Ok So my pan on becoming a Suicide Girl has been postponed for a while. I have gained some weight lately because of some of the meds I am on for my back, which means I am not confidant in my looks right now. I know I probably shouldn't lack self-confidence, but lets face it people are just brutal. I really don't feel like posting a set and getting denied right now. I think that would about kill me. I have never really had any confidence which is more than likely due to all the douche bags I have dated that never forgot to remind me how unattractive I was. Or it could have been from all the guys telling me the only reason they were with me was for sex. Those two things are a recipe for disaster especially when they happen day after day. I think I will try and shoot a set when I feel a little better about myself and have A LOT more confidence. I look at all the beautiful females on here and think there is NO WAY I am anywhere near what they are. So until I feel like I could be good enough I will try I promise. Until then.......