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MAY 14, 2013 @ 03:35 PM | 8 COMMENTS


Ahh, I am so sorry for not being around much lately! I've just had so much on my mind...

First things first, thanks again for all your love on Never Sleep!
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It's doing far better than I could have hoped, over 750 comments, and reading them makes me so happy... Thank you all. <3
(Though if you'd like to see it do even better, come give it some more love!)

Lately, life has been a bit up-and-down... Mostly down, if I'm honest. (Or at least, it's felt that way.)


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I mentioned last blog that I was getting "stressed out to the point of illness"... the thing is, I happen to be one of those people who bottle all that stuff up inside - smiling is easy, but sometimes it's not the healthiest thing to do, and I've gotten that good at it that sometimes I don't even realise how badly it's getting to me, until my own body starts to tell me.

On top of everything else, my hours got cut down incredibly low a week or two ago - they hit 10hrs a week, the lowest they've ever been. That can't even pay a weeks rent, never mind everything else I need to pay on a weekly/monthly basis... I was panicking, so upset, looking for new jobs; I started with agonizing chest pains again, that painkillers have no affect on, that leave me a moaning, crying wreck... (I've had them before, been to the doctors and A&E and noone has been able to figure out what they are, and it's only recently I've noticed they only happen when I'm going through particularly stressful situations.)

It sort-of culminated when I was speaking to one of the supervisors all normal and ended up on the verge of tears and being hugged - nobody has spoken to me about it since but they almost immediately changed the rota and I mysteriously ended up with an extra shift, and seem to be first on the point of call for any extra shifts going. It's still not ideal - I'm gonna be broke for a long time - but it's enough to struggle through, for now.



And I guess work isn't all bad when you get to do stuff like this, either:
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(I look so tiny in this!)

And to be honest, when I think about it there have been many, many positives lately too:

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I mentioned last blog that I wasn't enjoying nights out anymore... It just so happens that the day after I wrote that, I went out for a friend's birthday and had the best night out I'd had in ages.
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Possibly because the friends I went out with are such beautiful people...
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I am lucky to have absolutely wonderful people in my life who would be there whenever I need them - something that has been proven to me many times recently.
They'll also cook us enchiladas and give me wine just because they miss spending time together.
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I've lost all the weight I gained by being on really strong medication that cut my gym time out completely... I'm at my healthiest and well on my way where I want to be.

I finally have my next tattoo booked! It's my coffee-dedication tattoo biggrin It was designed by Loish, a favourite artist of mine for many years now, and it's going to be done by the incredible Mark Bester.
So damn excited! It's full colour, rather large and on my side... I'm just hoping all they say about the ribs being painful is exaggeration. It's not till the start of August, but since the money situation is so shit at the moment that gives me plenty of time to, y'know, sell everything I own in order to afford it. tongue
That said, if you'd like to support my tattoo fund by commissioning me to draw/paint something or buying one of my originals, just message me or e-mail j.e.s.s.d@hotmail.co.uk! It'd be incredibly helpful right now smile



ART...

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Still putting in work on AnnaLee's painting, it should be done pretty soon...
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It got featured on the SG instagram, so that was pretty cool - gained 100+ followers overnight smile It's the third time my art's been on thier instagram feed, always makes me happy to know it's noticed and appreciated.
Some other little sketchbook doodles and stuff:
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Tomorrow, I start a twelve week intensive art course/bootcamp... I can't wait. It'll be weird having deadlines and assignments and stuff again, but I think it's just what I need - a creative kick up the ass, aha. I can't wait to see the improvement it has on my work... It's run by Noah Bradley, a concept artist and illustrator who I've admired for ages. So I'll be pretty busy with that, but I should have lots of work to show you!

Again, since I'm going through a rough patch financially... If you'd like to help me out by commissioning me to draw/paint something or buying one of my originals, just message me or e-mail j.e.s.s.d@hotmail.co.uk!



Self-indulgent Selfies:



I'll try and not take so long to update next time... Keep keepin' on, guys. Much love. kiss


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APRIL 26, 2013 @ 04:30 PM | 16 COMMENTS


A proper blog, as promised - though considerably later than planned... Heh. Sorry about that.

First things first - Never Sleep finally hit MR!

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The amount of support I've got from you guys is overwhelming; it's more than I ever expected and it just makes me so happy to be part of the site. At the moment it's at 95% and nearing 650 comments which I suppose could be better, but as my first set I'm just so grateful for all the love it's got. I'm proud of that thing blush

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It's feels weird to look back on actually; I shot Never Sleep back in December, and while on paper it isn't that long ago it feels like a different time entirely. I feel like I've changed so much, both physically (new hair, various new piercings, lost weight, slight boob growth) and as a person, mentally/emotionally. I still love the set, but I feel it's very me-then, not me-now... if that makes sense. (I guess that's one of the side-effects of SG's queue system, aha.) Not necessarily a bad thing, just a reflection.



That said, I still would love you to head on over and give it some more affection I've read each and every comment and they make me so damn smiley! biggrin

In Other News...

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Life hasn't been all that thrilling lately... Which is fine by me, if I'm honest. I'm actually becoming a bit of a home-body - I rarely go out any more; all my down time (when I get "me" time) is spent drinking brews and painting and making cookies. It's been generally accepted that I've gone from "party-animal" to "tea-guzzling old woman".
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Fact is, I haven't enjoyed a night out in a while now. The last two have been godawful, and have made me question why I'm wasting what little money I have on making myself feel like crap, both whilst drinking and the morning after. We always go to the same old crappy bars too, so I've pretty much given up on times like that... Lately I prefer to have the odd bottle of wine with a nice meal with loved ones...
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... Or to just to stay at home and refuse to wear pants.
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I feel like I get so little time to myself lately, and I don't want to waste it. It constantly feels like I'm trying to cram 30 hours into a day... I'm so excited for where I can take my art in the coming months, for ideas and techniques I wanna try - but it's a constant struggle to find enough time. it's been stressing me out to the point of illness lately.
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I'm taking steps to fix it though, my health's almost back to normal. And on the bright side, things should get better very soon if all goes to plan. I really hope it does.



Speaking of ART...

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At the moment I'm working on a pretty big oil painting based on AnnaLee's stunning Parhelion set, which captivated me the moment I saw it.
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It's the most ambitious painting I've ever done, and I feel I'm learning so much from it; I can't wait to show you guys the final result when it's done.
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But it's also pretty demanding and time-consuming, so the only other things I've managed to get done are scrawlings in my sketchbook, mostly during work breaks and things.
Like this one of Marceau:
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Or these:
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I've been doodling alot of the Joker/Harley Quinn the past few days too, just for fun. Such fun characters to play around with...
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Hopefully I'll have more than just sketchbook pages to offer next time.



Casual Narcissism
What blog is really complete without lots of self-indulgent cell-phone self-portraits?



Hope you guys are keeping well and again, thankyou for listening to my ramblings and giving my set love. You're all oh-so wonderful. <3



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APRIL 22, 2013 @ 11:34 AM | 20 COMMENTS


Hey guys!
Just a quick one this time, just to remind you...

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My first set, Never Sleep, goes into MR in less than 24 hours! biggrin

I'm gonna be at work when it happens... Man, that shift is gonna drag, aha. Can't wait to get home and see what you guys think!

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I know, I know, tiny cheap promo post - you'll get a normal blog next time, I promise. smile Hope you guys like it!!


