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MARCH 20, 2012 @ 04:41 PM

Things are shitty right now. I came home from work early and Tony was drunk. He said he hadn't been drinking, but clearly he had been. I did a good job at remaining calm and asked him if he'd be willing to go to the probation office down the street and take a breathalyzer. He agreed. So we went and he blew a .38 and is still claiming that he didn't drink. He got super pissed off and left to go to AA. I felt like following him to see if he really went, but I didn't go. 2012 has been horribly painful so far. I'm sad and scared. I just want my Tony back.
Civil

Tactical

I'm lost

August 2009

MAR 20, 2012 04:45 PM

I really hate hearing this, hopefully he will wake up but if he doesnt, you have to do what is right for you

stauffielicious

Pittsburgh, PA

January 2011

MAR 20, 2012 05:38 PM

blessings babe, hope everything turns around for you, xoxoxoxo!

DreadThis

Kansas City, MO

August 2006

MAR 20, 2012 07:24 PM

sorry to hear that doll

DarkRiver

Gurnee, IL

April 2006

MAR 20, 2012 09:26 PM

I'm sorry. Alcohol is a terrible addiction, it is a catalyst for loss. I agree with tactical

ninadelamorte

Vatican City

January 2004

MAR 20, 2012 09:43 PM

I know how hard that can be. I've been in a relationship with someone with an addiction for a very long time. It's rough at times. At I often wonder why I stay.

It's the lying about it that hurts the most. Even when all the proof is right there in front of them.

it important though not to lose yourself in their addiction. If you understand what I mean.

steeldog

USA

December 2011

MAR 20, 2012 10:38 PM

"sometimes, when you give up on someone, it's not because you don't care anymore, but because you realize they don't"! i am very sorry for your un-happiness! it is a very difficult situation, wanting to help for the good of both of you, but unable to help! i hope things get better for you take care! with love and kindness!!