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I would like to take a minute and address the whole Facebook/Instagram comments issue.... I know this has been talked about quite a bit recently but I just thought I would throw my two cents out there and hopefully it helps....
When my set posted on the FP I woke up feeling AMAZING!!! I was on top of the world. I had tried for a very long time to reach this goal and it was finally here!
And then I did what a lot of people do in the morning.... I made coffee and hopped on the social networking circuit. The first thing that caught my eye was a message from a close friend saying " Don't let them get to you, keep your head up!"..... And I was like HUH??? What could get me down? Today is going to be AMAZING!!!.... And then I saw the post. SG had posted my pic on their Fb wall as set of the day.... Holy cow talk about mean comments!!! I was SHOCKED by how rude people were being and I felt personally attacked immediately.... And then two things happened.
#1 I scrolled down to some pictures of other Suicide Girls who I find to be RIDICULOUSLY beautiful and I read all of the hurtful comments people had written about THEM too!!!
#2 I took a step back and realized how absurd and stupid these comments actually were!!! These girls were NOTHING like the comments described them as being! These girls were beautiful and amazing!!!!
So.... Then I went back and re-read the comments people left on my picture and I started to laugh. Some of them were actually quite creative and very funny. A couple of my favorites were "nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boobs" and " from the neck down she's a 10" so, I "liked" every mean comment and friend requested every person who left them. I decided instead of letting it get me down I was going to make a joke of it and show them it didn't bother me. AND the dude who left the no boobs comment actually apologized and ended up being a good friend in the end
So.... I guess what I am trying to say is, it is what you make it. You can let it bring you down or you can make a joke of it. These people aren't sitting around wishing you harm or for bad things to happen to you! They are just some bored asshole on the Internet trying to make whitty comments to feel cool. And in the end, if you go and check out the profiles of the people leaving the mean comments, chances are they aren't someone you would have wanted to date anyways
So who cares what they think!?!? You might have a big butt and small boobies... And you might have a big nose or crazy hair.... And you might just be EVERYTHING they say you are.... But the reason why one person doesn't love you is EXACTLY what makes someone else swoon over you!!!! That's what makes THIS SITE so awesome!!! We are ALLOWED to be different and awkward and STILL be beautiful!!!!! Keep your heads up ladies 
Life will give you REAL things to stress about. In the end, this is nothing.
When my set posted on the FP I woke up feeling AMAZING!!! I was on top of the world. I had tried for a very long time to reach this goal and it was finally here!
And then I did what a lot of people do in the morning.... I made coffee and hopped on the social networking circuit. The first thing that caught my eye was a message from a close friend saying " Don't let them get to you, keep your head up!"..... And I was like HUH??? What could get me down? Today is going to be AMAZING!!!.... And then I saw the post. SG had posted my pic on their Fb wall as set of the day.... Holy cow talk about mean comments!!! I was SHOCKED by how rude people were being and I felt personally attacked immediately.... And then two things happened.#1 I scrolled down to some pictures of other Suicide Girls who I find to be RIDICULOUSLY beautiful and I read all of the hurtful comments people had written about THEM too!!!
#2 I took a step back and realized how absurd and stupid these comments actually were!!! These girls were NOTHING like the comments described them as being! These girls were beautiful and amazing!!!!
So.... Then I went back and re-read the comments people left on my picture and I started to laugh. Some of them were actually quite creative and very funny. A couple of my favorites were "nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boobs" and " from the neck down she's a 10"
so, I "liked" every mean comment and friend requested every person who left them. I decided instead of letting it get me down I was going to make a joke of it and show them it didn't bother me. AND the dude who left the no boobs comment actually apologized and ended up being a good friend in the end So.... I guess what I am trying to say is, it is what you make it. You can let it bring you down or you can make a joke of it. These people aren't sitting around wishing you harm or for bad things to happen to you! They are just some bored asshole on the Internet trying to make whitty comments to feel cool. And in the end, if you go and check out the profiles of the people leaving the mean comments, chances are they aren't someone you would have wanted to date anyways
So who cares what they think!?!? You might have a big butt and small boobies... And you might have a big nose or crazy hair.... And you might just be EVERYTHING they say you are.... But the reason why one person doesn't love you is EXACTLY what makes someone else swoon over you!!!! That's what makes THIS SITE so awesome!!! We are ALLOWED to be different and awkward and STILL be beautiful!!!!! Keep your heads up ladies Life will give you REAL things to stress about. In the end, this is nothing. Hello everyone! I just realized its been a while since I've written a blog!