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APRIL 2, 2013 @ 05:38 AM | 23 COMMENTS


Hey guys!
So... Less than a month before my first set hits! It's about time for some previews, no?
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Don't forget to keep an eye out for this one on April 23... Mark your calendars!
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So how have you guys been keeping? Hope you've all had a great Easter and scoffed lots of chocolate smile
Life has been pretty same-y over here, there's nothing really exciting to report... Just keeping my head down, trying to work as much as I can, save money, stay healthy and enjoy time with friends.
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Though we made a little exception to the "healthy" rule for Easter!
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The boyfriend has also been getting me into Game of Thrones in a big way... I'm at the end of the first season and it's taking over my brain. So so good, can't wait to catch up to the newest season (please don't spoil anything for me!)

Art


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I entered the SuicideGirls Fanart competition with this piece of Plum:
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I didn't make it into the facebook album of entries, possibly because my digital camera broke just before I finished my entry so all I could do was take pictures with my phone... But Plum saw it on Instagram and loved it, so that made it worthwhile enough for me. smile

The usual sketchbook stuff
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I did these studies of AnnaLee to test out new techniques and as practice for a bigger piece coming up (So watch this space!)
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And just finished this piece up this morning!
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As always, you can see more of my work at my art blog, Inkinsomnia!



Casual Narcissism


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So tiny... I have child hands.
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I have a bad habit of stealing clothes from the males in my life...
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Tired eyes forever.
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Pretty Ladies!


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So much good stuff in Member review right now, my god.
GoGo has a new set - one of my favourite SuicideGirls, if not the absolute fave. I've been looking forward to this one for so long! Sputnik Sweetheart
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Casanova is smouldering and has hair to die for in Cafune... Fun fact: I suggested the name for this on Casanova's instagram when she posted a preview a few weeks back!
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Simbol's Witchy Woman is a seriously enchanting set, I love everything about it.
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The lovely Miss Fische is in MR with Songbird.. You guys seriously need to go over and give this set some love, this lady deserves to be Pink so bad!
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It's impossible not to find EmilyLaser stunning as hell... I didn't think she was that active on the site anymore, so it made my day to see she has a new set - and it doesn't disappoint! So, so good. Platinum
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Really fell in love with the bleak mood of Charmaine's set The Tracks... Just love the way she looks at the camera.
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Developed a major girl crush on kirbsterz after seeing her Graffiti set - perfect mix of cute and sexy, seriously.
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Really adore the grungy, simplistic feel of Tierney's Lucent set, it's perfect - not to mention she looks incredible with short hair.
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And Glitch's set Expansion with Dwam is absolutely incredible. I loved everything about it - the way the did so much with so little... Gah. So good!
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Phew, considering I didn't have much to talk about, long blog post was long... Maybe that should teach me not to leave so long between posts!
Till next time, SG! smile


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MARCH 13, 2013 @ 04:15 PM | 18 COMMENTS



So, last weekend was the London Shootfest... biggrin

I had the most amazing time, and met the most amazing, beautiful people... It was the first time meeting so many people from the site, and from a usually shy, socially awkward person it was incredible how quickly it felt comfortable.
I was originally only shooting one set, with Miro:
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(But then the lovely Ante convinced me to shoot with her too, and I'm very glad she did!)

Both of my shoots were on the last day though, so I spent the first two wandering around, drinking lots of tea and perving on everyone else's sets. biggrin

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Managed to catch Rueben_ shooting her fort set:
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And kitchen set with Snowy:
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Chibbi's kitchen set:
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Fische's bathroom set, and Kiplin doing her make-up:
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Finella shooting with OwenG and Snowy:
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Salliss with Slenderman and being shot by Miro:
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I got to meet this stunning duo - Saiylor and Marly
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Marly shooting with Ante:
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Saiylor shooting a couch set:
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There was lots of boobs...
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Lots of ass...
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And lots of pizza!
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And we did the Harlem Shake! What more could you want?



On the Saturday night we all headed into London for a SGUK meet... It was a good (albeit short) night; my only regret is not saying hi to more people! (And wearing such big heels, walking back through London afterwards was a killer!)



A few of the girls brought Instax and Polaroid cameras so we ended up taking a ton of those... I absolutely fell in love with them. So awesome... As soon as my bank has recovered from this trip, I'm definitely getting my hands on one of these! Look how cool these are.

