A waiting month....can't wait for July to come!
First reason is I'm going to spend one whole month in my beloved Italy!! And I miss the real pizza so much!! All right all right and my parents as well yess..and my cousins OMG!!
And my photography teacher and my cat! 
Then is going to be my first wedding as a photographer! Hell yeah! So excited about that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaand least but absolutely not last is ITALIAN SHOOTFEST time!
Well is not going to be huge as the UK one,but still I'm going to meet and photograph some italian beauties for the pleasure of your eyes!
Another reason is I have 3 sets coming up in MR next month! And I'm so eager to see what you guys think about them...
Here are some preview:
My smiley Salliss in "Cheer me up!"
Sindi
in "Yellow"
And the boobs that you dream about every night in "Inspired impulses" with my artist friend Reuben_
I've also finished editing my love Elye's set "Cookies 'n' cream" but we'll wait until end of July to send it:
Since I haven't got enough reasons to wait for July to come, I need to add another one...
We have finally decided to move on our own and that should happen between July and August
Haven't find the right flat yet though
but we are really working on it!!Good stuff about poor June anyway is that for some reason I never felt so beautiful!
Well I don't know if is the good season,or my hair that is growing so fast lately (cant wait to be back with my long hair! ^^) or maybe something else...
But who cares? Is a good feeling so let me share it with you!
And here are some set I absolutely wanna see on FP!
Demonia Sweet Morning
I love her hair color like crazy!! and those eyes!! And I love her photographer Alma as well!
Fridah "Venom"
She really looks like a goddess!
Euforia Querido Bob
Awww look at her! I'm in love
Fishe Belle du Jour
Please please Suicidegirl world don't let me down with this one,take your time ok,but I wanna see this angel pink with this set!! Go and send her some well deserved love right now!
Sindi "Dinosaur dreams"
Please notice cutie pie Sindi is still in MR with our set ^^ If you haven't done yet go and check it out!
Asylumm Slow show
Love this set! She's fab and colors and photography are great! Send her FP!
Finella La Folie
Like OMG have you seen this set?? O.o If you don't know how to define perfection, go and have a look!
Marly In her net
Well do I even need to give you a reason for this??
Elye London in Lace
Because she's my love!
Alea Peinturlure
Fun set,and she has the most amazing cat eyes! An I miss her photographer Maquerelle!!
Black silk
Ehrm ehrm...well,some self advertisement won't harm! ^^
Nanci Softness and charm
She will have a new amazing set shot by Alma but in the mean time send her some love here!
Reuben_ DTMBF
Cause she's the most lovely artist ever! And her set is fantastic and creative!!
RoseMo Little Mona Lisa
Kiplin Spring vibes
And don't forget our two Uk blondies! And their lovely photographer Miro whoom I wish the best of luck to cause she's going to have her baby probably this week!!! 
I think I have said the most of what I intended to,soo I can just leave you with a little teaser,as something pretty exciting is going to happen soon...
And if you want to keep updated with my life and my photography well Instagram is the right place! @chocolat suicide
Kisses and Hugs to all of you!!
CLASSIC has now reached 1000 comments!!! whooo hooo!
Thanks guys! You are seriously amazing!!! Gimme more gimme more!
And in case you like my bum so much like I do! Go and check Black Silk now in MR!
Gotta be pink one day hopefully Well, now let's talk about more serious stuff
oh yess!"THE ITALIAN SUMMER SHOOTFEST" news
Dates have been decided! And I'm very excited to announce it is going to be much earlier than expected!!!
Are you ready for this??
From 14th to 28th July the shootfest is officially going to happen!!!
Presence list at the moment:
PHOTOGRAPHERS:
-Me
-Roberto Girardi Front Page from Roberto
-Kinanika
-Heroid
-Fabio Fabio Cortuso Fotografie
-Sharon Sharon di Cinci photos
MODELS:
-Me
-Scarlett_
-NoraPurpleDred
-Kinanika
-Menina
-Euphemia
-Ultima
-Lauretta
-Tifereth
-Toy
-Dalila
-LaRedie
-SuicideMeerkat
-Stellae
-Shine
Please PM me for any info needed and let me know which days are u coming and who do you wanna shoot with (you can shoot as many set as you want no problem)
So that we start sorting out the locations and stuff!
Changing subject!
Today Sindi's ""Dinosaur Dreams" is up in MR!!! And is doing good!
Proud of my sweet dino!
Please support us! She needs to go pink so that I can shoot my first multi with Sindi andBlu!!!!!
Ok, talking about Sindi last time I promised you a little preview of the first set I shot with my new camera...here it is "The color of Joy" for you:
I so much enjoyed shooting this one! Thanks to the full frame colors are so vivid and the pictures so much more sharp (not to talk about the editing 100 times easier! XD)
Hope SGland will love this!
I'll leave you with a new set queued in MR for 14th July (when the shootfest starts!) :
"Cheer me up" By SG Salliss
Enjoy life!
So much going on at the moment,let's see if I can update you a bit!
First of everything FINALLY managed to sell the old one and now the new camera is in my hands!!!!
I'm so much in love with it!!Is a Canon 5D finally full frame! which is a big improvement from before!
Do you want to see what it can do?
I shot a set for Sindi with it in the yellow flower field!! I love that set 
but for the preview you will have to wait next time sorry! ^^
In the meantime the other set we shot: "Dinosaur dreams" is going in MR on 25th May
And very very soon Nanci's "Softness and charm" will hit MR as well!
Sadly I had to apologize with her about this set because at the time I edited it it was my first one,and I quite fucked up the sharpening! Quite a lot actually...... 
...didn't realize until the set was already in the queue! On my computer every pic looks ok but they probably won't be same quality on the SG viewer.
Still crossing my fingers hoping that the difference won't be that bad,will see!
Anyway with the help of friends photographers I have understood how the thing was working,and for sure it won't happen again!
In any case you can still send her a ton of love! Oversharpened or not she is still gorgeous!! 
And then it will be my turn as well!
19th of May let's see how "Black silk" from Snowy will do! Be kind with us as usual ok?!!
Thank you Snowy I had a fun time with you!
Now
I'm planning something very evil to conquer the world....
On the wawe of London shootfest,great idea from Fishe! I'm also trying to put together:
**"THE ITALIAN SUMMER SHOOTFEST"**
Papapapa' ! (that was a trumpet sound of glory)
It seems that my lovely parents,after understanding that photography is something seriously important in their beloved daughter life....will allow me to use their huge countryside house for a shootfest while they are buisy enjoing their holiday for 2 weeks somewherelse!!!!!
And yes they are aware of what kind of shootfest we are going to organize!
Only condition,no nakedness at all should reach the judging neighbours' eyes!! Please
That said, It will be in Trana,near Turin sometime around end of August/beginning of September but I don't know yet cause my dad (oh which is feeling perfectly good again!! and thanks for your interest btw) hasn't got the holiday from job yet
I have some pictures of the house already, will take the rest on first week of July when I will be in Italy again!
In addition to these, there is another toilet,two more bedrooms,laundry room,entrance with stairs,corridor,two whole more floors (but they are not finished yet) two terraces,huge garden and porch (but i don't think we can use it for pictures because of the neighbours!) aaand in case is not enough they have another house,smaller and more rural 5 mins walk from the main one!
Plus there's plenty of lovely natural location around: fields,mountains,2 lakes,one river...very close to the house
Everybody model or photographer(obviously for photog qualification is needed!) is welecome,italian or not doesn't matter! Everybody can stay in the house for free until we are too many obviously,but you will have to provide your own food and eventual transport...I only have 3 double beds and one single,for the rest you will have to bring your own sleeping bags I'm afraid!