Nothing new to report really.... I've been fighting an ugly tummy bug all week and I had a panic attack at my grandpas 90th birthday in the middle of Daniels Broiler (one of Seattle's nicest restaurants)
I wish it wasn't so hard for me to be in social situations sometimes but I refuse to focus on the negative! Instead of beating myself up and feeling stupid I am going to force myself to look at the positive and try to be happy and proud for trying and going outside of my comfort zone.
On a more positive note I can't sleep because I am SUPER excited for my pre-op appointment in just 9 short hours from now!!!! I am happy to announce that I am FINALLY able to get my boobies done!!!! I have been debating this for a very very long time and I have done a LOT of research and I fully believe I am making the right decision. I have chosen a doctor that I have a lot of confidence in and I am READY!!!! 
The actual surgery isn't until May 13th. PLEASE keep your fingers crossed and send positive vibes this way!!!! My only fear is the anesthesia.... 
Anyways thank you for taking the time to check in and read my blog
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I just realized its been a while since I've written a blog! Nothing new to report really.... I've been fighting an ugly tummy bug all week and I had a panic attack at my grandpas 90th birthday in the middle of Daniels Broiler (one of Seattle's nicest restaurants)
I wish it wasn't so hard for me to be in social situations sometimes but I refuse to focus on the negative! Instead of beating myself up and feeling stupid I am going to force myself to look at the positive and try to be happy and proud for trying and going outside of my comfort zone. On a more positive note I can't sleep because I am SUPER excited for my pre-op appointment in just 9 short hours from now!!!!
I am happy to announce that I am FINALLY able to get my boobies done!!!! I have been debating this for a very very long time and I have done a LOT of research and I fully believe I am making the right decision. I have chosen a doctor that I have a lot of confidence in and I am READY!!!! The actual surgery isn't until May 13th. PLEASE keep your fingers crossed and send positive vibes this way!!!! My only fear is the anesthesia.... Anyways thank you for taking the time to check in and read my blog
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I have a story to share.... I want you to know that I am telling this story with a lot of love and curiosity. I am in NO WAY sharing this to pass ANY kind of judgment or to open this person up to mean or hurtful comments so if you find yourself with a mean or sarcastic comment to make, please do as you were taught as a child and if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all...
Right after I graduated highschool I took an entry level job at an office that happened to be across the street from a police station. Every day when I would come to work I would see a person sitting in a folding chair in front of the parking lot of this police station. Rain or shine, without fail this person was there. I asked my co-workers and they to me that this person who I believe is a man but to be honest I am not sure.... They said that this man lost his mother and he believed there was some kind of police conspiracy surrounding her death. They told me that this man had been sitting in front of the police station every day since her death years earlier. Doing rough math in my head I am guessing this has been going on for at least a dozen years.... So add all of the years since I graduated Highschool and that is quite a while! :-/
Well.... The other day I was in the area and I thought of this man.... I decided to drive by and guess what I saw!
I was shocked and for some reason a little happy to see him sitting there. Not happy because he is still obviously tormented by some inner demon.... It almost felt like seeing an old friend. I didn't realize it, but this stranger who I will never talk to has stolen a small piece of my heart.....
I have never met him but I will never forget him.... I wish there was something I could do.....
Please be kind to each other and tread lightly. We are all connected and you never know how your story will forever effect the people around you.
