I've just woken up from a weird dream about suicidegirls!
Let me share it with you!When the dream started I was joining this huge SG pary taking place in the last floor of a super high skyscraper...and I was late and the elevator took ages to reach the floor..
When I finally opened the door, the show was grat! It was a girl-only party and it looked like a lot of money had been spent on it. There was everything: food, drinks, game areas,art area a swimming pool, theme rooms, photographers...
But most of all everybody was naked,or half-naked wearing some costumes, and during the first minutes i was a bit confused because there was simply too much too stare at!!
After this the dream became,a little bit less good, because i tried to mix it up with some of them and to enjoy the party,but nobody seemed intersted in me and that wounded me a bit...
Then I went in a kind of bathroom where a gorgeous short-blue hair girl with giant tits was having a bath
..I taught that if I would have asked her the permission to join the bath she would probably have refused, so I decided to go for the rude way 
and I got in without asking, And without asking as well i grabbed her tits! Sadly the reaction was bad,and she run away
After that the party was over and we had to get down the skyscraper, but...the elevator was broken!!!
So we managed to use some ropes tied to chair and tables where we were supposed to sit while getting down
I was scared as hell of high but at least in the meanwhile i found the perfect moment to socialize a bit with the group getting down with me ( nobody could escape in that situation)
The last thing I remember is that there was a bowl with sweets on our table and I said something like: "ok I'm quite scared now but I think i can be conforted by eating a sweet"
But I didn't want at all to loosen my grip on the ropes,not even with just one hand to take the sweet, so I was expecting someone less scared would have offered me one, but they were looking at eachothers like none of them wanted to do that.
finally one did, but she choose the only sweet I didn t like!
Anyway I ate it pretending I liked and as I felt a bit released about the high I looked down and realized there were only few centimeters left between me and the ground! And then I wake up!
What a dream! o.O What do u think about it? I'm curious, who knows what does this mean!
I wish one day I will go to a party similar to this one! I'm sure in the reality I will enjoy it a lot!!
Now I have to run at work! Pics are coming late!
I'm back!
This week without TV and internt (>> see previous post ) has been such an interesting experiment!
I realized that when you are so used to do something everyday (anything), you usually keep doing it not because you are aware of how you are spending your time and you've decided it, but just because it has become a mechanical habit.
So, I'm not saying that the television is evil and steals time from people without they can even realize! lol
But is good to be a bit more aware that I have the power to wake up sometimes and decide to do something complitely different from what I'm used to (i'm not only talking about sitting in front of a screen).
And this is actually something I do a lot and i can suggest everybody to try, because from changing you can learn a lot...If you always dress black, one day,why not, be brave and dress white! See how it feels, see how the other people react, it can be interesting and maybe you can learn something from it. Do you get what I mean?
A part from this I got time to draw,wich is good,and most of all time to spend with Manie, my boyfriend, and talk and talk and talk! (something that every girls loves! :love
and at last but not least time for A LOT of very good sex! Something else I did, was to begin posting again in my flickr account... sooo, give it a look! Chocolat Suicide Flickr
And to celebrate my coming back ^^ here it is a little teaser about my first set as Hopeful,that will be uploaded for you on 19th (thank you Albertine for being an amazing photographer!)
You'd better show us love for this! XD !!!!
I've got very sad news!! ^^ meaning I'm not going to write this blog for a whole week!
The reason for this is a game/experiment I decided to do with my boyfriend...I will tell you next week how has it gone.
Since he is totally addicted to television and I'm totally dependent from the web we always end up spending too much of our little time off from work staring at a screen bewildered like two fishes...so final decision: we are cutting off all the drugs for one week and we'll see what happens!
So I'm leaving you with some pics and a little sketchy portrait I did about the beautiful Terrox.
enjoy it!
This was the original picture:
Good night!
And pictures! As promised
Oh oh is 16:16! Everybody express a wish! It might come true! <3
Nando's time for me! bye bye
I feel very good because there's no work for me today and I can decide to sleep all day and party all night if I want!
I think is time to share some of the stuff I do...
Let me know if you like it because in that case I have tons more to fill this blog with! <3
This one is an illustration based on the movie "Slum dog millionaire", one of my favorite.
I loved the soundtrack of that movie and the graphic part (story boarding,colors,camera angles...) which is just so clever!
So, I taught to draw this one about it to make a little piece of that art work mine ^^
"Slum dog millionaire" opening sequence
This is the beginning of the movie and one of my favourite scene as well,where the camera-man and the rithm of music and action capture the audience attention straight away,and in few minutes you forget to be sitting on your confortable sofa at home because you are already running with the main caracters of the movie, away from the police,across the narrow street of an indian slum...
These images below are few of my studies to learn how the body moves in space.
Maybe you can recognize some suicidegirls between them!
Ok that's all for now falks!
I have to go for a late breakfast with my darling now lol!
But (coming soon) later i will post "The giant cat among the blocks" and some photobooth shoots of my pretty face.
Stay tuned!!!!!!
Love you all!!!
I need to celebrate this:
Do you know this girl? Her name is LikaLorelei and I've just seen her pictures and...i'm confused.
I mean, is she real?
Seriously. She is so amazingly beautiful that i can't belive! What a perfect armonious body!
I've tried to draw her, but I'm not at all satisfied whit the result I think I was too tired from work or maybe the original is just too good for the copy will always look faded...
Anyway! I will try again!
In the mean time,I suggest you to go through her page and enjoy her beauty! <3 <3 <3 :
LikaLoreley
I've just came home from work...uuuf what a buisy day! and I have only one hour and a half,then I will have to go again buuh
I should find myself a job that leaves me more time to do the stuff I like,I don't really care about being a chef...yes yes I will start looking for something else this sarturday that i'm off...
Anyway! talking about work, today i misread the rota and i came one hour early to the restaurant...sooooo i didn't have enough time to go back home and i decided to walk around and enjoy taking some pictures about english houses!
I didn't have my camera with me but my best friend: 'the I-phone' helped me to succeed my mission yeeeeh!
I'm a big fan for english houses' style!
I'm in this beautiful country only from 6 mounths. Before I used to live in Italy, which is very beautiful as well, but from other points of view.
Common people's houses in Italy are usually nothing special...or maybe is me that i'm too used to them to notice!
Yey! Let me show you my booty then!
I've just woke up after a regenerating nap!
Today I had the morning off from my job in the hotel (commis chef), so I was enjoing my free time sleeping, editing some pictures and drawing yeeh!
I did a scketched portrait of my love while he was watching TV...here it is:
Ithink you will see him a lot as he's one of my favourite subjects! (you know I love beautifull things! )Anyway! I know you want to see me as well isn't it? So here's my crazy hair style in the morning just off from the bed:
