Hello Paul, I means all... how are you?

Oh it has been a very stressful and packed month. I have finished my exams and all and I'm going via Paraguay to Bolivia in July! I'm traveling with just my Mummy so we're nice and mobile and she wants to take me to the Cataratas which I swear just means waterfall in Spanish but apparently its the name of one of the largest in the world, made up of 27 waterfalls or something like that. Then in Bolivia I'm going to start investigating, the government have proposed to build a motorway through one of the countries protected national rainforests, but the government have been elected due to their indigenous and environmental stances. The road will cause huge amounts of deforestation, more exploitation etc. but the president argues it is in their best interest as a road will help connect those in the whole area to the cities where they can trade, have access to less restricted medical care etc. Also the rainforest is already being destroyed by some of the inhabitants, 9% has already gone to growing coca leaf plants. It's a hotbed right now and the country is full of demonstrations, allegations and accusations. I have to go in interview all the scientific sources and enter the park to take soil samples and create a profile of the park then I have come up with all the different impacts + & - that would then result from the motorway. I'm not sure why I'm telling you my dissertation but I am.

I also now have a job which I haven't been at for a while due to the rain, but for which I have to go to sleep at a reasonable state and hour for every night and call the cafe up in the morning just in case. It's a really fancy place and I even served Rob Brydon there .

Other than the amazing Mos Def gig, I also had tickets to ASAP Rocky who came on hours later which was fine because so had I. The gig was interrupted when some guy snatched his watch and one of his group members jumped down and fought with the guy, I'm not really sure why I saw loads of people hitting each other but it happened and the fight just went past me.

Someone filmed from on top haha and you can see me walking at the top 30 seconds in...

Well I lost all my friends so that ended the show for me even if he insisted on carrying on for a song more.

At a bbq, the best I've ever been too...


In Almeria, Spain.


Fixing earrings together into my shrunken ears.


And lastly my set still at 97% Hopeless Romantic


Enough ramblings for now, I shall write soon.
xx

I just came back from seeing Mos Def live, yes, it was amazing and yes I'm too drunk to write anything decent about it!


I will be back with something interesting... promise!

Hello!

What I've been up to! Well mostly really busy juggling uni, friends and family all on a £0 budget, overdrafts and loans have saved my ass along with my rationing and bargaining skills and our friends who treat us when we're out. I've just come back from a party on friday night, well we were the last ones there and we cleaned up for our friend so we took or time .



I shot with Dorrell Merrit







I've got a field trip to the South of Spain near the beach which I'm ridiculously excited about, one of the perks of being an environmental student! Hopefully I'll have loads of pictures from there!

Until then however please don't forget about Hopeless Romantic and thank you to all the people that have commented and voted!



Soon...
xxxxx

Happy New Years!

I'm spending mine right now with my family, watching some novela that I'm not paying attention to and then later on I'm going to a house party.

My internet has been cut so i won't be able to post until next week, this is just from my phone and will most likely not post. But I wanted to write it out anyway.

Just to write that im not great but I'm not bad either and that I wish i felt able to talk about it all. I feel so uncomfortable writing that these words don't always feel like mine and I fear that I might not be saying what i wanted to but then it could just be that when writing you're able to analyse what you write and nothing will ever look right to me.
Anyway for this reason I want to start the year with no more self restrictions, the amount of times I've not joined in on a conversation or got back to someone when i had something to say because I kept repeating it to myself and chickened out. I worried that what I had to say wasn't significant. But unless I believe what I have to say is worth listening to then no one else will because they wouldn't have heard it and then they would know nothing about me except think of me as the quiet girl which really isn't the case. So no more doubting myself and no more worrying about what others think.

Hope everyone has a good new years and look out for my 3rd set on the 3rd. Its my favourite so far although I will cut it down a bit after 90 days. I do hope this is the one.

Xxxxxccc

SG WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need to post more often. I need to remember to take a picture of what I'm doing, the more fun I have the less memories I have of it :/. Let's see this week I went to a bit of a mental party, had dinner at an Indian restaurant with some friends, went to the Graham Norton Show twice and spent more time stressing over work to do than doing it.



I recently shot with Lavezzaro again. This time with good lighting and hopefully a much better set . This is the only picture she put up but I'll put up a teaser when she's edited it.



Right now I'm hoping to get a placement next year, I'm not 100% on my chances but I'd love to do it. I just need to find an environmental job in Central London that doesn't involve lab work. I'm applying for the Kew gardens but other than that I can't find many others.




The man in my life has also gotten a job, in a noodle shop . With him not paying rent as he's staying at mine we've decided to save up and plan what to do with the money. We're thinking of moving in together next year, getting a kitty and hopefully I'll be able to save enough money to get my sleeve. I've decided on an artist here in the UK called Tiny Miss Becca hopefully I'll be able to save up enough and finally get some more ink!



Hopefully things will fall into place.

Meanwhile...

