".
I've understood a lot of things at short notice. Yesterday night I went to a corean restaurant with my mother, more precisely in the "Latin area" (in Paris, you must visit it, it's just wonderful).
Briefly, I realised I missed her a lot. I need her more than everyone else. Even if she offended me a lot in the past, even if sometimes she's really rude, even if she's really complicated and tormented by her doubts, she's my mom, and I love her.
Okay, get out the hankies
But I also became conscious of my pathetic situation.
For six months now, I mess around with people who did not really care about who I was, how I felt. They just helped me to lapse into whatever could destroy me. And it worked. I was just a girl like anyone else, with breasts, generous hips, but nothing really interesting 'cause I never wanted to sleep with them.
Now it's over. I'll move away in two months, and start a new life, start my studies again, finally open myself up.
Good luck for the others, friends of mine who still blind themselves with those who will leave them behind.
I often analyze my behavior & my thoughts, consequently I could say I'm in times of "transition".
I've understood a lot of things at short notice. Yesterday night I went to a corean restaurant with my mother, more precisely in the "Latin area" (in Paris, you must visit it, it's just wonderful).
Briefly, I realised I missed her a lot. I need her more than everyone else. Even if she offended me a lot in the past, even if sometimes she's really rude, even if she's really complicated and tormented by her doubts, she's my mom, and I love her.
Okay, get out the hankies
But I also became conscious of my pathetic situation.
For six months now, I mess around with people who did not really care about who I was, how I felt. They just helped me to lapse into whatever could destroy me. And it worked. I was just a girl like anyone else, with breasts, generous hips, but nothing really interesting 'cause I never wanted to sleep with them.
Now it's over. I'll move away in two months, and start a new life, start my studies again, finally open myself up.
Good luck for the others, friends of mine who still blind themselves with those who will leave them behind.
I love SG.
Really.
And I love watching beautiful girls, their body mods, their styles, I love Art in all its many shapes & forms : I'm lucky and very proud to be part of this community.
But sometimes, I must confess I don't understand everything.
I'm not jealous, fortunately.
For example, when you go to a recuitment maintenance : if the employer, in front of you, tell you it's not possible to take you 'cause you don't have any experience, it's totally illogical. How coul you have experience if no one takes you for the same reasons ? It's an infinite problem. You can't deny this argument, cuties.
Okay, now, please transpose this problem for the website itself. Always giving chances to the same minority, and never trying something new with the others.
Well, it's not about me in that case : I'm writing it for every SG model.
I know this post would never change anything, but I just needed to ...
"Let it all bleed out" (thx Rob Z.) !
Please, don't feel personnaly concerned by this article, I'm not irritated.
As Abbiss said if we stay here it's because we agree with this. I just think that's really too bad :/
Luvs
Really.
And I love watching beautiful girls, their body mods, their styles, I love Art in all its many shapes & forms : I'm lucky and very proud to be part of this community.
But sometimes, I must confess I don't understand everything.
I'm not jealous, fortunately.
For example, when you go to a recuitment maintenance : if the employer, in front of you, tell you it's not possible to take you 'cause you don't have any experience, it's totally illogical. How coul you have experience if no one takes you for the same reasons ? It's an infinite problem. You can't deny this argument, cuties.
Okay, now, please transpose this problem for the website itself. Always giving chances to the same minority, and never trying something new with the others.
Well, it's not about me in that case : I'm writing it for every SG model.
I know this post would never change anything, but I just needed to ...
"Let it all bleed out" (thx Rob Z.
) !Please, don't feel personnaly concerned by this article, I'm not irritated.
As Abbiss said if we stay here it's because we agree with this. I just think that's really too bad :/
Luvs
