I'm going inactive guys.
I really liked meeting you all.
Please feel free to add me on myspace and what not
www.myspace.com/coma_blue
email: your_dirty_flaw@hotmail.com
I really liked meeting you all.
Please feel free to add me on myspace and what not
www.myspace.com/coma_blue
email: your_dirty_flaw@hotmail.com
Things have been MADNESS lately darlings. Madness indeed.
I've finally drawn up almost all the work I want done (sleeves and tummy included) and I should be getting about 3 new tattoos very very soon.
I'm also saying sayonara to my septum ring and getting a medusa, snakebites, and quite possibly a bridge piercing.
I shot a set for the hopeful Elmyra. I don't quite know if she submitted it yet or what but it looks quite good for someone who just picked up a camera and shot it.
I have been working my life away. Always and forever. I have a second interview today for a new second job. It's exhausting but I need some money to get the hell out of this place.
I need to go to school. I want special fx credentials. I'm also most definitely going vegan. I've decided this after not eating meat and feeling much better for quite some time. My friends aren't being very supportive but it's whatever.
I went past my ex's shop and had a panic attack not too long ago. It's been a really hectic and kind of jumbled mess the past few weeks. I will finally have my cell phone back in a week or so. I need a vacation. My family is taking one and invited me but then didn't say anything to me while booking it so I guess I'm not going.
Neat.
I've finally drawn up almost all the work I want done (sleeves and tummy included) and I should be getting about 3 new tattoos very very soon.
I'm also saying sayonara to my septum ring and getting a medusa, snakebites, and quite possibly a bridge piercing.
I shot a set for the hopeful Elmyra. I don't quite know if she submitted it yet or what but it looks quite good for someone who just picked up a camera and shot it.
I have been working my life away. Always and forever. I have a second interview today for a new second job. It's exhausting but I need some money to get the hell out of this place.
I need to go to school. I want special fx credentials. I'm also most definitely going vegan. I've decided this after not eating meat and feeling much better for quite some time. My friends aren't being very supportive but it's whatever.
I went past my ex's shop and had a panic attack not too long ago. It's been a really hectic and kind of jumbled mess the past few weeks. I will finally have my cell phone back in a week or so. I need a vacation. My family is taking one and invited me but then didn't say anything to me while booking it so I guess I'm not going.
Neat.
RETURN OF THE LIVING DEAD CALENDAR SHOOT WAS AMAZING.
Outtakes!
BUY IT OR GET DEAD!!!
EDIT: I might be starring in a made for tv show on SciFi. My character's name is Mei and guess who they are in talks with for the role of my sister...Brenda freaking Song. Yep. I don't want to jinx it and say much else but I might be heading out to cali sometime soon to begin training and filming.
Outtakes!
BUY IT OR GET DEAD!!!
EDIT: I might be starring in a made for tv show on SciFi. My character's name is Mei and guess who they are in talks with for the role of my sister...Brenda freaking Song. Yep. I don't want to jinx it and say much else but I might be heading out to cali sometime soon to begin training and filming.
Mmm so keeperdesign has told me he will help edit my set.
I'm soo tired from working all the time. I feel literally exhausted 24/7.
I'm trying to get a job waitressing or something again. I can't handle this anymore.
Have you ever had a crush on a stranger? Well, not really a stranger but someone you didn't really know too well? I do. I'm infatuated with the person he is and I'm trying to break him down slowly and really just understand everything about him. He seems pretty amazing. I just wish I got to talk to him more.
Mike and I are...I think pretty much just done. I can't do this hiding stuff anymore. It's really wearing me thin. If you don't like being around the girl you're with, leave her. You shouldn't stay just because. It's always a just because reason with him. He stays just because he thinks it MIGHT get better some day. Just because she cries and shit. Over it. Seriously.
I feel a bit gross/sick today.
How are you?
I'm soo tired from working all the time. I feel literally exhausted 24/7.
I'm trying to get a job waitressing or something again. I can't handle this anymore.
Have you ever had a crush on a stranger? Well, not really a stranger but someone you didn't really know too well? I do. I'm infatuated with the person he is and I'm trying to break him down slowly and really just understand everything about him. He seems pretty amazing. I just wish I got to talk to him more.
Mike and I are...I think pretty much just done. I can't do this hiding stuff anymore. It's really wearing me thin. If you don't like being around the girl you're with, leave her. You shouldn't stay just because. It's always a just because reason with him. He stays just because he thinks it MIGHT get better some day. Just because she cries and shit. Over it. Seriously.
I feel a bit gross/sick today.
How are you?
So, I shot a new set and I want to submit through member review but I cannot for the life of me figure out how to edit these pictures so that they're lighter.
Hatethisdotcom
I didn't get to see Kenny at Warped Tour, which BLOWS...
...but I do have a return of the living dead themed calendar shoot August 14th!
Woo!
Hatethisdotcom
I didn't get to see Kenny at Warped Tour, which BLOWS...
...but I do have a return of the living dead themed calendar shoot August 14th!
Woo!
FUCK YESSSS
EDIT: Someone told me my name is too hard to pronouce. If anyone gets where the new name came from, I will give them a cookie.
So tomorrow I am getting my "sweetcheeks" cupcake chestpiece.
I am sooo stoked.
I miss last summer so. My friend Kenny and I hadn't talked since he kissed me last summer and he suddenly messaged me today and told me he wanted to see me since he works for PETA2 and will be at their table.
I'm always so confused about things of this nature.
I think I mean more to people than I do.
It's a horrible way to exist.
EDIT: ONE MORE SESH ON MY CHESTPIECE UNTIL COMPLETION! YAY! So excited.
I am sooo stoked.
I miss last summer so. My friend Kenny and I hadn't talked since he kissed me last summer and he suddenly messaged me today and told me he wanted to see me since he works for PETA2 and will be at their table.
I'm always so confused about things of this nature.
I think I mean more to people than I do.
It's a horrible way to exist.
EDIT: ONE MORE SESH ON MY CHESTPIECE UNTIL COMPLETION! YAY! So excited.
Guess who has a new tattoo and is getting a new one on thursday!!!
She is completely my own design.
Yay.
"Sweetcheeks" cupcake chestpiece on Thursday.
She is completely my own design.
Yay.
"Sweetcheeks" cupcake chestpiece on Thursday.
So my last post was sort of a bum out but it's okay because I'm getting a new tattoo on tuesday and then I'm getting my cupcake chestpiece. So stoked.
TATTOOOS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER!
TATTOOOS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER!
