im am super excited for halloween this year !! im actually doing something fun instead of working for a change ...but now i have to make a costume because i sure in the hell ain't gonna buy one ... broke ! so my creative juices better start flowing so i can be something funny for halloween this year . ..... any ideas ???

so im kinda thinking of applying for sg ...... pondering it anyways...... i think im gonna do it .

spending the weekend in glenwood springs.... apparently this is where the real dov holliday died .. his name is everywhere .... and its super boring here .... note to self never come to glen wood springs unless i have a a docters note for some medical marijuana ..... there is a dispensary right out side my hotel .. mocking me . . .

so its official ! im 22 and im moved out .. that was my main goal this year ..to be moved out by my bday ... mission accomplished ! got a couch finally ! and a huge old tv but my dvd hooks up to it so what ev ! .... and i actually cooked yesterday for the first time lol . . made chicken molito .. yum yum ....

all moved in !! except for my living room ....oh well though...i will have a living room soon enough, turns out my couch is too big .. lame ... but i will just have to pick out a new one !!! so till then i just have my bed room and bath room ... thats all a person really needs .... my kitchen still needs food . lol . . but im moved in and so far so good .. .its kinda strange bein by my self sometimes but its nice though . . no one buggin me !! i just need to get internet then i will be totally happy will post some pix of my place soon

one more night !!!!! movin tomorrow !! im so freakin excited . im like a little kid going ot disneyland for the first time ... i know if i go to sleep it will just happen faster but i cant sleep !!!

oh the coolest thing happened today . i got my video camera back ! one of my art school buddies borrowed like a kajillion years ago and finaly gave it back ... went and got some dvs for it ... its like a mesh between new and old video cameras because its totally digital but it still used tapes ... what ev . . it works great ! so now maybe i will start postin some videos here soon !!!

wish me luck on the move not sure when im gonna be able to log on again im just crossing my fingers that there is wifi internet !

good news every one !!! i got approved for my first apartment .... gonna be living all by my self for once !!! i am looking forward to living on my own but at the same time ...kinda scared.. i will be fine though i know it will be weird at first but thats life ! im moving in on tuesday the first of the month of course so before then i need to get all the little odds and ends that i dont already have ...like cleaning supplies ..boring stuff... luckily i already have all the big stuff so it shouldnt be too expensive . wish me luck .

got the first day of school over with ! so F*%$ing hectic. .

i really appreciate to all who have been so supportive about my dog bruce honestly everyone on here has been so great and i just am thankful for that because im not getting that support from anyone or anywhere else. i know that it will just take time for my pain to lessen but i will always miss him just the same .. he was my baby and i just want to thank everyone for the thoughtful comments and helpful advice.

miss you bruce

been busy busy with school stuff this week ! ugh .. but i have gotten both ears down to a 6 . woo woo. i found the cutest lil stretchers that i just had to have so now they have gone from basically nada to a 6 in a week .. damn im good .. and it didnt even hurt but any ways....... i will be postin pix of my new mods.... so far so good ... probably gonna be gettin my first tattoo soon !!! as soon as i get my final drawing(s) done i will post them