I'm at the top of the page!!!!!! My set is out I miscalculated the day it would come out so its a nice surprise



I'm getting great comments already and a lot of messages referring to my itchy balls... I forgot I wrote that on my page, imagine how I took the first few references

But yeah! Sorry I haven't been posting much. I'll post more I have some cool things coming up this week I got free tickets! on Tuesday I have the UK screening for Big Miracle, a movie with Drew Barrymore and something to do with whales and then on Thursday I have 6 tickets to The Graham Norton Show, if you don't know who he is then youtube it! It's the funniest interview show ever made. This is just a little section of his show.



Hope you all have an awesome weekend, this sure hell made mine.
lots of love

Chesha
xxxxxxx

Hey SG Land!!!!


(I pull this face a lot)

Little update on my last post. Guess what?!?!?! The university accepted my appeal and if I get a pass on the essay I wrote (I should do!) then they let me into the second year where I'll work a million times harder, I know I always say this but its true!!!! I'll really get it together, start working out it my uni gym and hopefully get a job.

My boyfriend and best friend are both coming down today to visit me, lucky me! I live quite far away too. If all goes to plan tomorrow I'm getting my nose and tragus done. Then I'm going to get a nose chain

Also...




Just want to thank Lavezzaro for the set, she was really helpful and directed me throughout, I'm a little shy so it really helped. I'll be working with her again when she comes back to London and also hopefully with Apory so you'll see enough of me and I'll just keep trying until I get pink

Today two little old ladies behind me in the queue asked me about my ear's, "are they mirror's?" they asked. Apparently they'd been debating whether they were real holes or an illusion heehee

And something really freaky happened. My room mates girlfriend told me she had a sex dream with me, I embarrassingly went bright red! Hahah she then continued to describe the scenario, she said she imagine me with one nipple piercing and then asked me if I had one. Okay this is the freaky thing, I usually have two and only until the night she had that dream one of them fell out and I couldn't put it back in.



I'll end with a joke! Because it always comes in handy IF you can remember it.

What do you call two nuts on a chest?
Chestnuts.
What do you call two nuts on a wall?
Walnuts.
What do you call two nuts on your chin?
My dick in your mouth.

x

Hello all!!!

Right now I'm sick and in a lot of pain, but it will go eventually so its not that bad.

I found out some pretty crappy news from my university. After calling them and emailing with no real answers or even replies, I moved into my new house and I visited them. They read my file and told me I was down to retake the whole year. WTF? isn't this something you should tell me? Or consult me on? I failed one module!!!! I've passed everything else!!!!! My course director said I was going to retake and be fine. The lady says that the policy is that if I have a 0 on one module then I'm made to redo the year, so if I got a lousy 1% then all would be good. She explained that she didn't think I can do it. No I can, I find that module piss easy. Its the only one I truly understood, I failed it because I started the year late, this god damn uni decides to put up a timetable that is wrong O.o and send me the correct one to my mum house after I moved in to their accommodation I then missed the assignments as I didn't know about many of my tutorials and even my email. I'd already failed so instead of worrying about the exam I left it for summer and took on my much harder modules. I passed Semester B too. This is ridiculous.
There is some hope. I'm writing the essay anyway and the faculty told me I could appeal as I had a lot of ignored emails from my course director and he gave me wrong information in the end. They can't make me redo a year that I've already passed. I can prove I know the module well, I went to all the lectures.

Me and the ex decided to get back together, we're not really telling people. We were seeing each other anyway and we even lived together at one point, things got a LOT better. A lot less fighting. And we're too cool together, no seriously . We're best friends and we love each other very much, I'm still scared though. We have problems but we decided we were going to go through them and try to sort them. We'll just have to see how it goes.

Sorry this is such a strange blog but this all sort of happened at once!!!!

The bestie came after my uni news and we decided to get fucked and forget it all!!!!







It worked!!!!

Taking pictures in my new room (It needs painting)



Strange question, but could anybody tell me what flower this is?


Tumblr

P.S. I saw the pictures of my set and I reckon you'll like it

Guess what?!?!? I shot a set today with lavezzaro



I was wearing with some America Apparel thigh high socks.

Can't wait to see it

Hello SG land!



Today I went out with a friend for a walk and got high in a cute little park, we then walked past an art gallery. Our noses practically touched the glass, security came out to ask us if we wanted to come in. I instantly asked if the exhibition was free and when I heard yes my eyes lit up so much the lady at the reception laughed at me. We entered in complete awe and tried our best not to act really high at seeing 3m statues of hentai and shizz. It was so cool there were huge gold penises with faces on, silver vaginas and paintings of naked anime girls. It was by Takashi Murakami :3




You see the little version at the back on the right?


Yes I have my very own :3


It started like this!

BTW look what I found on nikkimonday's blog?

How fucking cool is that?!?!?!

What I've been up to...


:p

oh yeah and

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and to give me some LOVE
I still want to go pink

<3 Toots