so less than a week, 6 days now and he's in my arms, finally.
i feel like i've been waiting for him forever.
i know his family is stressed about him flying across country for a crazy girl, but it's worth it.
he has to be trusted, and he has to know that it is worth it
which of course it is.
he never has made me feel for a minute it's not.
i am excited to start this adventure. yesterday i told him part of our road trip we can camp if we want to that might be epic fun. of course we have no gear, and will already have my car stuffed with my stuff, but i have to look into it.
before he gets here i have to get my hair done, it's a disaster. my ombre is mostly grown out, and i swear the gray hairs are bugging so royally. also i wish i could go for a bikini wax, but how can i do that without giving away my position to neil, lols, so i will just get some veet, or nair or something b/c i can't wax myself, and i can't shave.
anyhow...
what's everyone else up to?
i feel like i've been waiting for him forever.
i know his family is stressed about him flying across country for a crazy girl, but it's worth it.
he has to be trusted, and he has to know that it is worth it
which of course it is.he never has made me feel for a minute it's not.
i am excited to start this adventure. yesterday i told him part of our road trip we can camp if we want to that might be epic fun. of course we have no gear, and will already have my car stuffed with my stuff, but i have to look into it.
before he gets here i have to get my hair done, it's a disaster. my ombre is mostly grown out, and i swear the gray hairs are bugging so royally. also i wish i could go for a bikini wax, but how can i do that without giving away my position to neil, lols, so i will just get some veet, or nair or something b/c i can't wax myself, and i can't shave.
anyhow...
what's everyone else up to?some really good things happened today....
i paid enough on my moving violation, that i can get the warrant taken off my record, and my driver's license reinstated. i was an idiot w/o current reg, and then never went to my court date, brilliant. will cost me to the tune of 2k, btw, kids, don't miss your court dates, they aint fuckin around.
anyhow at least i don't have to worry about getting fucked at the border when we drive back to the states.
i feel really good, 1 more week.
went to the butcher, cooking some delish meat sauce right now, man san marzano tomatoes are op.
also, went to the french baker, so amazing
here's how i'm looking these days:
i paid enough on my moving violation, that i can get the warrant taken off my record, and my driver's license reinstated. i was an idiot w/o current reg, and then never went to my court date, brilliant. will cost me to the tune of 2k, btw, kids, don't miss your court dates, they aint fuckin around.
anyhow at least i don't have to worry about getting fucked at the border when we drive back to the states.
i feel really good, 1 more week.
went to the butcher, cooking some delish meat sauce right now, man san marzano tomatoes are op.
also, went to the french baker, so amazing
here's how i'm looking these days:
i feel pretty today - i'm rediscovering my sexy - think i'm ready to skype VID with him lols...
did makeup and let my hair go curly-wild today took a ton of pics, whatcha think?
what are you guys upto?
i should allow my hair to go curly more often i think
xoxoxox,
Happy Weekend!
Cass
did makeup and let my hair go curly-wild today took a ton of pics, whatcha think?
what are you guys upto?
i should allow my hair to go curly more often i think
xoxoxox,
Happy Weekend!
Cass
me these days
always on skype
always showing him my panties....
it's good <3
1 week 6 days!
Cass
xoxoxoxoxo
so,
the latest is he's coming here 5/29. i pick him up at the airport at like 8:30pm, then we start the adventure of him and i for real, finally.
i've fully loved this guy since we first met, when we were "just friends" we literally clicked unlike i have with any other human. i'm going to pack up my shit and gtfo Canada for good we are going to take a little jaunt around Calgary, check out the mountains, take him to some of my favourite places, and then we will travel out of Canada and drive to LA to visit the fam, the kids, my friends, then out of California and to TN where his mom is buying us a new Condo! it's really gorgeous saw the pics of it yesterday i'm excited.
i'm so excited to start a new life. need to find a buyers job out there for sure, Corey's still in school (to be a Dr. btw) so i'm just looking forward to the summer off with him, and getting to know each other irl better.
anyhow <3 just feeling kinda giddy knowing i have an actual date now <3
how are you loves doing? what's up?
right now i'm making some amazing pasta sauce, to go on some spaghetti....and garlic toasts with cheese.
XOXO.
Cass
the latest is he's coming here 5/29. i pick him up at the airport at like 8:30pm, then we start the adventure of him and i for real, finally.
i've fully loved this guy since we first met, when we were "just friends" we literally clicked unlike i have with any other human. i'm going to pack up my shit and gtfo Canada for good
we are going to take a little jaunt around Calgary, check out the mountains, take him to some of my favourite places, and then we will travel out of Canada and drive to LA to visit the fam, the kids, my friends, then out of California and to TN where his mom is buying us a new Condo! it's really gorgeous saw the pics of it yesterday i'm excited.i'm so excited to start a new life. need to find a buyers job out there for sure, Corey's still in school (to be a Dr. btw) so i'm just looking forward to the summer off with him, and getting to know each other irl better.
anyhow <3 just feeling kinda giddy knowing i have an actual date now <3
how are you loves doing? what's up?
right now i'm making some amazing pasta sauce, to go on some spaghetti....and garlic toasts with cheese.
XOXO.
Cass
have to remember this is so the truth:
and i found him
and he makes me feel amazing
and he makes me feel like me
i'm rediscovering sexy
i'm bringing it back
damn i miss the old me
but the thing is i'm the new me, and tbh, it's improved.
happy Friday - <3 thank God Corey is done with school for the summer. now if he would just get here soon, should be before the end of the month!
and i found him
and he makes me feel amazing
and he makes me feel like me
i'm rediscovering sexy
i'm bringing it back
damn i miss the old me
but the thing is i'm the new me, and tbh, it's improved.
happy Friday - <3 thank God Corey is done with school for the summer. now if he would just get here
soon, should be before the end of the month!so i found out yesterday the boy is into lingerie, and dressing up, and corsets and fishnet stockings can i just tell you i need to pick this stuff up before he gets here. what do you guys love?
i think the last 2 with that white renaissance style dress are too hot.
what do u think?
those striped stockings!!!
<3
Cass
can i just tell you i need to pick this stuff up before he gets here. what do you guys love?i think the last 2 with that white renaissance style dress are too hot.
what do u think?
those striped stockings!!!
<3
Cass
hey guys happy weekend
how goes it?
mine is good so far...hope i won't be spending the whole thing sick, lols. i feel better but now it's like the cold is in my left eye? weird. anyhow.
watched a cheesie movie last night, bummed around, talked to my love all night, then fell asleep. while i was sleeping he was leveling my league account for me which is like the uber-sweetest.
he was drunkey last night and being extra sweet and like exposing i guess is the right word. i love how he hasn't been hurt too many times so he just trusts so much and he has the biggest heart. makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over <3 he's adorable.
this guy is like, the type of guy who is gorgeous but doesn't know it. i get really lucky like this sometimes, and it's pretty amazing. i want this one for good. i wanna get out of here, get to him and never let him go. i'm ready to actually settle down somewhere and stay and have that be my life.
he's the right person for that.
he really really is i feel it in my bones.
anyhow....enough of my lovey doveyness how is everyone else doing?
xoxoxoxox,
Cass
how goes it?
mine is good so far...hope i won't be spending the whole thing sick, lols. i feel better but now it's like the cold is in my left eye? weird. anyhow.
watched a cheesie movie last night, bummed around, talked to my love all night, then fell asleep. while i was sleeping he was leveling my league account for me which is like the uber-sweetest.
he was drunkey last night and being extra sweet and like exposing i guess is the right word. i love how he hasn't been hurt too many times so he just trusts so much and he has the biggest heart. makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over <3 he's adorable.
this guy is like, the type of guy who is gorgeous but doesn't know it. i get really lucky like this sometimes, and it's pretty amazing. i want this one for good. i wanna get out of here, get to him and never let him go. i'm ready to actually settle down somewhere and stay and have that be my life.
he's the right person for that.
he really really is i feel it in my bones.
anyhow....enough of my lovey doveyness
how is everyone else doing?xoxoxoxox,
Cass
So this weekend I got Neil's cold. I hate it when people don't take meds and or extra precautions as to not get others sick, shit is so selifsh.
But don't get me started.
I got to sleep on skype with Corey telling me to shhh when I coughed, and that he loves me all night long, which I have to say is next best to sleeping in his arms <3
I cannot WAIT for May.
Anyhow, how was your weekends?
Today I'm going to try to get my ass to the hippy store to get some essential oils, for my atomizer, and also some chest salve. I hope to finish my other sock this week, I finished my very first sock at knitting class on Saturday so I feel inspired.
Hope you are all well <3
XoXo,
Cass
But don't get me started.
I got to sleep on skype with Corey telling me to shhh when I coughed, and that he loves me all night long, which I have to say is next best to sleeping in his arms <3
I cannot WAIT for May.
Anyhow, how was your weekends?
Today I'm going to try to get my ass to the hippy store to get some essential oils, for my atomizer, and also some chest salve. I hope to finish my other sock this week, I finished my very first sock at knitting class on Saturday so I feel inspired.
Hope you are all well <3
XoXo,
Cass
not sure how it's possible that he's so fucking great. is it possible to be sweet AND smart AND really cute? this one is jackpot material.
i told him all the shit about my ex last night, just like unloaded it...about how he rejected me for being "fat" etc and how i was freaked out about it as i've never experience that in m life before.
anyhow he was appalled that that fat asshole could have hurt and treated me that way. he also was looking at pics of me where i was a bit exposed and telling me i was like the sexiest thing he's ever seen.
i mean, the boyfriend i had before this asshole, was like this. i finally feel like i can be loved, wanted and desired for being the person i am today, not one i may become after i lose 50lbs or whatever.
it's crazy to remember that about myself. that i am sexy, beautiful, smart and strong. feels really nice.
<3
i told him all the shit about my ex last night, just like unloaded it...about how he rejected me for being "fat" etc and how i was freaked out about it as i've never experience that in m life before.
anyhow he was appalled that that fat asshole could have hurt and treated me that way. he also was looking at pics of me where i was a bit exposed and telling me i was like the sexiest thing he's ever seen.
i mean, the boyfriend i had before this asshole, was like this. i finally feel like i can be loved, wanted and desired for being the person i am today, not one i may become after i lose 50lbs or whatever.
it's crazy to remember that about myself. that i am sexy, beautiful, smart and strong. feels really nice.
<3
