I am sorry that someone was not able to see and Appreciate you for who you are. alot of my friends tell me that it is better to have loved then never to have loved at all. And I can see thier point, but it gets so tireing trying all the time. just to have it fail on you. Some say that we are not meant to be with one person that it not natural to be with one person your entire life, because we change and we cannot expect those around us to change with us or in the same ways. so how can we expect love to always be there. I am starting to believe that friends are the best things to have in your life. there is a seperation there a slight barrer to protect one another, that you do not have in a full out love afair. but yet there is a closeness that that seems to grow. because lets face it you can tell your best friends things you would not share with a boyfriend or husband girlfriend or wife. I am sorry for your loss gorgeous. I pray to the fates that your heart grows stronger from this.