Ok hi guyyys!!!
I know ive been like dead to the SG world ive had some things to deal with that werent so pleasent im gonna brush through then im going to catch you up on all the awesome im back I hope you guys missed me ive missed you <3
The Bad
Ok enough with my super quick summary heres pics and junk lol
My friends a major in performing arts on campus and because everyone we hang out with is pre-med it was kinda hard to find anyone besides me whos goofy enough to go along with this haha
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[/VIDEO] Got a job Go-Going which was pretty freakin awesome It got me in a shitton of trouble but Its life and its been worth it
Ive been feeling pretty sexy lately so since im back you guys are going to have to deal with my naked body :3
ok omg this party was the last party I went to before I gave up drugs and parties and it was the best thing ive ever gone to I kicked ass at beer pong and my keg stands gave strip shows to like everyone and we threw a guy out of the second floor window ive never partied so hard in my life 
On campus i had finally gotton my own place and apartment so i cooked for everyone im just that awesome i know hehe
Tell me you've missed this ass lmao
Playing hide and seek :3
because IVs are always soooo fun *woot*
Dont you love when your supposed to be packing and you find fun things you never remembered having in the first place??? 
This is my babycakes her names Layla and shes 2 soon to be 3 I love her so much her and her daddy keep me going and have helped me through all of this ad shit 
more teasers coming right up congrats if youve made it this far
I cut my hair well i got it dont for free this lady thought i was pretty and wanted to do it made me smile OH!!! And I got my septum pierced lol forgot to say that
simply because matchings no longer my thing lol
Layla coloring time while her dads at work lol
me and my little cousin she wanted to take pictures
another baby I watch on the weekends he likes to drive around lol
Ok ive missed and love you guys sooo much that my insides burn!!! Im happy to say ive been completely stable for a month and a half now and with that im able to be back on the site obviously theres still some demons to deal with but nothing as bad as it was before
Lots of love hunnies!!!
XOXO Brecca 
This is what happens when you dont want to do homework (This Blog)
Oh! really quick I finally found a job AND got a 90% on my first exam im pretty proud of this week.
This blog below will be full of nothing but pics some from parties and some from just sitting in smoking. Had a Naked party with my bestest friend and there some pics from that too hope you guys enjoy!!!
Ok Ok enough of the pics! Hope everyones doing as great as I am guess I should actually do my homework now Mwa!
Brecca
Im back in school which is awesome but ive been a bit sick and thats not so awesome. finally getting better and ready to blog about things and junk <3
Funnies and you know
So I adopted a new puppy!!! Her name is Lovie and she has started to fill the empty spaces in my heart :3
I dont have many pics from Harry Potter world but it was amazing and i got a chocolate frog out of it so im a happy gal one day I would love to visit the set in britan!!!
im done with real stories now not much to tell im finally off Medical leave and feel blessed to be on campus again!!! Nothing but schoolwork, parties and hopefully a set soon well see guys enjoy the pics below 
XOXO,
Brecca
Ive been neglecting my blog a little bit but i have been going around checking out all the amazing beautys. Anyways ive been a busy munchkin finally found a place to stay at least until i find something more perminent which means IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL
also I am currently packing for florida which im super excited about Heres some funnies most of which are harry potter because Im going to marry Snape.
This part in the movie makes me cry so much harder then id already be crying
Weirdly enough in pottermore im a slytherin
lol Damn right! 
So im thinking for my next tattoo of getting my first of many Harry Potter pieces something like this but not completely well see in january 
our family attempts at making a gingerbread house didnt completely fail lol the cream was just too sticky 
Speaking of attempting to do things I also attempted to make a Christmas tree me and my friend Sam celebrated the holidays a little early.
Then she cooked me veggiedogs
Everything below is a mix of pics plus 3 or four pics from the Killers concert which was so amazing i cried :3 BRANDON TOUCHED MY HAND!!!
and ill leave you with my favorite video this is definitely me
Im trying very hard not to bitch my way through this entire blog im a little pissed. so i live an hour away from Lansing which is where ill be moving. I had an appointment at noon today to sign my new lease and junk. heres the deal i called at 9 and told the chick i would still be coming she says ok. 11:50 i get there and im asking which apartment it is and shes all like "Oh i forgot to tell you i had a family emergency can we do this tomorrow" Heres the thing if she would have told me this at 9 when we talked i wouldn't be pissed but i have been going about my life with the assumption of her being fucking responsible. whatever. So now I have to try and find a place to stay before school starts in January and that I can afford. GoGo dancing isn't going to pay for the type of places that are available and basically im a little fucked. I refuse to take another semester off because shes and asshole.
