finally some positive things going on in my life!! after my break up, i thought everything was falling apart. the one thing i could be remotely happy about is getting a pretty good job. after looking for apartments and getting no luck, my friend who i'm staying with got an amazing job offer and is sticking around in phoenix for a lot longer than he originally planned. so now three of us will get a three bedroom apartment in scottsdale and i will continue on with my plans with culinary school. it's gonna be a long road ahead, so the support of my friends and family will be needed. i guess that will be the good thing about living with a couple of my friends and not some strangers or by myself. after school....well, that is a different story. the idea of living alone will sound GREAT! i hope everyone had a good weekend. have a great week too!

i can't help but to notice that i have 1 fucking comment on this bitch! no one loves me show me some love fuckers!! i'm going through a hard time with shit. my and my girlfriend just broke up and when i went to look for a new apartment, they told me that i needed a co-signer because of my credit!! seems like my whole world is falling apart after this break up. i hate breaking up. it's the worst thing anyone can go through.

so guess who finally has a fucking job!?!? ME! it's not the ideal job, but it will do until summer ends. i work at a fine foods market called AJ's and i am a chef there. i make some good money, so i might stay if it turns out to be worth my while. everything else is pretty good. my girlfriend and i got another dog!! he's a pit bull/boxer mix named hank. he's about 8 months old and he's adorable! other than that, there is no real news to speak of. i hope everyone's weekend rocks!!

being unemployed sucks. hopefully i get my old job at the biltmore back. money needs to start flowing through my pockets again.

i HATE living in AZ.

i'm pretty pissed right now. my new motorola razor is fucking broken. cell phones are such a hassle! i have to have one though because texting is one of my most important means of communication with my friends back home..... so we'll see how much it costs to fix it. probably more than it's worth! GAWD!!!! in other news, i was invited by my chef to accompany him in a cooking competition held by the Scottsdale Culinary Institute!! i'm so excited because i thought he hated me! i guess he just pushes me a lot because he can see potential. at least that is what every other chef is thinking if when he/she bitches at you from time to time..... anyway, it should be a lot of fun. i hope we win!

well x mas is over and let me me tell you.......it was a fucking crazy time! we were so busy the x mas eve and x mas day. so now it's on to new years eve. i will be so glad when the holidays are over! i'm no grinch, but in my line of work it's hard to handle. i'm 1 week away from getting my new car! i'm very excited about it. nothing else is really happening. just all work and very little play. i started working out!! i'm going running every night and i'm gonna start doing some home work outs for my ab's and stuff. i hate gyms. they are such meat markets. i would rather be at home jamming out to the music i want to listen to and watch t.v. that i like. i hope everyone has an awesome x mas and i trust that all of my friends will be smart enough to get shit faced and get a cab home on new years!!

so i was talking with a co worker the other day and he was talking about selling his car. right now i drive a piece of shit 1995 saturn and it's falling apart. he wants to sell me a 1999 chevy cavalier for like 2,100. i test drove it and it's runs good. he put in a nice stereo and the interior looks like it has been taken care of. i looked under the hood and everything looks well maintained. i'm really excited about buying it because i can't go on driving that fucking pile of saturn shit every day. he's even gonna give me the keys before i give him a down payment on it!! he's such a nice guy. so i might get a new car today!! yay!!! other than that, nothing really exciting has happened. i hope everyone had a good weekend!!

so today when i go to work, i'm gonna request some days off to go to L.A. there's a special someone i would like to meet up with down there and i think we're gonna have a fucking blast! nothing really exciting to talk about. work has been great. last night i really realized how much my executive chef respected and liked me when we shared a glass of sake together! my dog was freaking me out last night!! we were in the bedroom and he was laying on the bed. my closet has bid mirror doors........ all of a sudden he started growling! i guess he was growling at his own reflection in the mirror! it was halarious. today i will work on a package for an awesome girl in wyoming. it's gonna be a great care package. my life is boring.

i got a dog!!!! he's 2 years old, a pit bull mix and his name is morrissey! he's beautiful. i saved him from going to the pound. a friend of mine told me about him. her friend had a roomate who wanted to get rid of him! i can't see why he would want to! you'll see why...... pics are coming soon! i just want to say that i LOVE all of my new friends that i have made on SG. it's been so long since i had anything to do with SG, but i'm glad to be a part of the family again!