ok i regret my last post, it was written in mild drunkeness and deprivation of sleep lol.
im actually not that sad. i have days where i am but we all do. I have a lot of stuff to look forward to which i really am looking forward 2! im getting a new graphics card when i go home, big yay! aaaand im gonna get 2 gigs or ram with my xmas money! my basic plan is to pimp my pc enough to run supreme commander and love every minute of it!!!!
also im getting a lightup mouse mat and light up key board at some point. added to my lovely monitor and sexy sexy mouse my pc will actually be awesome again!!!
I am also going to see Arwen at some point in the new year, and im already looking for excellent gift ideas as i am very much owing her the prezzies.
All in all, disregard last post! i am cheery!
xx
im actually not that sad. i have days where i am but we all do. I have a lot of stuff to look forward to which i really am looking forward 2! im getting a new graphics card when i go home, big yay! aaaand im gonna get 2 gigs or ram with my xmas money! my basic plan is to pimp my pc enough to run supreme commander and love every minute of it!!!!
also im getting a lightup mouse mat and light up key board at some point. added to my lovely monitor and sexy sexy mouse my pc will actually be awesome again!!!
I am also going to see Arwen at some point in the new year, and im already looking for excellent gift ideas as i am very much owing her the prezzies.
All in all, disregard last post! i am cheery!
xx
Everything is actually shit. Im in the worse mood ever. Saw my ex-gf yesterday, i had a lot of stuff i wanted to say mostly on the grounds that i kinda had to or i would have gone mad wondering if it would have made a difference to anything or not.
Love is actually bollocks. I met a girl that i actually thought i would spend my life with. Every time i think about the future, she is there. All my plans are with her in mind.But thats just how things are i guess. I wish i could not actually think abut it for a while. I know i need to move on, but what the hell am i supposed to do. I cant talk to women, i never could. I jusst feel lonely as hell. I need to have my mind taken off of it all day long. I hate going to bed. I only sleep when i just cant keep awake any longer because all i want to do when i get into bed is call her. I know it will do me no good so i dont. I know if i ring her i will just make her angry with me, or get told a load of stuff i dont want to know.
When the hell does this go away? i need to meet people. I just need someone to sit with and talk about and hug. I dont actually remember my last hug from anyone other than my ex and that is not a joke. The last time i hugged anyone was my ex was yesterday, and before that i had gone a month withou one. As it is i am stuck at uni with people who just make me think about it, or at home with my parents where i have nothing to do BUT think about it.
Quite looking forward to blissfull oblivion atm
Love is actually bollocks. I met a girl that i actually thought i would spend my life with. Every time i think about the future, she is there. All my plans are with her in mind.But thats just how things are i guess. I wish i could not actually think abut it for a while. I know i need to move on, but what the hell am i supposed to do. I cant talk to women, i never could. I jusst feel lonely as hell. I need to have my mind taken off of it all day long. I hate going to bed. I only sleep when i just cant keep awake any longer because all i want to do when i get into bed is call her. I know it will do me no good so i dont. I know if i ring her i will just make her angry with me, or get told a load of stuff i dont want to know.
When the hell does this go away? i need to meet people. I just need someone to sit with and talk about and hug. I dont actually remember my last hug from anyone other than my ex and that is not a joke. The last time i hugged anyone was my ex was yesterday, and before that i had gone a month withou one. As it is i am stuck at uni with people who just make me think about it, or at home with my parents where i have nothing to do BUT think about it.
Quite looking forward to blissfull oblivion atm
Things are better. They have been pretty shitty of late as i recently got dumped...sucks after 2 years 
However i am generally feeling better about things and happier about where my head is at! Im looking forward to seeing the Golden Compass when i have some money, tho my house mate says they have kinda screwed up the books and made it too kiddy. Still i cant wait for that armoured bear action.
Also uni is finished so i am all done work wise, which rules tbh.
Warcraft is fun, soooo much PVP as my guild isnt raiding atm due to xmas.
ALSO i think i just aced my job interview at Coral (bookies) so hopefully i will have some employment over the holidays and beyond. Find out thursday but the woman said although she couldnt tell me i had the job, i basically do lol. I want money now tho!!
