well, well, well...
...guess who's back?!
just going through the old emails, and found someone sent me a 3 month subscription redemption thing!
to whomever sent it, you are awesome, much love to you!
Now, whats changed since the last post, my god 2 years ago!
...erm.. i lost weight, lopped the hair off (alot at 1st, its got long again in a year of growth) and went from living in Newcastle, to working back at home in Teesside, whilst still paying off my house in the Toon... party house pretty much, whilst im working 5 days a week, and stealing the parentals hospitality for now
just trying to sort my life out, which is chaotic as i'm now in-between counties (50 miles between houses, woop) so am missing my best friends in onw town, and seeing old friends in the other! madness, i tell you!
well, better close this.. im back, SG galore, and life is pretty sweet.
Mart/Bodge x
...guess who's back?!
just going through the old emails, and found someone sent me a 3 month subscription redemption thing!
to whomever sent it, you are awesome, much love to you!
Now, whats changed since the last post, my god 2 years ago!
...erm.. i lost weight, lopped the hair off (alot at 1st, its got long again in a year of growth) and went from living in Newcastle, to working back at home in Teesside, whilst still paying off my house in the Toon... party house pretty much, whilst im working 5 days a week, and stealing the parentals hospitality for now
just trying to sort my life out, which is chaotic as i'm now in-between counties (50 miles between houses, woop) so am missing my best friends in onw town, and seeing old friends in the other! madness, i tell you!
well, better close this.. im back, SG galore, and life is pretty sweet.
Mart/Bodge x
Well, its been a while!
whats changed since i last frequented here? well, i'm 21 now, i'm living in Newcastle with 3 immense friends, i've spent far too much money buying guitars, and i have to travel 40 mins by train to get to my job til i find one in the 'Toon.
and, well, thats about it, sadly.... still a geeky mofo, still into playing music and computer games (not at the same time mind, unless its guitar hero) and still sadly single, but i sharn't complain, as i've had a steady job taking over my life (5 days a week, over 40+ hours).
now that thats cut down due to living away (well, still around 40 hours, but with 3 days off, can anyone say knackered, much?) maybe, just mabe, this furry mofo i see in the mirror can find someone who likes him (or someone who likes Chewbacca, i'm close enough).
but, i doubt it somewhat, for any time i look, nothing happens, so just gonna chill in the new pad, coast the town with friends, and see how life goes, as for now its looking non-too-shabb for once
whats changed since i last frequented here? well, i'm 21 now, i'm living in Newcastle with 3 immense friends, i've spent far too much money buying guitars, and i have to travel 40 mins by train to get to my job til i find one in the 'Toon.
and, well, thats about it, sadly.... still a geeky mofo, still into playing music and computer games (not at the same time mind, unless its guitar hero) and still sadly single, but i sharn't complain, as i've had a steady job taking over my life (5 days a week, over 40+ hours).
now that thats cut down due to living away (well, still around 40 hours, but with 3 days off, can anyone say knackered, much?) maybe, just mabe, this furry mofo i see in the mirror can find someone who likes him (or someone who likes Chewbacca, i'm close enough).
but, i doubt it somewhat, for any time i look, nothing happens, so just gonna chill in the new pad, coast the town with friends, and see how life goes, as for now its looking non-too-shabb for once
is it wrong to happily except regection?
i ask you, the sort-of general public, to me at least, is it a bad thing that when i show some interest in a lady, i automatically know i'm gonna be turned down?
1st time in almost half a year i've told someone i like them, and had the "...yeah, but..." story. well, 3rd time in a year, but who's counting.
*raises hand* damn it all...
i don't know why i sorta felt satisfied when i said to her "don't worry, i've heard it all before, i'll get over it" since she looked more distraught than me... seems i've dealt with rejection more than people have dealt it out... aw, diddums/bless yr cotton socks etc.
why the hell am i used to all this shite, and how come i never find anyone???
honestly, tell me whats wrong with me! i can list a few, but thats just me hating me, as per usual, but hey... nobody likes my look/weight it seems...
...at least i aint the only one...
love,kisses, n all that crap i never get,
Martin "Bodger"/"unlucky cunt" batchelor
x Selibate til i die, it Seems x
i ask you, the sort-of general public, to me at least, is it a bad thing that when i show some interest in a lady, i automatically know i'm gonna be turned down?
1st time in almost half a year i've told someone i like them, and had the "...yeah, but..." story. well, 3rd time in a year, but who's counting.
*raises hand* damn it all...
i don't know why i sorta felt satisfied when i said to her "don't worry, i've heard it all before, i'll get over it" since she looked more distraught than me... seems i've dealt with rejection more than people have dealt it out... aw, diddums/bless yr cotton socks etc.
why the hell am i used to all this shite, and how come i never find anyone???
honestly, tell me whats wrong with me! i can list a few, but thats just me hating me, as per usual, but hey... nobody likes my look/weight it seems...
