work, drink, sleep. work, drink, sleep. work, drink, sleep, work, drink, sleep, work, drink, sleep, work, drink, sleep. what a fun weekend all i ever seem to do is work, drink, and sleep.

went and got drunk since my tattoo artist bailed last nite something about picking up her kid at county? had a really interesting conversation about my theries on earth with angie, jackie, and sabrina (3 of the girls that work at the strip club i went to last nite) its amazing how women can actually look and sound interested when they're trying to get in a booth for a lap dance. but all i honestly wanted was attention so ididnt get a lap dance cuase that would be wrong and as much as i like the torture of self depradation and wanting things i know i cant have i was able to refrain and control myself. side note i had my annual physiacl today i got a clean bill of health but they stuck me so many times trying to get blood samples my arm looks like it belongs to a heroin addict. since i'm, almost out of jersy i/m planning my road trip before i leave for england, so far i think i'll take 95 south all the way to florida then head out west to my parents place to put my car in storage then hop a flight to london and bugg the shit out of all the SGUK people and show them how americans really party

i feel the urge to change my name again to what i dont know. it depends on how the new year goes. count down till i leave jersy is under 120 days. i'm so happy i might give up celibacy. but the trouble is who shall i give it to? alos i'm feeling rather goofy all of a sudden and i dont know why? i might go to the titty bar after i get my tattoos retouched tonight. i'm not a sexist i just really enjoy the conversations and discuusions on politics and religion that you can only get from a girl that knows how to pole dance that and i admire their outfits. hopefully if anybody decided to read any of this you were at least entertained or slighty amused

nother day another dollar how to make this interesting?? i could tell a joke.. nah not really my forte i'm funnier when live or in person even. talk about my day? nah that sucked.. talk about Pedro? nah i'm the only one that thinks about him. contimplate taking over the world? well thats an idea for a later date

work sucked as usual. again i spologize to anybody i pissed off or on for that matter but hey i needed to entertain myself but that is no excuse. that liek saying the devil made me do it which is odd considering i dont really have any sort of religious beliefs?

happness is peace
peace is death
so it goes to say that no one will be truley happy till every one is peacful? or is it
happiness is peace
peace is rest
rest is death?
and no one will be happy till the world is dead?

yes i know this is a pessamistic view and no i'm not suicidal, well atleast not since i quite taking my meds this is just an odd and radome thought brought to by those lovely people at Pepsi, stackers, and Xenadrine

i hate the fucking cold i hate old injuries that are affected by the cold. i fractured my back almost 2 years ago and it still gives me hell i feel like i'm a fucking 90 year old man every time i move my back feels like someone is stabbing me. other then that life is just fucking peachy i got paid from both jobs today and was shocked cuase i didnt think my part time job was going to pay that much but my check from there was $100 for only 15 hours of work which aint bad but it aint good niether. so now i got my cable bill taken care of. that concludes the end of my day i wish i had someone here to rub my back or something this fucking hurts like a bitch

to keep those few of you that actually check this thing entertained here's the latest news met a girl i was interested but now she's starting to spook me a lil she seems way to klingy after 3 dates. i havent even stepped out of the warm up box to take a swing yet, i'm still waitng on the scouting report from the 1st base coach. by the way i know there are those curious few that are wondering how my will power is and i have to say that my sex strike is still in full effect and has lasted 3 months thats right ladies and gentlemen 90 days and nights of no sex or self molestation ( thats no jerking off) and i feel sorry for whoever happens to be in the area once that keg goes off

i'm kinda of upset. nobody else seconded my self nomination on the ugliest thread makes me wonder where i stand i know i wont be on the popular thread and i need to know where i stand

great week that is all