So for now the answers i've got are from:
PHOTOGRAPHERS:
-Me (nooo really?)
-Albertine but only if it is in September
-Roberto Girardi Front Page from Roberto
-Kinanika
-Heroid
-Fabio Fabio Cortuso Fotografie
-Sharon Sharon di Cinci photos
MODELS:
-ME (again?)
-Scarlett_
-NoraPurpleDred
-Kinanika
-Menina
-Euphemia
-Ultima
-Lauretta
-Tifereth
If the number grows too much it might be necessary to split the people into days depending on who they want to shoot with,actually I don't think everybody will be free to spend the whole two weeks at my place
But I don't know,is the first time I try to organize something like this so every advice/idea from you guys is very welcome!
On another note,new sets going to be queued in MR soon preview time yayyy!
My big love Reuben_ in "Inspired impulses"
And super natural beauty Elye!
If you are interested in the shootfest let me know and I will add you to the list!
Also if any italian model wants to shoot with me in July as well,I will be there from 1st to 15th
You can also follow updates on the SG Italy thread here: http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SG+Italy/topics/453598/
That's all! See you soon with Sindi's previews!
Bad news on the family side sadly
My beloved daddy had an accident one month ago and he's been blocked in bed since then... his back has ben hurt and he can't move.
It had started getting better so he has tried to move a bit but probably it wasn't time yet and now his condition has gone back to very bad...
So since they might have to operate him I've come to Italy to help him and my mum with everything...
But together with the bad it comes the good...
Being here I am having the opportunity to show my parents how much progress I am doing with photography and everything I am trying to build with SG (they didn't really have a clue before ^^)
So I think it has been very useful!
They finally showed me they understand my choices and they are supporting me yeey! Having your parents beliving in you has no price obviously,even if they live far away from you
So since I'm here I will shoot a couple of sets for 2 new supersweet hopefuls and (you never know!) maybe some other italian beauty will contact me for a shooting!
In the mean time,editing all the time! (of course!) In regard of which I can show you a couple of preview:
Salliss in "Cheer me up!"
And Kiplin in "Shine bright"
Thank you girls you have been great and it had been so much fun shooting with you!
Hopefully (very probably) I will partecipate to the Manchester shootfest that Fifthblade is organizing!
And yeah I'm really looking forward for that because I already miss the shootfest mood so badly! XD
On the modeling side instead...
GUYS! A massive thank you for the sweet comment Classic is receiving from you!!
Seriously I am very grateful and I really need you to keep it coming because I want to be pink (lool obviously!) and because Maquerelle my sweet french photographer really really really deserves to have the possibility to turn STAFF!!
Yup all for now! I will keep you updated on everything!
Byeeeee
Guys thank you so much for all the love it is receiving!!!
It is actually doing very good! I'm proud of it and right now all my fingers are crossed!
Please keep the love coming!
On another note,there's something I'm even more proud of...
Here I have the honor to present you a little preview of the first set I have submitted as a photographer! (It hasn't been accepted yet)
Nanci: "softness and charm"
She's such a lovely person to have got to do with,I'm very happy I had the opportunity to shoot for her! So finger crossed for this one as well!
Last week I had the pleasure to meet Sindi and to shoot a set for her
horray!We had lots of fun and laughs and this is a little piece of what happened that day:
Much more to come soon
stay tuned!Love you all!
You really have to forgive me this time! I haven't been active at all for a while here which is no good noo good!
I could give you a tons of excuses for that ^^ but let's skip to the news part!
First thing first! Papapaam! I'm so happy and proud to announce that...I finally got to shoot my first set for SG!!!!
Yeeey!
Actualy I shot my first 6 sets for SG which is quite amazing
and more are planned to come veery soon...In case is not clear I'm talking about sets where I am the photographer!! Don't worry,I'm keeping to shoot tons of sets as a model as well!! But to be honest I'm much more excited to do the photographer part of it ^^
Soo how did it happened?
Well the London shootfest happened! And it had been a crazy fun experience and I got to meet some lovable people there whom I'm very thankful to,because they have made it actually happen.
For instance:
Models:
Fische
Changeling_
Finella
EvaMaria
Kiplin
Miro
Elye
Chibbi
Corall
Reuben_
RoseMo
Salliss
Marly
Saiylor
Miyo
Autumnsky
Photographers:
OwenG
Snowy
Ante
Miro
(copied and pasted from Nanci 's blog XD thank you Nanci!
Ok ok I know you don't care...all you want is pictures right?
All right then pictures here we go!
My little contribution to the "recording the shootfest" album..which you can find other pieces of, at the above mentioned lovable people's adresses!
Kiplin
Elye and the mug
Crazy Snowy
aaand Reuben_
Some nice boobs and her owner Chibbi...
Sexy Marly
Miro
Changeling_ and (thank you so much!) super smiling Fische !
Nanci
Aaand sweetheart Corall and
Ante
Sayed that,you might like to know I shot 2 sets as a model there as well,one with Snowy wich I recommend you to see at work because is very entertainig (she's able to do quite a lot of jumping and running and gimnastics while shooting to get the best angles for you!
)And the second one with Ante whom I owe a special thanks because meeting her has been the most inspiring experience for me..she really puts her heart and her soul into photography,and yeah we can see that from the resaults!
Thanks to all the photographers as well for being so helpful and kind with a newbie like me!
And thanks to the models who have shot with me as well because they have made me a lucky happy photographer and because of their patience while I posed them in the most unconfortable possible positions!! (on purpose of course because I am mean)
Ok I could thank everybody one by one and the list is long...but this might not be the place right? So I stick to only one last thank you because this one is important...
So THANK YOU Reuben_ for sharing with us the most amazing boobs ever all the week end! And raise your hand anybody who doesn't agree with me!!!
To next time! Stay tuned xxI'm in Italy now! But to be honest I can't wait to be back in my boyfriend's arms again in a couple of days more
I enjoyed my time here even if a couple of thing went wrong :/
I studied a lot with my teacher,which was very good!
I practiced photography but sadly at a certain point I ended up breaking the ice over a river and finding myself all wet and frozen! All because of a picture! :/ And the day after I had the fever and a very bad cold which has slowed down my plans a little!
Worst thing ever,and I'm so so sad about this, i wasn't the only sick one these days...the hopeful girl that was supposed to pose for me has got the flu as well,so we are no more shooting together and i will have to wait for my next trip in Italy to do that
But at least today I had a very nice experience modeling for a friend of mine that is a good photographer...wich means:new set coming soon! yay!
I'm quite happy in general about this Italy bit,but seriously I miss my boy and he misses me as well, ithink very soon is going to be fireworks time when we'll meet again! XD
Before coming here I had a shooting taken by such a great photographer in London: Katie J Piper
I want to share with you those pics because I think they are great and they really portray me!
Here are some of them,and if you want to see them all this is the link:portraits
Here are more good news!
I just moved with my boyfriend (again!) in his parents house. It seems that a new adventure is going to start then!
They have been so nice to offer us this possibility (they had a spare big room that nobody was using). And the reason why we did this is because I want to commit myself to photography and he wants to go back to college,so nobody has time to work and pay the rent!! Lol
The most exciting part about this is that my boy has got not less than nine little brothers and sisters!!(4 of them are living in another house tho).. Which means plenty of life for me to capture with my camera yay!
Here's my new big family:
I've been in France recently.
I shot there six new sets with Maquerelle
It has been an incredibly good experience for many reasons:
She made me her guest for 4 days and her family has made me feel at home like never!
She has got 2 beautiful lively kids wich I had the opportunity to take a few shoots of (I love portraying kids!)
I already miss all of them!I enjoyed shooting with Marie! We have been very productive and creative,and I had the opportunity to learn and practice how a set should be organized and done and now I feel ready to shoot my first one as a photographer too.
So I just come back to Italy (again!) to get 10 days of full time phothography lessons from my teacher,aaaaaand to shoot for a couple of SG hopefuls which you will get news about very soon!
I'm so so excited about that! I'm planning it in every detail,and I will open my thread in the hopeful photographers once the job is done!
Here's a preview about one set Marie shot for me going to MR (on 27th March):
What do you think about it?
I have a very positive feeling about it, I hope and belive this one will finally turn me pink
To soon!
xxx
I need to do at least a qick update on this blog because it has started to be too much sad and empty lately!
So what happened in the mean time?
I have been so happily buisy that I even forgot about all of you people!!!!
(no is not true! I was always keeping an eye on what was going on here!)So! I've been in Italy at my family's and enjoyed every bit of it
Especially I tried to get some good shoots for a photography competition that was taking place today...and guess what? I'm one of the 5 winners among 100 partecipants!!
This was the winning image:
Autumn
And next week we'll see what happens with the second competition!
(if anybody is interested this is my photography facebook page: Yhpargo Tohp
Hoping to find a little bit more time for my blog later ^^ I leave you with a couple of pictures:
See you soon! All the best!
First of all: MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you!
May you have lots of fun this Christmas,meet your beloved ones,and eat all the poossible Christmas yummy food!
(Can't wait to be my family's guest for this one!!!!!!)Second of all:
My set Dandy
has passed the 1000 comments!!!
So I really really have to scream a big: ❤❤❤ THANK YOU! ❤❤❤ to everybody who has supported me! It is so nice to read all your sweet comments! Please keek it up!
It seems that I've been away from this page for quite a while now...
But I have at least 2 reasons for this,hope you will forgive me!
1) I had a very big issue with my boyfriend that made me so deeply sad for a while. We even split up for few days,but now everything seems to be solved (I'm very happy about that!) and we are back to normal.
I have been so worried that our relationship wasn't going to work anymore and I wish this will never ever happen again!
2) (this one is good!) Photography is going better and better!
You can check my improvements here: My facebook page or My flickr
I joined the photography club of my city and I learnt they like to organize lots of competitions wich is very interesting and a good occasion to learn from others.
Some of them are small,some are between different clubs from different cities and I think one every year is even a national one!
So I'm going to partecipate to the next one in January,and I've already got almost all the ideas I need.now is time to develop them!
Since I can't afford a school at the moment I was thinking to work for some photography studios for free getting experience as a salary
I found some that might be interested but they will let me know after Christmas holiday as at the moment there's no job at all.My best hope is about this amazing photographer: Katie J Piper
She's my absolute favourite at the moment as she has exactly the style and especially the attitude I'm looking for.
I contacted her with the excuse of a photoshoot for me that she's going to take on January, then I asked her if there was any possibility for me to be her assistant,but I've leart the queue is long for that (other people had my same idea before me ^^)
She is taking me into consideration anyway and she will try me on a few shooting next year. Finger crossed then!
I'm also going to spend some days in France as a guest of Maquerelle and we are taking the chance for a couple of shooting for SG and Zivity.
She's a great photographer as well and not only,she's a very nice and friendly person too! I can't wait to meet her and learn from her
Hope that a friendship is going to born On another note I'm going to visit my family in Italy very soon,and I will meet my loved sister for both the first and the last time in the new year as she is mooving to Australia and her return flight will be in one year time!!!!
I will miss her so much,and so glad skype does exist!
Now I leave you with an interesting experiment I did...
My hair seem to have a quite unusual characteristic,if you shape them anyhow,they stick like you put the gel in that position,but i didn't put any gel or anything at all.
I had a fun hour taking LOTS of stupid/cute pics of my face to better explain you the point:
Nice uh? I should make a collage lool!
Anyway,those were taken all in the same hour,without using nothing but my hand to model my hair in all those crazy shapes!
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