I need more Star Wars based items in my life. They make me smile. Smiling is good for you.
It is less than a month until my 26th birthday and reading the last post I had written about a year ago makes me take a look at the past year. I can't believe the changes that have occurred and the steps that I have taken. Some have been life changing and others have been baby steps but what I like best is that overall it has been progress nonetheless.
I don't know how I feel or will feel when my birthday does arrive but despite the number, which I know in the scheme of things is not a big one, I hope that the 26th year of my life on this planet is ever better than the year before. If that ends up being that case than I am pretty fucking stoked.
Lots of hopes and dreams ahead and whatever way it goes I know that I have someone by my side to share every single moment: good, bad, amazing or terrible. She makes it all worth it.
I don't know how I feel or will feel when my birthday does arrive but despite the number, which I know in the scheme of things is not a big one, I hope that the 26th year of my life on this planet is ever better than the year before. If that ends up being that case than I am pretty fucking stoked.
Lots of hopes and dreams ahead and whatever way it goes I know that I have someone by my side to share every single moment: good, bad, amazing or terrible. She makes it all worth it.
Today I turn 25...
Not exactly sure how I feel about it. What isn't helping is this random cold that I picked up just the other day and has only escalated while I was sleeping and now I feel a little woozy. I don't really see it as a sign of anything other than me becoming an old man, lol.
In retrospect I am really happy with a lot of the stuff I have accomplished up to this point but do feel I need to start accomplishing more of my desires, not those of other people. I really need to focus on turning some things around and reevaluating aspects in my life that I have let go by the way side.
I'll make my 25th year on this planet a rockin' one and nothing or no one will get in my way. I have dreams, goals, desires and by fucking golly I am going to get closer to achieving them.
Not exactly sure how I feel about it. What isn't helping is this random cold that I picked up just the other day and has only escalated while I was sleeping and now I feel a little woozy. I don't really see it as a sign of anything other than me becoming an old man, lol.
In retrospect I am really happy with a lot of the stuff I have accomplished up to this point but do feel I need to start accomplishing more of my desires, not those of other people. I really need to focus on turning some things around and reevaluating aspects in my life that I have let go by the way side.
I'll make my 25th year on this planet a rockin' one and nothing or no one will get in my way. I have dreams, goals, desires and by fucking golly I am going to get closer to achieving them.
It has been a while since I have felt this sense of positivity and genuine joy about life.
Nothing in particular has happened but I sit here feeling that things are finally starting to look up and that at this moment my trek in life is heading up towards a more satisfied state of being.
I think for a while I was unhappy with a lot of things in my life but mainly with myself and all the negative thoughts I had about myself, and my life, and etc but I know it is time to move beyond all that. It is time to see the world in a brighter light an realize that things could be much much worse for me and that with time I will not only achieve the things I want to in life on various levels, personally, professional, artistically, etc but hopefully even exceed them.
There is no room for negativity and doubt and worry but now is the time for change and progress and real determination. I sound like my own personal motivational speaker but god dammit what the fuck ever.
Good night SG land and Good morning and all that schtuff.
Nothing in particular has happened but I sit here feeling that things are finally starting to look up and that at this moment my trek in life is heading up towards a more satisfied state of being.
I think for a while I was unhappy with a lot of things in my life but mainly with myself and all the negative thoughts I had about myself, and my life, and etc but I know it is time to move beyond all that. It is time to see the world in a brighter light an realize that things could be much much worse for me and that with time I will not only achieve the things I want to in life on various levels, personally, professional, artistically, etc but hopefully even exceed them.
There is no room for negativity and doubt and worry but now is the time for change and progress and real determination. I sound like my own personal motivational speaker but god dammit what the fuck ever.
Good night SG land and Good morning and all that schtuff.