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I even got to nab a few as souvenirs!
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All in all, it was a pretty awesome weekend, where I got to meet some truly wonderful people. I feel so lucky to have had the chance to meet you all.
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Much love goes out to Fische for all the effort she put into organising it, and to Miro, Ante, Chocolat and OwenG for being awesome photographers and shooting so many sets in such a tiny space and over such a short period of time... And to everyone that came and was awesome to be around! (I was going to link to you all individually, but I just know I'm gonna forget someone and accidently piss them off...!)
I miss the house already... My home town has never been so depressing to return to.
Looking forward to the next time, whenever it might be!


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MARCH 4, 2013 @ 06:06 PM | 7 COMMENTS


It's been almost a month since I updated... Time is speeding by. Exciting times though; look at this!
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I finally have a set in the queue! I shot this with the amazing Lavezzaro in London, back at the end of December. It was a lovely experience and I can't wait to show you all the results of it smile Previews will be posted in upcoming blogs of mine too, I'm sure...So mark April 23rd on your calendars, guys!

Also, in just five days I'll be heading back down to London for the UK hopefuls shootfest - I can't wait to meet so many of the awesome people from SG! It's going to be a pretty amazing weekend, I'll be shooting a new set with the lovely Miro and there's sure to be lots of pictures and stuff from behind the scenes, so I'll be sure to keep you guys posted with that aswell biggrin

Life + Pictures


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My head can be a messy place sometimes. This is one of the reasons I stayed away from relationships for such a while... Nobody deserves being dragged into my neurotics, and it only gets worse when people crowd me. I desperately need my space.
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Still, sometimes people go out of their way to make it seem worthwhile.
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I'm so broke lately, I've had so much to pay out and my hours are going down at work... I've taken so much money out of my tattoo fund, it's a bit depressing. My solutions to feeling down at this aren't helping - nights out and retail therapy.
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I've made a promise to myself to buckle down after this week, not spend unnecessarily - not even on coffee! - and get my savings back to normal. (I'm not looking forward to it.)
On the plus side, winter is disappearing and we're actually seeing sunshine and clear skies! This makes me a very happy kid - even if it 's still bloody freezing most of the time !
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Art Stuff


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I've had pathetically little time for art; possibly a major contribution to my moodswings. (Like a kid throwing a tantrum. Possibly.)
Still, I finished this oil painting of Katherine:
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It got featured on the SuicideGirls instagram/twitter and got a pretty good reception there, so that was pretty exciting.
Also, the usual sketchbook things:
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My wacom pen broke, and with the money situation as dire as it is at the moment I really can't afford to shell out ÂŁ70 for a new one... so that impacted my productivity too. I had so many good projects on the go, and because of that I've sort of had to step back from them all and start from scratch so that was pretty discouraging... I'm gaining momentum again now though, so hopefully I'll be delivering a lot more next time!

If you wanna keep better track of my art, I update more frequently on my TumblrBlog, Inkinsomnia!



Hope you guys are keeping yourselves healthy and happy... Til next time, SG!


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FEBRUARY 17, 2013 @ 12:12 AM | 6 COMMENTS


Wow, I am terrible at keeping this updated! Busy, busy at the moment - precious time spent working, being a good little friend/girlfriend, and painting my ass off in any spare moment... Life is good, but definitely time-consuming!

I hope all you beautiful people had a suitably loved-up Valentine's Day?

