I forgot that this website existed.

I'm having a really good night right now. This is quite an achievement, since I had such a crap day at work today. The reason for the turn around is that I promised myself that I'd drink no less than three beers when I got home, and I followed through, so I'm feeling pretty good right now. After I punished the beers, Gordon Biersch Märzen, btw pretty good stuff, I spoke a really unsurprising phrase. "I am SO making nachos." So I'm eating the nachos as I type. They are as good as I'd knew they'd be. Anyway, this is only like the second time I've drank by myself at my house. I'm normally such a social drinker that the thought of drinking by myself isn't very appealing. It's more fun than I'd thought it'd be. Well, not really fun, but relaxing and satisfying.

Anyway, as I sat down to type this I accidentally went back and read some of my old blog posts from way back in the day. It's interesting. It seems like I'm reading someone else's words, like I am a totally different person now than I was then. I guess I am. Does everyone feel that way? I never really understood why people did this sort of thing before, so I never really took blogging/journal writing seriously, but it's actually kind of cool. It gives you an insight as to what sort of person you are now compared to the stranger that you were back then. Maybe I'll try to write more. I saw a couple of posts that I made a few years ago about my ex-girlfriend. I was being all emo and stuff. I still miss her. I'm not all emo about it anymore I guess, but I still miss her. Now when I think about her though I don't really feel sad anymore. I just remember how being with her used to be and it makes me happy. I guess that's how I know that I was really in love with her. I still miss her though.

Almost made it a year since my last post. So close. Anyway, I reopened my account for some reason. Not really sure what. So busy at work. Harvest sucks.

Huh. Weird. I had no idea that I was still a member. Well, looking at my billing settings, it seems like I'm only going to be a member until August 27th anyway, since my credit card that I was paying my account with expired last month and that's when my next payment seems to be due. I can't really think of a reason to pay for another year, so I guess after 11 more days that'll be it. Heh.

I'm chillin with my friends in Hollywood right now. Been here since Friday. It's pretty kickass. There's a SG place down the street with the logo on it and everything. I'm not sure what it is, since I'm not really in the loop. We're seriously thinking of moving here. Anyway, we're sitting around right now, figuring out what our plans are for tonight. Going back home to Norcal tomorrow.

I'm wicked bored. I hate my job. I think I'm going to quit soon. I never have any free time. I just get up, go to work, leave work, go to my second job, go home and go to sleep. Repeat. My whole life is wasting away. I need human interaction. How can I be working so much and have so little to show for it? What is the point?
It feels like the only reason that I'm working is to facilitate my ability to work. Sure, my friends and I hang out on the weekends, but we always do the same old crap. Either we hang around at someone's house or we go to a movie. What is the point?

I need to do something.
I need to do anything.
I need to shake it up.
I need a change.

It's been about three months, might as well post something...

It's too damn hot. My truck needs AC... Actually, I need a new vehicle, something to cruise around in. Hmm...

That's about all I got right now. Pretty weak, I know.

I went to Reno a little bit ago, it was pretty fun, though I dropped about $1600. It was worth it I though, 'cause I got to relax and have a good time. It put a sizable dent in my account, but I'll just have to tighten the belt a little for a month or so, no big deal.

I'm thinking about moving to Vallejo with my buddy, 'cause we could get a pretty nice place for a lot cheaper than where I live now. Plus, I'd get some gangsta street cred by representing V-Town, and who doesn't want that? The first thing I'll do if I move there is pour out a 40oz. for Mac Dre.

RIP

Man. I'm so drunk. Yeah. Not much else to say. Cheers.

Happy Yule.

I never update.

I have no idea why.

My life's too boring right now I guess.

All work and no play.

Also, I find it hard to think that other people would be interested in reading about my life. I guess I'm just not that arrogant... Okay, I'm totally arrogant, just not in this area for some reason. Plus... someone headphone jacked me. No pun intended, but I'll take it. You know when you totally can't find something and it drives you fucking nuts and you can't stop looking for it and you end up going into a search-frenzy. Yeah, that's me right now.

Cheers.