Hello!
Sorry it's been so long, life has been a regular crazytown lately. I'm in my senior year in college and it's been over whelming trying to get everything done so I can graduate on time, not that I want to. I'm currently taking 20 credits and I'm working on two restoration projects so I have NO free time. It sucks. You know you're in the homestretch of college when your idea of a study break is applying for jobs. I'm hoping something works out, especially since I'm getting cut off from my rents on the day of graduation. Talk about stressful. Anyway, otherwise than the craziness life is good, still breathing so I can't really complain too much. I'll try and stay more in touch and I need to get the ball rolling for another photoshoot. I've kinda been in hiatus from modeling lately. I'm going to get some more work on my arm today!!! Hopefully it gets finished soon, I hate having unfinished tattoos. Well anyway, have a good one.

Hello all. Things of have been nuts, as I said in my last blog I have been traveling a lot. It's been a blast but I'm getting a little worn out. I guess its a combo of always on the go and partying too hard. Thank you all who have commented on my photoset. I was really nervous about posting it and how it would be recieved. I'm excited to do another photoshoot and hopefully I can blow the last one out of the water. I really want to change my title as a hopeful.
But anyway, life is hectic, just like I like it. I get bored easily and school is about to start again for me in a week, so I'm gonna have to settle down a little bit. I gotta get all responsible and shit. Especially since I"m hopefully graduating in the spring and my parents are cutting me off the day of graduation. Talk about pressure. Also I have to move out of my place at the end of august and I don't have another place lined up yet. Again talk about pressure. I'm definitely been slaking lately, but you know sometimes you just have to kick back and have some fun. I needed it to get refocused and realize what i want and need to do. But now its time to settle down after I get back from Canada and put my big girl panties on. But anyway, the party is starting...get crazy tonight, who cares that it's a monday night.

Sorry it's been so long. I have been traveling and staying at friend's houses. So i haven't really had access to computer very often. I'm getting tattooed tomorrow!!! Then I'm off to visit my parents. It's been hectic this summer but I love it. The last three weeks have been one big party. I'm starting to feel a little rough from all the raging. Hope you all are having a great summer.

I love being busy, but it makes it hard to get some of those important things done. I have been causing alot of trouble...too many men in my life. So many hard decisions, I can't help it, it's too much fun. I went out clubbing last night and got geeked on energy drinks since I don't drink alcohol. And being up for two days straight made me a little nuts. But anyway got stuck dancing up on the stage and when you're sober it's a little scary. But whatever. And of course some of my tattoos show when I get dressed up and all the girls I work with wanted to see them and so my outfit got pulled up and I got put on display. Its one of those things that its kind of flattering but annoying at the same time. What I hate the most in when strangers insist on touching my tattoos especially without asking. I haven't done a shoot with my new tattoos yet, but now that I have a 3/4 sleeve I find strangers grabbing my arm to check them out, which freaks me out. I have a bubble and I really like to keep it from getting popped. I get a little angry and defensive. but whatever, I just talk about it because it happens a lot when I go clubbing. I attract a lot of creepers too. But I know the head of security there so he looks out for me which is awesome. But anyway it's SATURDAY. I'm stoked even though its gonna be a long weekend of homework. ick, but have an awesome memorial day weenkend.

So...I just got this job doing promo work for a night club on friday nights, which I thought was awesome becaue it won't conflict with school, but every day I swear something new is coming up for a friday this summer that I have to go to, so I'm gonna quit today. I hate quitting, but there's no point in wasting their time and getting fired because I'm gonna miss three fridays in june, at least two in July, and be gone all of september now. Oh well, it would have been nice to have the extra money and I hate letting people down, but it's gotta be done. I hate quitting anything.

So my first complaint of the day is that I hate baby momma drama. My best friend has a kid and every great once and awhile she calls and rips him apart. There's nothing like ruining an awesome dinner with my best friends family and watching him get all torn up even though he's done nothing wrong. But dinner was awesome, when you're a poor college student who's parents live 300 miles away, there is nothing better than someone's family inviting you over for dinner. I'm vegan and hate being a pain in the ass so of course I tell people to not go out of their way to accommodate me, so I missed out on some awesome looking food, but it was still good. My second complaint is that school is raping me this week, there's nothing like being over your head in homework, so I'm gonna be pulling a couple of all-nighters this week. But whatever, I'd rather be in school than working right now. The good news is that is memorial day weekend this weekend and I'm totally taking advantage of the extra day to create some chaos. I'm such a punk and I love it. Maybe I'll go get tattooed this weekend, that would be awesome. I have so much in progress right now and its driving me nuts. My upper back is almost finished and I need a few sessions before I finish my sleeve. I don't have much else to say, I haven't been causing much trouble lately because I have been so busy. My brain is totally scattered I think it's gonna be necessary for me to get in some meditation today and maybe I'll use my recorded hypnotist session to motivate myself to focus on the school work I need to get done. Well anyway I need to get back to work. Have a good day.

So...this is my first ever blog, just as fair warning before you venture on. I spent the weekend up in National Forest land for school. I always have mixed feelings about trips out to the middle of nowhere. Its nice to be far away from all the chaos I cause and participate in at home, but there is work to be done, which often requires internet or cell phone service. But I survived and loved it none-the-less. I was sorely disappointed however, when the bunkhouse I was staying in didn't live up to the stories I'd heard. I figured it most likely was not haunted, but was curious when I offerred my room up to our TA so he didn't have to share a room and he looked freaked and said no way, but thanks. Sadly, no bumps in the night, just the eerie dark silence that only the woods can really engulf you in. But I'm happy to be back to the metropolitan and back to causing trouble. It's only Sun night so lets see what this week holds in store.
Help me out please!! I'm new to all of this and I need friends and advice. Cause some trouble tonight.
Blueringed