Off to work. Its going to be a very long week. Fuck sweetest day

Now it's 3am and I am depressed. Of course its the worstt time to get depressed. But I supose thats always how it happens. I just got done watching Tattoo Hightway, a show I've never seen. I dont really get into Miami Ink or shows like that but it kinda sucked me in. Lets say it among those guilty pleasures. And my lovely boyfriend would say it only has pretentious douche bags on it. Oh how he hates pretentious douche bags! But the guys wife is pretty hot.


The episode was about a old man that reminded me of my father (who is an amazing man) and his wife that just died. He was going to get a tattoo of her over his heart. The artist decided to put the womans ashes in the ink. In was a really sad and sweet episode.

I think the only reason I dont watch tattoo shows is because they make me said. I desperately want to be a tattoo artist so bad. Its just so hard. And I guess I'm not cool enough to be in that field. There is this late night infomercial for at tattoo shop in downtown chicago, it always comes on around 12am and I cant even watch that. I dont want to be anyone special, I just want to make people beautiful with my art.

So I will watch Cinderella to try to make myself feel better. At least 4th of July is coming soon, and I get to see fireworks! Everybody loves fireworks..... right?



Thanks for listening
xoxo

-R-

Recently my boyfriend and I went on vacation. My family owns a lovely yellow cottage in northern Wisconsin. I've been going there since I was a baby. There is a lake 20 yards away, there are trillions of stars to see at night, and the sunsets are perfect.


Every year I go its just a relaxing time time spent reading books, laying out in the sun, having bonfires and s'mores, and not watching tv or going on the internet.

Like I said my boyfriend mike went up there I'd say only two weeks ago, and now I have to go there with my best friend and another good friend. All three of us went there 2 years ago.


I'm just nervous it wont be as much fun. And that I'm poor.

I just looked at old pictures, it got me kinda pumped. Lets hope it all goes well.


- Love ya-