Anyway things are ok, tho i wanna do something, i need more excitement and entertainment. As soon as i have money, weed, alcohol, dvds, food and outings are in order.
However i am generally feeling better about things and happier about where my head is at! Im looking forward to seeing the Golden Compass when i have some money, tho my house mate says they have kinda screwed up the books and made it too kiddy. Still i cant wait for that armoured bear action.
Also uni is finished so i am all done work wise, which rules tbh.
Warcraft is fun, soooo much PVP as my guild isnt raiding atm due to xmas.
ALSO i think i just aced my job interview at Coral (bookies) so hopefully i will have some employment over the holidays and beyond. Find out thursday but the woman said although she couldnt tell me i had the job, i basically do lol. I want money now tho!!
Anyway things are ok, tho i wanna do something, i need more excitement and entertainment. As soon as i have money, weed, alcohol, dvds, food and outings are in order.
I AM BACK
i am also confused by the new set up, things change a year on i guess :S
ALSO i have seen my warcraft pics are woefully out dated!!! i no longer play my alliance 60 hunter or my alliance 56 Shadow priest, playing alliance made me feel dirty :S
My tauren shaman is 70 and teir 4 kitted, my undead shadow priest is 70 and 1000+ shadow dmg unbuffed, and my blelf paladin is 65 and will stay that way until it becomes less boring. Pictures will follow!!! there i had to get that off my chest, i will not be viewed as a WoW noob!!
i am also confused by the new set up, things change a year on i guess :S
ALSO i have seen my warcraft pics are woefully out dated!!! i no longer play my alliance 60 hunter or my alliance 56 Shadow priest, playing alliance made me feel dirty :S
My tauren shaman is 70 and teir 4 kitted, my undead shadow priest is 70 and 1000+ shadow dmg unbuffed, and my blelf paladin is 65 and will stay that way until it becomes less boring. Pictures will follow!!! there i had to get that off my chest, i will not be viewed as a WoW noob!!
Right i will do a proper update now i guess 
Well i have been away for a fucking long time it seems. University's first year is over and im going to be honest, i forking loved it! it was fantastic and made all the better by the fact that i did....errr.....nothing! i went to nothing, revised for a week and then passed all my exams and as such passed the year
Anyway reasons for being away....my computer sucks ass. FACT!!!
When i fixed it i had lost the cd for my ISP...so i guess i suck ass...FACT!!!
Anyway...this is my girlfriend Kate... I think i should probably introduce you as i am very happy we are going out and....well she is fiiiiine
Yeah she doesnt always have the mowhawk i did that
Also here she is looking particularly rawk. Please note the smilie face on the side of her face
Also we found a first aid kit that my mum had put into my uni boxes lol she worries far too much. Anyway we got stoned and decided it would be a good idea to use it all
Anyway what else is there to say? errrr i am back home in kent and it bores me...lots but never mind i am quite glad to be home really.
I HAVE A HOUSE OF MY OWN!!! WOOOOOOOOO!! yeah in Reading i have my house with my friends tom and dane
Thats them ages ago looking like German Homosexuals.
Anyway it should rock and hopefully i will have many pics soon for you to see we have a spare room too so visiters are welcome 
Anyway i am off to play Warcraft. I have missed it like fuck and i wanna lvl my new priest
ROCK THE CRAFT!! i leave you with some ammusing camera phone images!!!
**EDIT**
I have just started smoking a joint and i have remembered that i have much much more to tell you about!!! For a start, i have got very very into my Pink Floyd recently. I dont know if you guys have watched 'The Wall' but i strongly recommend you all roll a spliff, kick back and watch it with the sound up very loud. Fucking amazing!!!
Also i recently watched 'Walk the line' and i really really enjoyed it. Firstly i have never been that into Johnny Cash, neither did i know much about him. However the film was great and i thought that ol' pheonix was very very good, especially in terms of his voice, i didnt even believe it was him!!! I have very much got into Johnny Cash, what a dude!!!