...at least i aint the only one...
love,kisses, n all that crap i never get,
Martin "Bodger"/"unlucky cunt" batchelor
x Selibate til i die, it Seems x
i'm bored, getting ready for work, and decide its quicker to re-heat last nights pizza from the night out than cook any food.... ended up throwing up.
so i phone up work and say to my manager "i can't work tonight (as its food shift) because i've been throwing up" so i'm following work's procedure of not allowing sick people (or peeps with le shits) work around food and drink....
and they say okay bodge,so your ill, don't come in tonight, by the way, because of this your gonna get a disciplinery....
...wtf!...
can't a man be ill anymore???
cunts
so i may lose my job because i've phoned in and followed their rules.... glad i have a copy of my contract in my house, im gonna find it and highlight the parts that state i cant work around food when ill... then smack it into my managers face....
/rant
i do believe that my ex was wierd before, now she's posted a MySpaz bulletin slagging me off, and a boy (whom i know/mates with) saying he's not liking her n seems to be acting like i did....
...maybe its coz we're SANE!!!!!...
...plus the girl i do like is helluva hot, even her sis says go for it, then one of her mates starts stalking me...
...how the hell do i attract these types....
...maybe its coz we're SANE!!!!!...
...plus the girl i do like is helluva hot, even her sis says go for it, then one of her mates starts stalking me...
...how the hell do i attract these types....
well... it took only one week into a relationship to get the " i like you alot...but... speech... i think that's a new record.
so...damnit... 5 years-ish of singularity to hear i like you but...
A) your'e not my usual type
B) i fear everyone you know (supposedly i know everyone ever?!) will hunt me
3) since ur'e a big V, i fear i'll hurt you....
... i'm sorry but i think you'll agree these are piss-poor excuses...
...women...
...bah.......humbug
so...damnit... 5 years-ish of singularity to hear i like you but...
A) your'e not my usual type
B) i fear everyone you know (supposedly i know everyone ever?!) will hunt me
3) since ur'e a big V, i fear i'll hurt you....
... i'm sorry but i think you'll agree these are piss-poor excuses...
...women...
...bah.......humbug
Well, it's taken long enough, but i've finally done something i never expected....
...love ya Hollie
Only took me about 4 years.... cant believe it atm!
short post, gotta plan a day out.
peace out
...love ya Hollie
Only took me about 4 years.... cant believe it atm!
short post, gotta plan a day out.
peace out
well.... im poor again, but what a weekend!
thursday started it off with a usual rock night excursion, followed by house partying til 8am...at the train station *cough*
friday i was "ill" from work, so me n my mate J went to, supposedly, the Best friday rock/alt/indie club in boro, safe to say i stood out in 3/4 lengths n shirt, as everyone else had generic indie/emo cut #2,3 n 5, and all looked like a H&M advert..... origional.
then saturday i worked my ass off, but hey, todays sunday, and the Town close to me's holding a free festival !clicky here with FUCKING SKINDRED!! and ZEBRAHEAD!! not too shabby, Middlesbrough, non too shabby...
...off to get pissed, and yes, i'm writing this at 10 to 10 in the morning, thats how good this day is
thursday started it off with a usual rock night excursion, followed by house partying til 8am...at the train station *cough*
friday i was "ill" from work, so me n my mate J went to, supposedly, the Best friday rock/alt/indie club in boro, safe to say i stood out in 3/4 lengths n shirt, as everyone else had generic indie/emo cut #2,3 n 5, and all looked like a H&M advert..... origional.
then saturday i worked my ass off, but hey, todays sunday, and the Town close to me's holding a free festival !clicky here with FUCKING SKINDRED!! and ZEBRAHEAD!! not too shabby, Middlesbrough, non too shabby...
...off to get pissed, and yes, i'm writing this at 10 to 10 in the morning, thats how good this day is
This week has rocked!!
played a gig on monday, and for once not only had a crowd, but a crowd that liked us *shock horror!*
even got asked for a CD, which we're in dire need of recording again.
tuesday we went to the beach, and although haggard winds, was a real nice day.
past 2 days partying it up with mates, n todays all nice n summerey-ish
only problem is the 4 straight days working my ass of for min wage
but hey, itll be okay....
played a gig on monday, and for once not only had a crowd, but a crowd that liked us *shock horror!*
even got asked for a CD, which we're in dire need of recording again.
tuesday we went to the beach, and although haggard winds, was a real nice day.
past 2 days partying it up with mates, n todays all nice n summerey-ish
only problem is the 4 straight days working my ass of for min wage
but hey, itll be okay....ugh... drunken hangoverness ness....
ive learn't when a lady asks you to down a drink of polish vodka with her, and then you both simultaneously throw up, its a random yet highly amusing thing.
also, Toys R Us whilst wearing shades is the best hangover cure ever....
...todays party rocked!
ive learn't when a lady asks you to down a drink of polish vodka with her, and then you both simultaneously throw up, its a random yet highly amusing thing.
also, Toys R Us whilst wearing shades is the best hangover cure ever....
...todays party rocked!
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