It is by doing whatever, that someone becomes whoever

vals day is only a legit day. when you got someone to share it with. otherwise its another monday:|

how happy is the blameless vessel of life
the world forgetting by the world forgot
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
each wish accepted each prayer resigned...

Friday the 13th. i do feel lucky to be born on such a date

Be exactly who you want to be, do what you want to do I am he and she is she but you're the only you No one else has got your eyes, can see the things you see It's up to you to change your life and my life's up to me The problems that you suffer from are problems that you make The shit we have to climb through is the shit we choose to take If you don't like the life you live, change it now it's yours Nothing has effect, if you don't recognize the cause

so today i decided i should really get back into painting... I've tried being behind a desk with a tie and maual labor and im bored of both. on thing i can always count on is doodling so lets expand that with painting. time to blow the dust off my paint set. ill start by painting crazy suicide girl themed ma cob type stuff. ill post it up when im done

suicide girls are the best girls ever invented!

lost alot of friends chasing after this girl i thought i loved. maybe i kinda do. but even if im so perfect... im not her perfect guy. sucks. cuz it feels like ive invested time money and pushed everyone away. just feels like a waste. even if its happened before. it still hurts the same. just got back from paintball. cleared my head, poured alcohol on my wounds to feel pain other than thoughts of remorse. everything happens for a reason right...

new year new resolutions. new opportunities. i like it

feels like everything is spinning out of place. nothing makes sense, but at the same time i feel right at home.