Well i have been away for a fucking long time it seems. University's first year is over and im going to be honest, i forking loved it! it was fantastic and made all the better by the fact that i did....errr.....nothing! i went to nothing, revised for a week and then passed all my exams and as such passed the year
Anyway reasons for being away....my computer sucks ass. FACT!!!
When i fixed it i had lost the cd for my ISP...so i guess i suck ass...FACT!!!
Anyway...this is my girlfriend Kate... I think i should probably introduce you as i am very happy we are going out and....well she is fiiiiine
Yeah she doesnt always have the mowhawk i did that
Also here she is looking particularly rawk. Please note the smilie face on the side of her face
Also we found a first aid kit that my mum had put into my uni boxes lol she worries far too much. Anyway we got stoned and decided it would be a good idea to use it all
Anyway what else is there to say? errrr i am back home in kent and it bores me...lots but never mind i am quite glad to be home really.
I HAVE A HOUSE OF MY OWN!!! WOOOOOOOOO!! yeah in Reading i have my house with my friends tom and dane
Thats them ages ago looking like German Homosexuals.
Anyway it should rock and hopefully i will have many pics soon for you to see
we have a spare room too so visiters are welcome Anyway i am off to play Warcraft. I have missed it like fuck and i wanna lvl my new priest
ROCK THE CRAFT!! i leave you with some ammusing camera phone images!!!
**EDIT**
I have just started smoking a joint and i have remembered that i have much much more to tell you about!!! For a start, i have got very very into my Pink Floyd recently. I dont know if you guys have watched 'The Wall' but i strongly recommend you all roll a spliff, kick back and watch it with the sound up very loud. Fucking amazing!!!
Also i recently watched 'Walk the line' and i really really enjoyed it. Firstly i have never been that into Johnny Cash, neither did i know much about him. However the film was great and i thought that ol' pheonix was very very good, especially in terms of his voice, i didnt even believe it was him!!! I have very much got into Johnny Cash, what a dude!!!
Ahhh it seems a long time since i last updated....because basically it was the main reason for this is that i dont have so much to talk about so here is what is going on...
1) i got to lvl 60 with my night elf hunter, woo at last. I have also got 5 peices of the Beast Stalker armour now, rawk
2) I have been to a massive total of 3 lectures this term, count them, 3. I havnt been to any seminars and i think they miss me because they email me a lot to tell me to go lol. I have been doing my essays tho, nothing spectacular, i think i seem to be getting 2.2s mostly which i am not so worried about as a 2.2 would suit me just fine!
3) I like university, that is my university where by i get up at 2-3pm and then get stoned, play warcraft and read books that i am interested in, not lectures etc, they are just lame.
4) Money is tight but never mind, i am going home on Saturday
5) my parents are going away on april the 1st for a week ( i did worry that they were setting me up for a april fools, but they are not smart enough to think that far in advance, and i would be stupid to think they were) so i will be having gatherings at my house, smoking weed everyday and drinking coffee and having a splif with breakfast as i lounge around the house in my pants lol
the main reason for this is that i dont have so much to talk about so here is what is going on...1) i got to lvl 60 with my night elf hunter, woo at last. I have also got 5 peices of the Beast Stalker armour now, rawk
2) I have been to a massive total of 3 lectures this term, count them, 3. I havnt been to any seminars and i think they miss me because they email me a lot to tell me to go lol. I have been doing my essays tho, nothing spectacular, i think i seem to be getting 2.2s mostly which i am not so worried about as a 2.2 would suit me just fine!
3) I like university, that is my university where by i get up at 2-3pm and then get stoned, play warcraft and read books that i am interested in, not lectures etc, they are just lame.
4) Money is tight but never mind, i am going home on Saturday
5) my parents are going away on april the 1st for a week ( i did worry that they were setting me up for a april fools, but they are not smart enough to think that far in advance, and i would be stupid to think they were) so i will be having gatherings at my house, smoking weed everyday and drinking coffee and having a splif with breakfast as i lounge around the house in my pants lol
Hello all
Hope you all had a very merry christmas and an extremely rocking new year and all that.