Ok im done with my rant heres stuff from another site i stalk called 6 Billion secrets
Oh! really quick I wanted to talk about the Love consent blog! Turns out it was made by activist but they got such a positive response there's hope that it might be a slap in the face for Victoria's secret. It wouldn't be so bad to take a public stand against rape culture fingers crossed that they actually jump on board. Its so exciting to me. heres the article in this link below though if you want to read about it.
http://www.mediabistro.com/prnewser/anti-rape-activist-campaign-hijacks-victorias-secret_b51854
I hurt myself on the 5th spent the night in the hospital but im fine now no worries but I was having a bit of a rough day then but my boyfriend made it better by getting me all fat and letting me kick his ass in magic (Four times but whos counting) Im so awesome at that game and so addicted I need new challengers -_-
Hung out with my buddy Sammie! Shes definitely the love of my life though shes in denial that she feels the same lol! I had alot of clothes that were too big and her to small so we switched our wardrobes lol works out so i don't have to go shopping which I have no money to do The dress shes wearing you'd to be my favorite thing to wear but she managed to look better in my own clothes than me bitter sweet.
From the best grandaughter in the world! I got my Grammy this sweater shes worn it twice already
My real names Makia By the way guess the secrets out now :3 
ok so ill leave you with 2 moe pictures and im outtie. 2 are really old-ish but i just found them and they make me smile so there here lol
I think pretty soon my account will be shut down until i have cash to stay here. i dont remember exactly when though but just in case ill see you guys in January (When I get my refund check).
Anyways im doing great hope everyone else is too. I have come across something amazing!!! Victorias secret has joined the fight against Rape Culture there speaking out against rape and changing he slogans on there panties. join there movement and become a member its awesome!
http://pinklovesconsent.com/pink/pink.victoriassecret.com/about_pink_nation.html
Ok and these are random postsecrets and sayings that I fell in love with this week
IDK it just made me horny
The awesome Zebrah made what is my 2nd ever fan art and i love it
Not alot has actually been going on ill have a computer in about two weeks and will finally visit Harry Potter world in one. Im getting an apartment i move in in January and im so excited. its such a huge step for me im finally making serious decisions.
ill leave you with pics ive took and hope you have an awesome week 
I made pie! hehe
I have a new love for oversized shirts *coughcough* thought id get that off my chest
Spanich and artichoke dip my newest favorite food
Idk i think id make a sexy man 
Me at this exact moment guys!
Love you guys!
~Brecca
ok so i have alot to be thankful for i believe and ill mention it all below. yupp this is more of a thanksgiving kind of blog
For starters im thankful for svu and police. something terrible happened 11 years ago and i finally came forward about it a week ago and they've really went to work on trying to get me a case and now i have one. sometime soon ill be going to court and putting a horrible man to jail (I hope)
Im thankful for my amazing boyfriend. Its been 6 months now and ive never been happier with him in my life. I was supposed to spend the week with him and his family in Atalanta but i ended up staying home because i got sick :p
im thankful for my sometimes sanity
Im thankful for music Id be lost without the Killers they ease pain in my heart im obsessed but it doesnt matter to me
Im thankful for my crazo friends, parties, drugs, and my school which i will be attending again in january!
Im thankful for my family, Vegan (Soy) cheese, Babies, new life, love, and laughter
And I am SUPER thankful for SG nothing but good has come from you guys and I cant wait for a 2nd year of this awesomeness <3
Happy Days!!!
xoxo
Brecca
I lost my baby girl Phoebee Licious Hill <-- Thats what we named her!!!!
She was 11 years old and i miss her to bits. Last Friday while i was at work my grandfather passed after fighting liver cancer The thing is it was depressing but we saw it coming so I was able to handle the lost. Me and my family cuddled together that night and the next day went retail shopping to mend our depressions. When coming home my sister let Phoebee out and her eyes went in the back of her head and she collapsed it was to late to go to our vet so we spent the night singing to her and telling her we loved her. November 4th 1:10am she stopped breathing in my arms and i have never felt emptier or in more pain than when i was watching her take her last breathe. because i couldnt stand the thought of her being buried my mom agreed to have her cremated. it helped because shes physically here. (Call me weird if you want). Now were trying to move forward after the weekend of death <----What i call it not my family. but its been hard. making November 12th (My birthday) the worst birthday ive ever had i refused to go out i wasnt up to it though i was happy to relax finally.
