i have been trying to deny it for so long but i just dont think i belong here anymore - i dont have anything to do with this place and it feels like such a chore to update and do all that stuff.

im just not feeling it anymore

if you wanna keep in touch u can find me on myspace

i met some great people here and had some fun times - its been real.

I have been smoke free for 12 DAYS!! I am quite proud of myself - ny state sent me the patch for free which was a big help - i never tried to use a quit helper before and i have no real cravings on these littel guys.

I am about to be an aunt!! Bills sister is in the hospital right now getting ready to deliver a new baby boy into our family!! Im uber excited!
****UPDATE*****
I'M AN AUNT!! KEATON MATTHEW ARRIVED TODAY WEIGHING IN AT 8 LBS!!!! Oooooooh I cant wait to meet the little guy!!

I got my hair cut again its past my shoulders in the back but this is how it looks when i wear the back clipped up for work:





Bill and I just bought ourselves this little baby to enjoy for the summer:





Its a 2003 Regal LSR 1800

Im really stoked!!

Ok gotta head to work now - but at least I updated right??

SInce it's been almost a month since I updated I decided it was time. The sad thing is I really havent been doing much besides working so not alot is going on. So here is a list of things I am looking forward to in the coming weeks:

-Bill's sister's Baby Shower this Saturday, I am taking her shopping and playing the 'distration' in hopes that we can actually surprise her but she is a smart lady and probably knows something is up the way her normally semi-lazy husband has been rushing to get stuff done around their new house! But YAY for getting a Saturday OFF!

-This Saturday is also the 133rd Kentucky Derby! My mom is there for her job as the photographer for Hard Spun who drew the 8th post yesterday which makes me happy because all 3 winners of last years races broke from #8. But I have so many horses I like running it will be hard for the outcome to not make me happy.

-Bill's birthday is next Thursday May 10

-Elvis Costello at the Nokia Theatre Thursday May 16!

- Preakness Saturday May 18!

-Sheila is due June 5 and Bill and I will officially be Aunt and Uncle to a little man yet to be named.

-My 4 year Anniversary with Bill June 6

-Belmont Stakes June 9 and I have that whole weekend OFF!!

-No work and vacation with the kids June 30-July 9.

And for my proud mommy moment - my daughter reads now!! Makes me so happy and so proud!! And she lost her first tooth recently too! Its so fun being mommy!

Well thats all I got for now - Gotta get my ass ready for work.

GO YANKEES!

Rest In Peace, Blaine.

I wish you hadn't gone.

You will be missed by so many.

See ya on the other side, phatgas

We lost another friend. Blaine died last week, he and Bill had been friends forever and his death really came as a surprise, Blaine was a member on SG for the last few years though he wasnt very active. My sympathies go out to his family and his fiancee.

Anyone out there use last.fm

I need friends there!

Final Four Here We Come!!

My Bracket's Final Four was:
Georgetown
Florida
Ohia St
UCLA

I fuckin' rock!

i just love getting up for work at 4:30 am

So I am starting my new job tonite - my friend Dave owns a resteraunt here and I am gonna be waiting tables for him for awhile - until I find something else unless the moneys good then I may stick with it - not being a part of some bullshit corporate 9-5 job my be just what i need - not sitting at some desk all day - getting to show off my personality - who knows this could make me a happy camper again - i waited tables for 8 years before my son was born and i loved it - made great money, more than i made as a middle management asshole - so we'll see

but im not thrilled with the working nights thing - im just doing it while i train then my friends gonna give me all the day closer shifts which make good cash and i'll still have my evenings to spend with my man, VERY important to me, that and not working SUNDAYS of course lol

wish me luck!

and i am soooo in love with this:



damn freaking good tv! first heroes now this - nbc is really putting itself back on the primetime map!

t.

Ohhhhh I got my hair done today YAY I hated seeing roots! I think it turned out really good too:











It's been awhile since I have posted pics so there ya go.

The job hunt is going slowly but I'm taking my time trying to find something I will enjoy and not being miserable doing - I hate being miserable at work ya know?

In the past week I have watched tons of movies including:


EXCEPTIONAL FILM!!


Very Good film - though I got lost in a few parts of it


Ryan Gosling's performance was outstanding but the movie was really slow


Much better than I thought it would be and the art direction was fantastic! Andre 3000 is so cool


The hype behind this movie I just don't get - I didn't like it at all.


I really liked this one - I so want her wardrobe in this movie!

And American Idol's back which makes me a happy camper and LOST is getting sooooo good and dont even get me started about HEROES - damn I am TV OBSESSED arent I?

Oscars on Sunday - I'm having my annual Oscar party - I love the Oscars

Ok I have nothing else to talk about except movies and tv cuz my lifes kinda boring.

If anything new or exciting happens I will be sure to let ya know

Yesterday I quit my job - I just gave them my id and my keys and walked out - I had enough of their bullshit - let them treat someone else like shit - I had my fill. Kinda sucks for them cuz this is the busiest week of the ski season and I handled all the customer relations stuff - guess now they will relalize what they had huh? But probably not stupid spoiled bitches.

So now I gotta find a job quick but I have faith in me.

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!