It is morning and i am going back to university today, i am very excited as this term promises to be twice as brilliant as last term which was pretty damn brilliant hehe. Hopefully i have learnt a few lessons in budgiting a little better so i dont have two weeks at the end of term where i am penniless!!!
i think i have packed everything but i am never sure, it is not a big deal if i forget stuff. Pretty sure i have the most important stuff anyway, lots of sock and pants!
I have been wandering around my house taking food and drink before my mum and dad wake up and i have come up with a rather random selection. Uncle bens microwave rice (even though we have no microwave in my house :S), about 3 packs of chocolate fingers, 1 packet hobnobs, 2 tins of tomato soup, 8 cans red bull, 1/2 a bottle of whiskey
That should see me through
If anyone has any idea how i can set it up so that i my friend can access the internet on her lap top in my room then i could do with some advice. she has all this intel-centrino wireless stuff on it but we are both pretty much computer stupid with anything other than games We wanna play warcraft in one room dammit
I think we need a wireless network thingymagig but i dont really have a clue!
I am going to get very drunk tonight and i cannot wait, i thing we will be causing some mayhem and make no mistake!!!
Also my mum is taking me out for lunch which is good as i will get a pitcher of coctail
I hope that you are all well, and that you get better if your not
Speak to you all soon
Ash x
Hope you all had a very merry christmas and an extremely rocking new year and all that.
It is morning and i am going back to university today, i am very excited as this term promises to be twice as brilliant as last term which was pretty damn brilliant hehe. Hopefully i have learnt a few lessons in budgiting a little better so i dont have two weeks at the end of term where i am penniless!!!
i think i have packed everything but i am never sure, it is not a big deal if i forget stuff. Pretty sure i have the most important stuff anyway, lots of sock and pants!
I have been wandering around my house taking food and drink before my mum and dad wake up and i have come up with a rather random selection. Uncle bens microwave rice (even though we have no microwave in my house :S), about 3 packs of chocolate fingers, 1 packet hobnobs, 2 tins of tomato soup, 8 cans red bull, 1/2 a bottle of whiskey
That should see me through
If anyone has any idea how i can set it up so that i my friend can access the internet on her lap top in my room then i could do with some advice. she has all this intel-centrino wireless stuff on it but we are both pretty much computer stupid with anything other than games
We wanna play warcraft in one room dammit I think we need a wireless network thingymagig but i dont really have a clue!
I am going to get very drunk tonight and i cannot wait, i thing we will be causing some mayhem and make no mistake!!!
Also my mum is taking me out for lunch which is good as i will get a pitcher of coctail
I hope that you are all well, and that you get better if your not
Speak to you all soon
Ash x
Update baby!!!
much exciting news. Well actually very little indeed hehe Tattoo is all healed and is looking cool even if i do say so myself!
January 31st i am going to see Reel Big Fish with Arwen in Wales someplace. I am not really a fan of theirs but i am a fan of Arwen's so it will be a good trip
Most exciting news ever possibly, it looks 99% certain that i am going to stay with Rin in Canada over the easter holidays which i cant tell you how excited i am about. Im not very well travelled and canada is like top of my places i wanna go list! Not to mention i get to meet rin who is a rocking rocking lady!
Anyway, not much else has been happening, i am mostly wasting my holiday lazing about, i have been a bit ill and so havnt been into work which is bad as i need to earn money :S
SUCKS
i do like playing Warcraft all day though. LVL 53 RAWK!!!
60 in no time
Ash xxxxxxx
much exciting news. Well actually very little indeed hehe
Tattoo is all healed and is looking cool even if i do say so myself!January 31st i am going to see Reel Big Fish with Arwen in Wales someplace. I am not really a fan of theirs but i am a fan of Arwen's so it will be a good trip
Most exciting news ever possibly, it looks 99% certain that i am going to stay with Rin in Canada over the easter holidays which i cant tell you how excited i am about. Im not very well travelled and canada is like top of my places i wanna go list! Not to mention i get to meet rin who is a rocking rocking lady!
Anyway, not much else has been happening, i am mostly wasting my holiday lazing about, i have been a bit ill and so havnt been into work which is bad as i need to earn money :S
SUCKS
i do like playing Warcraft all day though. LVL 53 RAWK!!!
60 in no time
Ash xxxxxxx