Valentine's has always confused me - it's baffling that a day dedicated to celebrating Love can inspire so much depression and just general grumpiness. I've been single for a good 80-90% of the Valentines I've had, sometimes I was happy about it, sometimes not... but I've never hated or dreaded the day. Who gives a fuck if you're in a relationship or not? Use it as an excuse to express love - to your family, friends, or yourself. Life doesn't begin and end at relationships. Cut out and ignore all the crass commercialism, and make Valentines your own, beautiful day. [/rant]

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This was the first I'd ever spent with an official "someone". (Two years ago I was in a different country than the then-boyfriend, and last year I spent it with my ex... I don't class either as counting, aha.) Neither of us had much money but we wanted to make an effort anyways... Although I'm not sure if you can call staying in bed and fooling around till 4pm "effort". wink
A day of amazing sex was followed by a lovely, romantic tapas meal at one of my favourite little restaurants...
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In which we both got rather tipsy on red wine and tia maria coffee.
Then a screening of the newest Die Hard movie, then home for more wine, candles, and a cheeky little Valentine's lapdance. It was pretty much a perfect day.
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Art Stuff


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I have been a busy little artist! biggrin So inspired lately. Guess it's true what they say about the effect of sex on your creativity.
I finished the Candy Kisses picture, which was the one I previewed in the last blog:
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I got super inspired by the beautiful model Ellie Fox (Sadly not SG) and decided to do a spontaneous portrait for practice one day:
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This was inspired by a photo on GoGo's instagram:
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Working on some exciting stuff atm, so as always you can keep up with that at my my Art blog, Inkinsomnia!



Life in Pictures

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Still enjoying exploring different teas - I've tried Lady Grey and Earl Grey (and loved both), but my favourite has to be chai tea - the only thing I don't drink black.
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So happy.
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Got alot to look forward to in the coming weeks/months... 2013, you're doing it right. biggrin

Also, the UK SG Hopefuls have an official Facebook page! So pop on over there and give it a like for up to date news on the gorgeous british girls over here!


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FEBRUARY 1, 2013 @ 02:05 PM | 7 COMMENTS


How are you beautiful people? I hope you've all had an amazing January and started the year off right! Mine's been crazy... I've constantly felt busy and run off my feet, like I've just never had spare time - but then I look back over the month and realise I've barely actually done anything. It's been a good one though, for all that smile

The weather's been crazy, we had a ton of snow the other week... I can't stand snow, and it was inches deep and kept on coming. Walking to work was hellish. It was pretty though:
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And then, it pretty much disappeared overnight, it was kinda surreal.
Now we keep getting little glimpses of sunlight in the early day that seem to want to linger and get me all excited and happy:
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Only for it to disappear into clouds which drench me with rainwater on my way into work.
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Aahh, british weather, how I loathe you. Someone please kidnap me away to somewhere with lots of sun?

Kept my spirits high with lots of little things this month;
Treated myself to a set of James Jean's postcard prints, which are just gorgeous and even more so up close - if you haven't heard of him you should definitely check his work out (just as soon as his website starts working again!)
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Really enjoying Hard Rock Cafe's cocktails at the moment, even if they are a little expensive for my ghetto budget; my favourite so far is Blue Devil. So nice.
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I also discovered I like tea, surprisingly... Although it definitely doesn't even come close to coffee! I'm quite enjoying trying all the different types and flavours, it's a new experience. I have an unhealthy appreciation for hot drinks, haha. So far I've tried Assam, Ceylon and Gingersnap Peach smile
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Art Stuff

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I've really been enjoying finally getting to play around with all the new art stuff I treated myself to at Christmas, my inner art geek is such a happy kid right now.
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I borrowed Maisie's face to practice my new leads and markers on... She's quickly becoming a favourite!
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One of the perks of a relationship - I finally have someone who'll sit for me. I've missed drawing from life so badly! So damn rusty.
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This was a very belated Christmas present for a close friend - she loves Matthew Grey Gubler and asked for a picture of them together. Can't wait to give it to her tomorrow.
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A little screenshot of something I'm working on at the moment:
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So many ideas at the moment, so little time! I love times like this, so excited for what I've got to work on. biggrin
As always you can keep up with my art updates on my Art blog, Inkinsomnia!



