do you ever wish things could be completley different? I 'm already having symtoms that would seem to have come with chemo, and chemo hasn't even started yet. I had to have my lung drained on thursday, that was interesting. Sorry I'm kinda in a bad mood today, over here wishing things could be better, but realizing to wish in one hand and crap in the other i think the latter would happen first.
love you all and sorry again for the negativity, just tired of feeling like crap!