Ive been in this stage of going back and forth between being utterly depressed and loving life and being motivated. i have no idea whats going on with me everyone.

before i get all depressing for a second heres some funnies

so ive been screwed over a few times to many this year. sometimes i feel like i really should just give up trying. I am for the 2nd time since i turned 18 the victim of identity theft. this time my mother got a credit card in my name and put me 2000 dollars in dept. i have no idea what to do but i cant afford living and food at the moment. i was never good at struggling and surviving and she just made things harder. Ive been crying alot lately sometimes SG I cant remember why Ive been trying to stop hurting myself it all seems like its for nothing and im just so tired of trying so hard for things that dont seem to get better...

Anyways Happy suicide awareness day hope you guys have been fairing a little better than me.


For those of you who are into college football i am a michigan state student and stand by my team i love the spartans so much! we won our game of course but i made a bet that if U of M won there's id show my boobies off so here it is


Regardless of her putting me in debt shes my mommy and I love her so for her birthday me and my siblings got her a Pandora bracelet shes been dying for thats a 250 dollar gift best weve ever done for her
and because im an awesome daughter i got my 38 year old mom and birthday card that says shes 90 hehe


for those who still dont know i have the most amazing boyfriend he keeps me grounded especially since things have been falling apart and my sanity has been picked at i cant believe any one would actually even be able to stand being near me lately and yet he acts as though im his world. ive needed someone like him in my life ive just met him but i know ive been missing him from another life. this weekend i helped him with his homework and while he worked i decided to take a few pics...he missed out haha

Me

Ive been such a busy girl lately I need some time to relax and be spanked >.< wanna help me out???

I love the killers right now i can honestly say there the only thing keeping me going tell what keeps you going??? I need some ideas to steal please?


ok well sorry im a deby downer i just love being open and letting you guys be a part of my world so message me make me smile please? I could use a smile.


Get Well Gifts

Love,

Brecca <3