Haven't been around much... menstrual cramps from hell. Work is hard. So is school. It is too hot in California right now.

I'm tired. Very very tired.

hi

Well, just got my first job as a stripper. Totally thrilling. I can honestly say I love it! I come home and all I can think about is stripping again.Doing this in addition to my writing of course, and maybe (hopefully) it's just because I'm new, but I've been much more interested in dancing than any other kind of work that I do.

I met a really nice couple last night that loved me, I was the only girl there that they would pay any attention to. I have a much mroe natural look than many of the other girls and I'm not super skinny, and they seemed to like that. They kept buying me drinks though, and sadly, I got too drunk and was sent home. I was really annoyed about it because I didn't think I was acting inappropriately, but I woke up and realized that I was pretty drunk. I didn't get fired or anything though and I only hope I wasn't rude to my boss as I was leaving. I think I was ok, and I'm sure they're used to worse. Ah, live and learn. In half a shift I still walked home with close to 300.