Ahh, there's so many good sets being released right now, it makes me happy to just be a part of the site... biggrin I loved seeing Radeo and Marlene on front page, such amazing sets. So beautiful. These have been making me happy too:

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Arboraceous by Sash
Let's face it, as soon as I saw Sash's name on it, I was sold... Such a beautiful lady! Love her.This is gorgeously shot though aswell, I adore the way it's been done.


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I love this, beautiful work by Dwam as always, and this girl is gorgeous - I'm in love with her tattoos and her hairr love This set deserves way more love. You should totally watch the behind-the-scenes teaser video too, it's incredible.


Vents d'Ouest by Carrina
You really just cannot go wrong with Carrina... So damn stunning, always. I love how this has the feel of Arthurian legend to it.


Beloved by Delora
I was just blown away by this girl - I mean , I'll always have a thing for girls with full lips, but... her face is something else. Gorgeous, and gorgeous body too.


L'importance d'ĂȘtre Ernest by Dwam
Dwam is just amazing inside and out... I don't really need to say more. Stunning!



Ahh, this journal has been a rambly mess cause I'm all tired... Ahh. Wishing you all a beautiful February and a very loved up valentines day! Now excuse me while I go paint myself to sleep.


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JANUARY 16, 2013 @ 03:41 PM | 12 COMMENTS


Oh my, I haven't updated this blog in so long, I'm sorry! I had an incredibly busy festive season followed by a sudden and unexpected boost in my social life; this is the first totally free day I've had since the start of December (and I've slept through most of it!) So much to show you guys... I'm gonna be doing alot of rambling in this blog, so I apologise in advance - and hopefully splitting it up into chunks helps! :')

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I had a pretty amazing Christmas; it was nothing special, just a few family members, lots of alcohol and good food... I think that's the best kind of Christmas though. I think the only thing I wasn't too happy about was that I couldn't really afford to buy people the presents they deserve... I want to put alot more effort into that next year.
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The day after boxing day I travelled down to London to shoot with the incredible Lavezzaro; I'll post some of the edited pictures soon as I have them, but for now here's a preview posted on her Instagram (hence censoring):

I really had a blast shooting this and I can't wait to show you guys! Lavezzaro was lovely and more than made up for the fact that the people I was renting the room from creeped me the hell out, heh. It was also my first time visiting London, which was a bit overwhelming; I really wish I'd had more time to enjoy it and taken more pictures tbh, but I'm sure I'll get more chance to do that this year. smile



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I actually look forward to/enjoy New Year as much as - if not more - than Christmas, especially this year. Not so much the actual celebrations since I never really do much on new years; this year we had a little get together at a friends house, with lots of alcohol (again!), onesies and drunken twister.
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Despite the fact it was nothing special, I actually had an amazing night again, much much better than expected. biggrin
But, the thing I love most about New Year is the whole emphasis on "New". I always make resolutions and take them seriously, I love throwing out old stuff and buying new stuff; I love looking back on the past year and reflecting, I love the feeling of potential the new year brings.
I have a tradition every year of changing something about myself at New Year too - I noticed this year that the level of "drastic" is really affected by how down and stuck-in-a-rut I feel. Two years ago I was really feeling caged in, so I cut all of my hair off. Last year I was feeling pretty liberated after coming out of a long, sour relationship, so the only thing I did was pierce my nose... This year I'd been feeling really down and worried about the future, sort of a dull panic, it was horrible. So, this year I've done quite a bit! biggrin
I changed my hair - I'm allergic to hair dye and I didn't want to cut it so there's not much I can do with it, but I've been thinking about doing this for a while. This is a work in progress, I'll be fiddling with my hair for weeks I think!
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Then I took myself down to my favourite piercing shop... I got a smiley piercing - definitely very inspired by Miss Katherine's.
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I was really worried about the pain, but it turned out to be the easiest piercing I've ever had! I love it so much... it also makes smiling at squeamish people about 5x more fun. biggrin
I also got these done in the same visit:
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Now while my smiley was the easiest... these were BY FAR the worst ones I've ever had. So so painful, nothing else I've had done even compares. I'm so glad I had them done though, I love them to pieces, and I'm much happier with how I look sans-clothes. Plus they're fun as hell.



