got my first tattoo
i wasnt afraid of the pain going into it, some parts i liked, like it was scratching an itch but other parts, like right under the thumb nail hurt lotsJust saw kick-ass, that movie was awsome, a few scenes with bad CGI, but other than that its pretty good and keeps my love of women in skirts alive.
i found this article about the male brain that i thought was really interesting. its by Dr. Louann Brizendine.
i wont post the whole article, just a link and some interesting points in it.
"To a man, this is the most natural response in the world, so he's dismayed by how betrayed his wife or girlfriend feels when she sees him eyeing another woman. Men look at attractive women the way we look at pretty butterflies. They catch the male brain's attention for a second, but then they flit out of his mind. Five minutes later, while we're still fuming, he's deciding whether he wants ribs or chicken for dinner. He asks us, "What's wrong?" We say, "Nothing." He shrugs and turns on the TV. We smolder and fear that he'll leave us for another woman."
i thought this part was really kinda funny because i had a gf who got pissed at me if i even glanced at another woman. and this is totally true, after seeing a woman, even if she is attractive my mind would move on to the next thing.
"They enjoy this advantage, but women often take affront to it. When you're telling your husband your problem and he tries to solve it instead of hearing you out, you may think he's being insensitive. But that's not what's going on in his brain. He's working to solve the problem so he can relieve your pain as quickly as possible. Not because he doesn't care or doesn't want to listen, but because he loves you."
again, how true this is and how much trouble it gets men into, thinking with a "lets fix the problem" instead of an emotional response.
http://www.cnn.com/2010/OPINION/03/23/brizendine.male.brain/index.html?hpt=C1 its a good read.
i wont post the whole article, just a link and some interesting points in it.
"To a man, this is the most natural response in the world, so he's dismayed by how betrayed his wife or girlfriend feels when she sees him eyeing another woman. Men look at attractive women the way we look at pretty butterflies. They catch the male brain's attention for a second, but then they flit out of his mind. Five minutes later, while we're still fuming, he's deciding whether he wants ribs or chicken for dinner. He asks us, "What's wrong?" We say, "Nothing." He shrugs and turns on the TV. We smolder and fear that he'll leave us for another woman."
i thought this part was really kinda funny because i had a gf who got pissed at me if i even glanced at another woman. and this is totally true, after seeing a woman, even if she is attractive my mind would move on to the next thing.
"They enjoy this advantage, but women often take affront to it. When you're telling your husband your problem and he tries to solve it instead of hearing you out, you may think he's being insensitive. But that's not what's going on in his brain. He's working to solve the problem so he can relieve your pain as quickly as possible. Not because he doesn't care or doesn't want to listen, but because he loves you."
again, how true this is and how much trouble it gets men into, thinking with a "lets fix the problem" instead of an emotional response.
http://www.cnn.com/2010/OPINION/03/23/brizendine.male.brain/index.html?hpt=C1 its a good read.
a friend pointed out something about me... my voice gets high pitched when i'm lying. might explain why i'm such a bad liar.
hmm a few things have been on my mind lately, one is college, i'm only in my first year at a community college and im wondering how things will go. the current economy makes it hard to pay for anything, let alone an education. so it was recommended that i go into the military to pay for it, which is becoming something that i'm going to consider. it sounds kinda scary for me. I've stayed in this small area for my whole life, so i think it would be good to get out and see more of the world.
and tonight my parents told me that if anything happened to them, that i'm the one they want to be the guardian of my 9 year old brother (over my 2 older siblings) i hope nothing happens to them :/
and tonight my parents told me that if anything happened to them, that i'm the one they want to be the guardian of my 9 year old brother (over my 2 older siblings) i hope nothing happens to them :/
time seems to be flying by right now. i wish it wasnt, there are so many things that i need to get done.
but thinking about time makes me think about how if it were possible, that i would go back and redo so many things.
but thinking about time makes me think about how if it were possible, that i would go back and redo so many things.
i really enjoy looking through the hopeful sets, get to see new stuff and i think some of it is hotter than some SG sets
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Akito/albums/site/17413/
^^ being one of my all time favorites
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Akito/albums/site/17413/
^^ being one of my all time favorites
irrational fears... i just thought about a weird fear i have and how if i really think about it, it could never happen. at work there is a cardboard bailer, you put the cardboard in, close the metal gate and hit go. the gate is held down by a metal bar and an electro magnet.
but somehow in my mind i have a fear that there will be so much pressure behind it that the metal bar would shoot out decapitating me... this is why i dont stand in front of it.. weird eh?
at least its not clowns or zombies though
but somehow in my mind i have a fear that there will be so much pressure behind it that the metal bar would shoot out decapitating me... this is why i dont stand in front of it.. weird eh?
at least its not clowns or zombies though
so i'm on medicine for depression, and one of the side effects that i wasnt warned about is having the wierdest dreams i've ever had. and its not an every once and a while thing, its every night. but i'm not complaining, they are really entertaining. other than that the only other side effect i've noticed is not going as fast in bed. :p but thats not bad either 