Her new home were also getting lockets i just dont have the money for it yet.
this is the first time we bought her doggy toothpaste she hated it
she would always beg to go on walks just to end up being to lazy to walk the whole way i think she did it on purpose :3she will be missed so much and below is my grandfather in better days
soooo This year was my first year voting and i was so excited about it. i studied all of the proposals and did research on every name on that ballot. I wont say who I voted for but it was an amazing experience
I have been spending alot of time in hospitals lately if it wasnt a baby being born or a family member in need it was me not taking proper care of myself. For a very long time ive had issues with self esteem and the way i view myself...I was very thin as a child and when i hit puberty I just became so awkward. My mom at this point took in a habit of calling me fat on a daily basis and because shes family i believed what she said. I strongly believe she has no reason to lie about my weight. Id always joke and say that one day id stop eating and id get so thin shed feel bad about what she said. well since may ive been playing with fire. it started with me working out 3 hours or so a day but then i stumbled fast into this world of "ProAna" and met alot of the wrong people at the perfect time. they told me that the quickest way was to fast and so i started fasting 3 months ago and never really stopped. ive lost 40lbs (started at:225 im currently: 183) but i started getting really sick i was fainting and bleeding from places i shouldnt. there were some extreme stomach pains and it hurts to breathe so ive been an out patient at a rehab center now (More by force than anything). But the one thing I have learned so far is that secrets feed the addiction. Theres still so much more i want to lose and i dont think im going to give this up any time soon but weather you read this or not it felt good to write...
And heres some before and after pics In no real order because its late and im lazy
Not sure if I said this in an earlier blog because its been so long but also im getting off medical leave meaning i will be able to go back to school! Im moving out of Romulus (where i live now) next month
Filling the current emptiness in my heart is my newest pet Cuddles the Caterpillar my Pitt almost killed him but i fell in love
"A butterfly never sees its own wings so they go throughout life never knowing how special they are" 
a little something shocking...Im thinking about going a little deeper into the BDSM lifestyle. It seriously turns me on and so i just wanted to share that lol
There is a new babay in my life...YES! some good news!!!
Eric Sawn Hill Jr. My little cousin. it took him 24 hours to come out and he scared us all but her is in perfect health and even got to see his grandfather before he passed.
last nap for daddy to be
made this yummy herseys chocolate fudge cake for my moms boyfriends birthday :3 thought id share this with you
And now Fangs and Halloween.
Ok now im just gonna post stuff and be out of your way hope you enjoy
i thought this pic was heart warming so i had to share it
these came in the mail for my birthday!!
Another b~day gift tickets to see the killers only my favorite band!!!
HAPPY NO SHAVE NOVEMBER!!!
Hope you guys are doing well and sorry for my photobomb!!!
Lots of Love
~Brecca
Some bad news is im not back im just dropping in to say im ok.
Nothing completely bad has happened or anything for once in my life im LIVING and I feel good. Im breaking my own boundaries which feels nice and sometimes in completely terrified of messing up but im living life and its the best i can ask for. I have some things I need to focus on before i come back here i need to love myself before i can ever even DESERVE to go pink and i want to get healthy.
I love you guys and miss you so much! I probably wont be on until my medical leave is over soooo.....see you in January we can warm it up together. best of luck to everyone hope you guys are well!
LOTS OF LOVE!!!
Also im taking tons of pics and videos so youll have alot to see in a month or two!!
~Brecca
Funny
Soooo I got my first bit of fan art thought id post it here. the artist is actually also an ex of mines still doesnt falter my excitement
ive been staying very classy in the streets of belleville.
Ok this part is gonna need actual sentences...took a greyhound to Lansing and had the best time of my life. IM OFF MEDICAL LEAVE!!!! which means i can go to school in January i partied so hard though between clubs, bonfires, raves, movie nights, and meetings i got my spartan teaser.
this is just me and my boyfriend each on our own tablets ignoring each other
went to a tattoo shop and stayed with one of my oldest friends of course if i go to a shop i cant just leave empty
Ok love you guys hope all is well and that you love my spoilers
~Brecca
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