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APRIL 16, 2011 @ 10:16 PM | 5 COMMENTS


Argh! I have been so absent from this site lately and it makes me very SAD!

Life is hectic at the moment!
Trying to find a new job.
We move house in less than a week.
And I have very little money, it's a very crazy stressful time!

On the plus side, I'm pretty confident about the Jayjays job I applied for!
I had to travel to the other end of the state for the face-to-face interview.
10 hours on the bus all up, because I'm a loser and do not drive.
But at the end of the interview they said: "It looks like your trip won't be wasted."
So it looks good. The only thing that could stuff it up is my managers.
They've been really moody lately and if they are called for references when they're in a mood, they may not be too nice about me.
I'm pretty sure they hate me now, but whatevs, I really don't care anymore.
So wish me luck on getting this job!

Also, the house we are moving to is so close to town! Literally like only a ten minute walk!
I'm rather excited about this as it means I can visit my friend Trent more often.
And hit the town as a drunken retard more often!

So fun times ahead it seems!

I may not be on for awhile, moving will mean a lack of internet for awhile!
I'll talk to you all as soon as I've moved in to my new house!

Leave me cute messages and titty pics for when I return!

Love!
MARCH 29, 2011 @ 04:03 AM | 15 COMMENTS


I has a kitty!!!



Isn't she just gorgeous!?



Her name is Princess Camden. Princess for short.
So named because she makes noises and nose twitches that remind me of squirrels and squirrels remind me of Camden Town in London.
And she is my Princess.

I watched Machete today finally! OMG, loved it! I love Robert Rodriguez movies!
Also I had a phone interview today for Store Manager at JayJays!
I should find out in a week or so if i get a second interview.
I hate phone interviews, so awkward!
I much prefer being able to see a person's facial expression when talking to them.

My friend and I are getting bro tats on Friday. The word "Triangle".
Inside joke. Mine is going on my right foot, not sure where hers will be yet.

Love!
Boston
xxx



MARCH 25, 2011 @ 01:56 AM | 2 COMMENTS


I didn't get the job.
I can't say I'm disappointed because I'm not.
It wasn't a job I particularly wanted, but would have gladly accepted to leave my current job.
So the hunt continues!

I needed to get rid of my sappy sad sack blog so I stole some questions from Viking's blog.

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1. When were you happiest?

Hmm. Paris was one of the happiest days of my life.
But as a whole, I guess a year and half ago perhaps.

2. Which living person do you most admire and why?
RDJ. He is an incredibly fantastic actor, and a stunningly gorgeous man but those aren't the reasons I most admire him.
If any of you have ever seen interviews/pictures of him with his wife you'd see how truly loving he is.
He is genuinely in love with his wife and it's really quite adorable and almost sickening but it a "it's so cute it's sick" kind of way.

3. What character trait do you most deplore in others?
There are many things I hate about other people. But mostly I hate other people's need for social interaction with complete strangers. I really don't understand why people crave people they don't know or care about to treat them as if they are best friends. To me it seems so illogical. This is why I hate customer service so much. When the world is run by robots it will be a much nicer place. I realise this makes me completely inhuman and I'm fine with it. I'd rather be Vulcan anyway.

4. And yourself?
I am somewhat emotionally retarded. I manipulate the things people say into something completely different than what they intended and end up causing drama that did not exist. Another reason I wish I was Vulcan. I would lack emotion and everything I do would be based on logic.

5. What's the most expensive thing you've ever bought?
The most expensive thing I've ever personally bought for myself is my Dolce and Gabbana glasses.
With lenses, almost $650. I will finally get them in the next week or two! I can. not. wait!
The most expensive thing I've ever bought anyone else is the Skeleton I bought my mister for his 23rd birthday.

6. What's your most treasured possession?
My engagement ring. A note my mister gave me when we first got together. My Batman dress that my mister bought me for my 18th birthday. The pick that Dan Andriano from Alkaline Trio played with at Soundwave 2009. All the other jewellery my mister has bought me.

7. What would your super-power be?
Time travel or immortality. Or the ability to manipulate people's thoughts/decisions.
I'm just going to be that girl that says "the ability to have all the powers!"
That's right, I went there!

8. What makes you unhappy?
A change in the levels of neurotransmitters in the brain.
Oh, me personally? Boredom mostly. Boredom makes me sad.
My mister or anyone else I care about being sad makes me sad too.

9. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
I'm not as thin as I'd like to be, but that can be fixed with exercise and I'm working on that. smile
I have quite large feet, which makes it difficult to buy pretty shoes and also eww, man feet! I wish I had petite girly feet.
Also my boobs. Having big boobs is awesome because umm, big boobs! But it sucks because it's harder to find lingerie and clothes in general, they fit perfectly everywhere else, just not my boobies. And gravitiy! I want perky boobies dammit! I'm going to get a mastopexy one day.
Overall though, I'm pretty happy with my appearance.

10. What's your most unappealing habit?

When I get angry, I tend to go all Godzilla on the household goods. I break things by throwing them. I don't think about it at the time, I wish I did, if I did I wouldn't throw things. I hate it! Add this to my most hated personal character trait.

11. What's your favorite word?
Cunt. Pretty. Funereal. Lady. Darling. Misery.
My favourite German words are:
augenblick. ausgezeichnet. fantastich.

12. Favorite book and why?

The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath.
It's just fantastic! I really can't explain it, everybody should read it.
Breakfast at Tiffany's is fast becoming a favourite too. I've only just started reading it but it's incredibly captivating.

13. What would be your ideal fancy dress costume of choice?
Oh I love fancy dress! So much!
Mrs. Lovett from Sweeney Todd perhaps?
Or any superhero. Or Marilyn Monroe.
My ideal costume for a man to wear is any of the following: Batman, Sweeney Todd, Sherlock Holmes.
OMNOMNOM!

14. What's your guiltiest pleasure?

MTV/VH1 reality shows like Rock of Love, Charm School, things of that nature.
Also Sex and The City. I love it. I don't care what anyone thinks. I love it. If I could be Carrie Bradshaw for a day, it would be fantastic! I'm not even ashamed.

15. What do you owe your parents?

My life?

16. To whom would you most like to say sorry, and why?
My mister. I treat him so terribly sometimes. I swear I am bi-polar or have some kind of personality disorder.
But he always forgives me no matter what.

17. Which living person do you most despise and why?

One of my co-workers who is also my bosses wife. She is completely incompetant. Yet she gets paid more than anyone on an hourly rate, even me, the manager!
Plus she's a fucking whore. And such a rude bitch sometimes. She certainly has a superiority complex.
I also hate Avril Lavigne. She claims to be (loosely quoted) "a Sid Vicious for the new age" yet she said (once again, loosly quoted) "I don't know who the Sex Pistols are, they're old". How can you claim to be "Sid Vicious" but not know who the "Sex Pistols" are!!??!?! She's a complete fake, punk wannabe.

18. What's the worst job you've ever done?
I worked at Target for awhile and as much as I dislike my current job at present, it certainly is better than Target by far.

19. What's been your biggest dissapointment?

That I lack self-motivation. If I didn't, I'd be my ideal weight by now and have shot a set for SG.

20. When did you last cry and why?

Hmm, Sunday. My mister and I had a fight the night before due to my stupid drunkeness.

21. What single thing would improve the quality of your life?
New job. Or going to Uni full-time but still being able to afford paying off my debts.

22. What keeps you awake at night?

Simply my inability to sleep.

23. How would you like to be remembered?
I really don't think I care all that much. I'd like to not be hated at least but as long as I'm remembered I'm not to phased as to how people remember me.

24. What's the most important lesson life has taught you?
That nothing is simple. Things are hard but you've got to take the good with the bad. Without the bad times how would we know when the good times were. It's corny and cliche but it wouldn't be cliche if there wasn't a little truth to it.

25. What one film would you recommend and why?
Just one film? Only one? I can't pick just one!
See my top ten movies. Ask me why, and I'll tell you. smile



Anyone have any awesome plans for the weekend?
I've got work, and a bunch of cleaning. frown
But tomorrow night I'm going out for tea with my mister and then having a drunken girls night with some friends.

Love,
Boston
xxx

MARCH 23, 2011 @ 03:36 PM | 4 COMMENTS


I have a job interview in a couple of hours. It's not for anything fantastic, but at least it'd get me out of my current job. It's a receptionist position at a real estate agency. It'll give me admin experience which is something I need. So wish me luck, I guess.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

In other news, I find myself more and more depressed lately.
I am not really happy with any aspect of my life at the moment.
I had an argument with my mister the other night and usually after these (as we argue often, but never anything too serious) things go back to normal, but this time I find him being rather distant. He has a lot of school work at the moment and maybe it's just that, but I feel like I have to force affection on him and I really don't like it. I haven't really had a chance to talk to him about it as I don't want to make him angry and have his schoolwork suffer, so I guess I have to wait until the weekend to bring it up.
I have not had a full day off from work in awhile, this sunday will be my first one for some time and I get to spend the entire day cleaning the house. Not my idea of a good time.
I suppose I could have prevented this by cleaning after work, but I have no motivation when I get home to do so. I usually would do so Thursday nights when my mister is at work, but I have to work tonight because of my job interview so that's not going to happen either.
I honestly think that if I just felt a little more loved, I'd care about everything else more, how pathetic is that?
How lonely must I be to feel like that?
Sorry to bore you all with this rubbish, but that's why I spoilered it.
End rant.



Love,
Boston


MARCH 19, 2011 @ 03:02 PM | 4 COMMENTS


I shouldn't drink.
It fucks me up.
And turns me into a monster.
Not the cool Monsters Inc. kind either.
More like Godzilla.



I really wish I could just quit my job and go to school.
If only I didn't have to pay off my eurotrip.
I'm not even sure it was really worth it.


I'm not even sure anything is.
MARCH 17, 2011 @ 01:34 AM | 4 COMMENTS


I haven't blogged for awhile so, commence blog!
After all the boring stuff, you get to see a picture of my freshly tattooed head, so it's worth it lol!

My birthday has been and gone. My mister made me pink pikelets!

Omnomnom!


Aaaaand he bought me Chanel Bath Gel and Soap!!!

He is such a good boy!

Now I smell even more like Marilyn than I already did!


The so called party was a complete and total let down. Sad face.
Myself, my mister and my best boy friend were the only ones to really dress up.
Everyone else went with "whore couture" lol and they were all off their heads on acid when we got there.
We had fun just chilling outside though while everyone else was freaking out because there were cupcakes.
I don't really have any pictures of my outfit other than this:

And this is what my mister wore:


Here's a couple of random pictures of myself I took last week.

Oh man, I love instagram!


And now, the moment you've all been waiting for:
MY HEAD TATTOO!

It didn't even hurt! It tickled a little though hehe.


I am so happy with it!!!


Love, Love, Love!

- Boston xxx
MARCH 3, 2011 @ 01:09 AM | 9 COMMENTS


Hello Lovelies,

I missed you all too much!
I'm over my little hissy fit, mostly.
Yes life is hard, but surely it's not just me.
I'm still sad but what can I do?
I actually think I may be a little bi-polar... confused

I applied for two legal admin jobs today.
One of which I'm almost certain I won't get as I have no experience working in a law firm, but how can you get experience without being given a chance?
Silly reallly.

This saturday my boss is getting married.
I do not support this marriage at all, his wife to be is one of my employees. She is a spoilt little slut.
He has recently been informed that she has been cheating on him for years but has either chosen to ignore it or she has denied it and he has been stupid enough to believe her.
I have not voiced my opinion, work is tense enough at the moment without that.
So I'll smile and congratulate him and pretend I'm happy for him.
I'll be wearing black to symbolise how funereal this event is.

On a much happier note, SUNDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
Due to the wedding though I will not be partying this weekend. Sad face.
But I'm sure my fiance will spoil me and we shall get our drink on and be merry.
(Note: in this context "merry" means wasted. It may also include my first visit to a titty bar. XD)

Next weekend however, is party time!
Rocky Horror themed joint birthday with my favourite girly.
We'll be getting bro tats for our birthday's as soon as we can book in!

hmm... That is all.


Love, Love, Love!!!

Boston




FEBRUARY 25, 2011 @ 05:19 PM | 3 COMMENTS


Hello Friends,

I may not be around for awhile.
Life is a pile of bullshit at the moment.
My job/employees/customers are stressing me out much more than need be at the moment and it's really doing my head in.
Add to that massive amounts of bills and debt.
Add to that trying to look for a new job.
Add to that being completely depressed and unhappy about myself because I have no time to just be myself.
Add to that constant bickering and arguing with the people I care about.

