Less than a month left in NY and I have no fucking idea what I am going to do when I am done here.
All the hospitals are taking in the new grads so not a ton of people are looking for travel nurses, and my lease is up in Columbus the week after I finish here. I'm kind of freaking the fuck out.

Not to mention I have my two dogs and two cats with me.....

ugh.

Is it the weekend yet? I wanna get to hell city and meet all you lovelies and see all my friends! Ahhh!

I seriously cannot catch a break. I took my car to get looked at by a friend because it was making a loud noise and we thought it was the splash sheild.... turns out I have a bad wheel bearing, hub, and that my tire itself has a bulge in it (these are brand new tires, I got them in December).

I have to be to work tomorrow at 3 and I'm 2.5 hours away from home. My mom is coming home from visiting my Dad in Vermot early so I can trade cars with her and not have to drive mine back to Albany.

I'm so stressed out and the weather is sucky. I'm tired and cold and my knee hurts. I just want to curl up and sleep for a few days.

ughhhhh. I literally cannot handle anymore curveballs like this.

I need some help! I'm moving from Columbus, OH to Winter Park (orlando area) FL for school in July and I didnt realize when I was going to do this that it was so freaking expensive. I priced out a uhaul with a car tow to be around $1,800; or one of the PODS containers was about $2,500.

Anyone else have any suggestions or ideas they'd like to throw my way? I'm not sure if my car can tow one of those smaller containers so that I could put my stuff in storage until my student loans came and I could go back and get everything.

Oh and I'm currently in NY until 6/19, then I'm going BACK to Columbus and my lease is up 6/23 so I'm more than likely going to stay with my parents for a few weeks to save some $ and get things straight. This whole process is so stressful.

ughhh. Any advice and whatnot would be greatly appreciated!


I would also like to add, I'm getting rid of most of my furniture except my bedroom stuff and my kitchen table (family heirloom) so its mainly just boxes and stuff.



I promise a really big update soon. I have lots to blog about.
Thanks in advance!

I love with this song. It's crazy how much my taste in music has changed over the years.



Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody