sometimes i just feel like my life would be better off without you in it, at all. sometimes i just want to turn that part of my life off, tune you out and forget it ever happened. i had started to do this and then you crept back into my life and its really fucking things up again. i think its time we said goodbye and ended this once and for all. we are doing more harm to each other then good at this point and neither of us can really carry on doing this anymore. we can lie to each other all we want that things are the same, but they really arent. im not sure what happened, or even when it happened but something caused a change and we have grown apart. i love you, i always loved you and i think you know that, i hope you know that but if you didnt, im sorry. im going to miss you a lot, im actually tearing up as im typing this and i know you wont read it and i wont ever actually tell you all of this, but... goodbye