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MAY 24, 2005 @ 03:57 AM


I'm listening to the Weakerthans' "Watermark" and these couple of lines jumped out at me:

How your body still remembers things you told it to forget -
How those furious affections followed you...
I've got this store-bought way of saying I'm okay,
and you learned how to cry in total silence...


Isn't that the truth. Can you ever really forget people with whom you've been so intimate and/or truly cared about? I can't. Try as I might, my body always remembers... and furious affections follow me everywhere. I hate that. Why do such memories have to be so haunting?


Well, at least I've learned the art of crying in total silence.
Comments
Vanden

Vanden

SUICIDEGIRL

Fiji

MAY 24, 2005 05:19 AM

Thats a good art to have learned... I havent mastered that yet... BUt a memory of my past BF makes me want to Vomit... uck..

Slamcage

Slamcage

Sacramento, CA
August 2004

MAY 24, 2005 10:06 AM

Laughing is a good cover for deep intense crying.

Scheisskopf

Scheisskopf

Algeria
February 2005

MAY 24, 2005 11:51 AM

lol @ Vanden's comment.

Yeah, me too. The one that really used to fuck me up was when someone died that I'd been with.

Talk about haunting...

Haven't heard the Weakerthans yet, though I've been told by a couple of people-- have to check em out.

What kind of art do you make?

SYNFULL

SYNFULL

Los Angeles, CA
January 2004

MAY 24, 2005 12:44 PM

i can't forget, still trying to figure out how to deal with the intensity of the feelings when i remember...the art of crying in total silence is a beautiful thing to have in your arsenal and one i would love to learn ( i usually use the written word or some form of escape )

Lucy

Lucy

SUICIDEGIRL

Yemen

MAY 25, 2005 03:17 PM

Thanks for the sweet comment on my set, it made my day.

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