So sorry about not updatng in awhile. So i flianlly talked to someone about my mom's death without saying there 2 cents; They also listnined about my granpda's death it was great. I am going to get more professional help so i cnan finaly get help with the deaths. Hopefully i will get out of my depressed mood. I really want to but i feel like no one is my true friend. My buddy steve is the only one who listened without gibving his 2 cents about it when he has no knowlege it was really nice. I really wants to help me but i dn't know how

So sorry about not updatng in awhile. So i flianlly talked to someone about my mom's death without saying there 2 cents; They also listnined about my granpda's death it was great. I am going to get more professional help so i cnan finaly get help with the deaths. Hopefully i will get out of my depressed mood. I really want to but i feel like no one is my true friend. My buddy steve is the only one who listened without gibving his 2 cents about it when he has no knowlege it was really nice. I really wants to help me but i dn't know how

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WHAT's up? Drunken good times well i hope all it well gotta go to work later

So i hate my roommate. The reason i wish i was a girl was to kick her ass. She followed me to 3 parties tonight without my invite i swear she was talking shit about me i wish i oculd kick her fucking bithc ass hoe ass. By the way she sleeps with everyone she makes eyecontact with..

Do you remember telling me about the friend who kept fooling around with all my ex's? Well because i got pissed at him all my other friends are pissed at e because of it.

Me and my roommate are not on talking basis anymore. So looks like i have to bust out the mini fridge because the majority of the food is mine. So got in another fight with her today because like me and 4 of my buddies were watching tv and her dog came down the stairs and shat this huge ass pile. So she comes down and goes are you just going to leave your dogs shit there, and i was like my dogs don't shit or pee in the house and that was your dog and my friends were like yeah. So there is this huge stain because she didn't clean it all the way up. I almost started yelling again, I don't know how to fight with a girl that i have grown close to and receantly are relationship fell apart because of a guy she started dating and she isn't dating anymore but her bitchness stayed. ANY IDEAS ON WHAT TO DO?

People piss me off. Just my roommate so i am sleeping on the couch she has the nerve to throw my shoes down stairs for some reason. Then procede to whisper shit about me to her friend and i can hear because she can't whisper that well. SO I yell up to her if she has shit to say stop talking shit behind my back and to my face. She is like I wasn't talking shit I was excuse me i am right here i can fucking hear you. She was like i was being considerate by whispering because i didn't want to wake you up. I was like is that why you just through my shoes at me and one hit the couch because that sure woke me up. Anyways i asked her why she always has a stick up her ass because its getting old and tired of her being a bitch. My guess is she is like my father and will change for a week and go right back to normal.


So any cute names for a doggy day care business that are not already out there?

PSS I just burnt my mac and cheese i fail at life

So I am in the process of possibly trying to open a business. I really want to take a loan out so i can possibly open I want to open a doggy day care. Maybe it will happen!

I miss this summer. I miss all my friends always hanging out, I miss being able to ride my crotch rocket. I miss my roommate actually being nice. I miss camping, streaking around the neibhor hood.

Everything seems screwed up now. My one roommate moved out another moved in . Then the one who was suppose to be like my best friend is the biggest bitch to me now. All my friends are to good to hang out and it feels no one respects me anymore. The only thing that still gives me happiness is my dogs. My dad got remarried after my mom passed away and my sister lives across the us. I don't want to live at this house anymore its uncomfortable and i found myself sticking up for myself last night to my roommate bitch sara. She pushed the last button and i went off for like 40 min on how i felt and i found out that she is a fake uncompassionate piece of shit.

I still love all of you though i promise!