Basically I am completely depressed and just want to crawl into a hole and die.
So that's what I'm going to do, minus the "die" part, although I feel like that sometimes.
I'm just going to take some time to work out what I really want/need and fix the things I can and try to accept the things I can't.



Take care SG.
FEBRUARY 12, 2011 @ 10:20 PM | 14 COMMENTS


Hello Lovelies!

Job hunt is going meh. I want a job I'm going to enjoy or at least not hate and it is not a very easy task.
I've applied for a job as a Junior Legal Secretary at the state's most prestigious law firm.
I fit all of the selection criteria perfectly, the only issue is my age.
Junior generally means eighteen, not almost twenty-one.
(On another note: Fuck I just realised I'm almost TWENTY-ONE, I really don't feel that old, not that it is old, it's just wow, what have I been doing with my life for that long?)
Hopefully they look past my age and I at least get an interview, I'll be happy if I get an interview, even if I am unsuccessful, at least I tried.
It's basically my dream job.
(I should find out this week hopefully, fingers crossed. "I hope I get a jobby, I've my fingers crossed. Crossed. Crossed. Crossed.")

Tonight I am having either Pizza Hut or McDonalds for tea, depending on what the mister would like.
This will be my last take-out/junk food until my victory take-out when I have lost 5kgs(11lbs).
I've said this before, but this time I promised myself and my mister.
(When me and my mister make a promise, it's legit. If we promise each other something, there is no way we will break that promise!)
I am sick of looking in the mirror and seeing what my body should look like, compared to what it does.
I'm not overweight, but I'm not healthy. I need toning and to lose some weight.
I'm not going to go crazy, I just want to be healthy.
I'm giving myself two months to lose the intial 5kgs, I will walk to work everyday and do half an hour on the treadmill every day. Plus crunches and whatnot for half an hour every day too.
Wish me luck!

My lovely friend and I are planning our birthday party this week.
She is one year and six days younger than me but we're having a joint birthday party because we are awesome.
If anyone is so inclined, I am a fan of surprises!

In other news:
WHY HAS THIS SET NOT MADE FRONT PAGE YET?
WHY DOES THIS SET HAVE ONLY 700 COMMENTS?

Cruella - Pirateology Storytime



This is my favourite set, ever!!!



Please go leave some love!
This set is absolutely fantastic, Cruella is absolutely fantastic!
This set needs to go LIVE!

Other sets that need to go live:

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MadDame - Purple Trash Pop
Only 400 comments?


Voodou - Red Robot C63
Only 700 comments?


_Atticus - Glitter Celebrations
Only 600 comments?




Hopeful sets to look forward to:



Actually everything in the queue looks really good. These are just my current faves.


This is my new favourite picture of me:


Love!

FEBRUARY 4, 2011 @ 07:32 AM | 9 COMMENTS


Hello Lovelies,

How is eveyone?
I'm currently on the hunt for a new job because of sick of the double standard bullshit that is going on at my current job. Loooong story.
I've found a couple to apply for but nothing amazing so far. Such is life in boring old Tasmania though.

I'm going to see Black Swan tomorrow. Sex scene between Mila Kunis and Natalie Portman.
I've dreamt of this day. Both absolutely adorable ladies who I would do very dirty things to if given the oppurtunity.

My mission to lose weight is a fail, mostly attributed to hating work and coming home and eating comfort food at the moment. But hey while I may not have lost any weight, at least hsven't gained any. It's my birthday in four weeks and one day and I plan losing at least 3kg between now and then, can I do it? I sure as hell fucking hope so.

I got my phone bill from whilst I was overseas and let's just say I'm not impressed, I bought a cap to avoid having to pay a shitload but with all their hidden fees and bullshit that I had no idea about due to lack of talking to an actual person (my phone company required me to do it all online) I have to pay a whole bunch more that I really cannot afford ad I only have ten days to do so. I really hope I can get and extension.

This is basically my life lately.
Go to work in a place I hate, come home feeling as if I have accomplished nothing for the day, be too depressed and sad to workout or do anything productive, get high and eat shitty food whilst watching shitty tv. I'm in a funk, and not an awesome funk like "won't you take me to funky town" kind of funk but a "I hate my life and want to start again" kind of funk.

I feel so disconnected from society/people lately. Whatever. Nobody reads this thing anyway.
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