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So, after well over a year of being very happily single, I guess I'm finally seeing someone... It's taking alot of getting used to. I'm a very independent person naturally, and after the mess of the last one I avoided relationships altogether. A friend of mine recently told me that I'd "built up walls"; she was completely right, and I hadn't really realised till she pointed it out... Still, as different as it feels, he makes me smile. I'm happy. That's enough for now.
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With me working and being so busy I haven't really had as much time to make art as I wanted to - I miss my paints so bad!! - but I do have one or two things to show. smile Lots of sketchbook stuff:
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SuicideGirls inspired stuff
Some sketchbook experiments with Radeo and Katherine:
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Some digital paintings of Nemesis... I discovered her a few weeks ago and instantly fell in love completely. So bummed she'd already left. Major girl crush like crazy. These are from her Dorian set:
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And a watercolour study of Hopeful Von_Chaos:
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I haven't touched watercolours in aaages, I was so rusty but I just couldn't resist painting those eyes... love So striking. The whole set is stunning, I can't believe it hasn't been bought - cannot believe that it hasn't gotten more love in the percentages, either! From her Immortal Rites set.
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I promise, now that I'm finally settling down into 2013, I'll get straight back to regular updates. Especially as this took me far too long to write out! Exciting things coming this year, lots to look forward to smile I wish you all the best this year, let's all make 2013 incredible. Much love. <3


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DECEMBER 22, 2012 @ 06:13 PM | 15 COMMENTS


Holy crap, the last days of 2012 are dashing by quicker than I can keep track. Busy busy!
I've been working crazy hours at work - Christmas day will be my second day off in as many weeks, and I'm working anything between 4-11hr shifts, practically every day. I'm constantly bouncing back and forth between being hyped up on caffeine and sugar...
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... And feeling utterly worn out and exhausted. Eyebags for dayyyys

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My sleep hours are even more messed up than usual - yesterday I felt wide awake and couldn't sleep until I passed out in the bathroom at about 9am this morning. :/ Still, I'll be laughing when payday rolls around, I guess!
It's weird, because work itself isn't all that demanding at the moment - it's actually quite quiet, which leaves me sitting around trying to kill time by having fun with the reciept roll.
Endless chatterbox armies...
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And doodlings...
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(Any one else thinks the last one looks weirdly like Maisie? Completely unintentional, I was sat at a till so it's not as if I had any references... Weird. SG, you are taking over my brain. blush )

On a much, much lighter note - Christmas eve tomorrow! biggrin I hope you're all excited!
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I've been a bit disappointed in how festive I didn't feel this year - I guess I was too busy to let the season stop and sink in. I'm finally starting to feel it though...! Christmas songs on the overhead at work; and as of this afternoon's mad rush before my shift, all christmas shopping out of the way!
My cousin and closest friend has come home from Uni for christmas, and on my only day off last week, we fulfilled our yearly tradition of visiting the Christmas Markets in Manchester, which I love.
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Good food was eaten, far too much money was spent; we discovered that Italian coffee (Coffee with a shot of Amaretto) is far nicer than Irish coffee (coffee with a shot of whiskey); then we got a little tipsy on mulled wine and spent the train ride home feeling merry and singing christmas songs.
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Money's very tight, but I still couldn't resist getting my first ever Christmas jumper! Unless I had one when I was a baby or something, idk.
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This thing is so cosy and comfy, my god. I never want to take it off... Lovelove.

Always snapping that camera...
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Here's to a very Merry Christmas - or anything else that you celebrate! I wish you all a lovely week filled with friends, family, good food and drink and much love. <3

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You know you're in the festive spirit when even your pants are telling you it's Christmas. With reindeer too!
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