Right after I graduated highschool I took an entry level job at an office that happened to be across the street from a police station. Every day when I would come to work I would see a person sitting in a folding chair in front of the parking lot of this police station. Rain or shine, without fail this person was there. I asked my co-workers and they to me that this person who I believe is a man but to be honest I am not sure.... They said that this man lost his mother and he believed there was some kind of police conspiracy surrounding her death. They told me that this man had been sitting in front of the police station every day since her death years earlier. Doing rough math in my head I am guessing this has been going on for at least a dozen years.... So add all of the years since I graduated Highschool and that is quite a while! :-/
Well.... The other day I was in the area and I thought of this man.... I decided to drive by and guess what I saw!
I was shocked and for some reason a little happy to see him sitting there. Not happy because he is still obviously tormented by some inner demon.... It almost felt like seeing an old friend. I didn't realize it, but this stranger who I will never talk to has stolen a small piece of my heart.....
I have never met him but I will never forget him.... I wish there was something I could do.....
Please be kind to each other and tread lightly. We are all connected and you never know how your story will forever effect the people around you.
I decided to do some spring cleaning.... I cut off a bunch of dead ends in more ways than one.
I cleaned out my closets and got rid of everything I don't use/wear....
And I cut off all my hair
I am loving the Seattle spring weather. We are getting a great mix of warm sunny days and grey rainy days.... I am feeling very refreshed and ready for a new start!!!
I cleaned out my closets and got rid of everything I don't use/wear....
And I cut off all my hair
I am loving the Seattle spring weather. We are getting a great mix of warm sunny days and grey rainy days.... I am feeling very refreshed and ready for a new start!!!
What Makes A Dad
A Dad is a person
who is loving and kind,
And often he knows
what you have on your mind.
He's someone who listens,
suggests, and defends.
A dad can be one
of your very best friends!
He's proud of your triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
A dad can be patient
and helpful and strong
In all that you do,
a dad's love plays a part.
There's always a place for him
deep in your heart.
And each year that passes,
you're even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call him your dad!
Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but, especially, for just being you.
Happy Birthday Dad.
~Gone but Never Forgotten~
I am writing this blog special for my girl Indica_Tokes who needs and deserves MORE LOVE on her SUPER adorable set "Nom Nom"
I love love looooooove the fact that this cute little lady is just as big of a stoner as me!
She's got a GREAT attitude, a BIG heart, a BEAUTIFUL face and a KILLER body!!!! I know we can do better than 93% for the hot little lady!!!!!
So..... Please take a second and leave some love!!!!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Indica_Tokes/albums/site/32725/
I love love looooooove the fact that this cute little lady is just as big of a stoner as me!
She's got a GREAT attitude, a BIG heart, a BEAUTIFUL face and a KILLER body!!!! I know we can do better than 93% for the hot little lady!!!!!
So..... Please take a second and leave some love!!!!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Indica_Tokes/albums/site/32725/
Okay guys..... We have some VERY exciting sets coming up!!!! March is going to be an AMAZING month!!!!
Now in just a few hours at we have one of my ALL TIME favorite ladies
Miss Milloux in "Body Electric"
And then at the end of this month (the 27th @3pm) we FINALLY get a new set from the drop dead gorgeous
Miss Selene in "Endlessly"
Now for March!!!!!
We get to see;
Miss Rosie on the 15th @3am in "The Hustler"
Miss Casper on the 30th @7am in "Throwback"
And then the lovely Miss Fringe later the same day at 11pm in "After School Special"
THANK YOU LADIES!!!!!
Now in just a few hours at we have one of my ALL TIME favorite ladies
Miss Milloux in "Body Electric"
And then at the end of this month (the 27th @3pm) we FINALLY get a new set from the drop dead gorgeous
Miss Selene in "Endlessly"
Now for March!!!!!
We get to see;
Miss Rosie on the 15th @3am in "The Hustler"
Miss Casper on the 30th @7am in "Throwback"
And then the lovely Miss Fringe later the same day at 11pm in "After School Special"
THANK YOU LADIES!!!!!
Thank you SG!!!! I have never felt more understood or accepted. I love this community sooooo much and I am so grateful to get to be a small part of it!!!!
