Six month-aversary with My Love on Friday. I need to get her something super duper special; she's amazing and awesome and everything I've ever wanted in a person. I am ridiculously in love with her and I thank suicidegirls chat and the fact that she was bored over Thanksgiving break or some shite and decided to log in. She's beautiful, intelligent, and well...perfect (for me). Brittneymae I love you and I am so lucky that you love me, I am more lucky that you love me than anyone will ever know you are the most amazing, giving, sweet, loving, awesome woman on the planet.
P.S. I am sorry that I won't be able to buy you flowers right away on Friday and things; I promise I will do that as soon as I possibly can.
P.S. I am sorry that I won't be able to buy you flowers right away on Friday and things; I promise I will do that as soon as I possibly can.
Things are going pretty awesomely as of late. I am currently, again being a guardian to the one I love as she sleeps. I've made dinner and coffee as per her request and yet she fell asleep so I am here with a much-needed update.
Karing for Kendra Facebook
Paypal My information is bubblieone@live.com
Here's the deal. She has a friend who is basically her little sister who as of April 4, 2013 was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. She was immediately admitted into the Cheyenne Regional Medical Center and the doctor being an amazing doctor admitted she was not familiar with treating this type of Leukemia so they sent her to Denver. She's been there for the last month or so. This girl is only 18 years old and really only wants to walk for graduation. Her case was pretty severe, they were afraid it was in her brain for awhile; also 85% of her bone marrow was infected with the leukemia. She's got a good chance; but because the chemo was SO severe and intense a treatment she has lost her hair already and has no immune system at all, basically and she was supposed to come home this last week but she has pnuemonia. Most of the time pneumonia or some other infection is what can and does kill people who have cancer. This girl is like a sister to my girlfriend and every time we try to talk about her my girl either shuts it down or starts to cry. Seeing photos of her little sis with no hair made her cry harder than I've ever seen. She's a beautiful soul, my girlfriend. Anyway, that said we're trying to do everything we can to raise money to help with just the costs of her family being able to visit her down in Denver (2 hour drive from Cheyene.) I am asking for money once again from SG; but not for myself or my girl but or someone near and dear who really is hanging in there and a figher; but still the comfort of having her family there I'm certain s helping her keep up that fight.
Karing for Kendra Facebook
I am posting my paypal account simply because I meant to do a chipin but that site is down, also her family doesn't know yet that I am doing this, I want to do this as a graduation gift for her and I'm certain they don't have a paypal set up as I've asked about it before and been told they're doing more Cheyenne based fundraising, t-shirt sales and such. That said, here is my paypal information, I'm merely asking for a donation of any sort *if* you can afford it.
Paypal bubblieone@live.com is my information
Karing for Kendra Facebook
Paypal My information is bubblieone@live.com
Here's the deal. She has a friend who is basically her little sister who as of April 4, 2013 was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. She was immediately admitted into the Cheyenne Regional Medical Center and the doctor being an amazing doctor admitted she was not familiar with treating this type of Leukemia so they sent her to Denver. She's been there for the last month or so. This girl is only 18 years old and really only wants to walk for graduation. Her case was pretty severe, they were afraid it was in her brain for awhile; also 85% of her bone marrow was infected with the leukemia. She's got a good chance; but because the chemo was SO severe and intense a treatment she has lost her hair already and has no immune system at all, basically and she was supposed to come home this last week but she has pnuemonia. Most of the time pneumonia or some other infection is what can and does kill people who have cancer. This girl is like a sister to my girlfriend and every time we try to talk about her my girl either shuts it down or starts to cry. Seeing photos of her little sis with no hair made her cry harder than I've ever seen. She's a beautiful soul, my girlfriend. Anyway, that said we're trying to do everything we can to raise money to help with just the costs of her family being able to visit her down in Denver (2 hour drive from Cheyene.) I am asking for money once again from SG; but not for myself or my girl but or someone near and dear who really is hanging in there and a figher; but still the comfort of having her family there I'm certain s helping her keep up that fight.
Karing for Kendra Facebook
I am posting my paypal account simply because I meant to do a chipin but that site is down, also her family doesn't know yet that I am doing this, I want to do this as a graduation gift for her and I'm certain they don't have a paypal set up as I've asked about it before and been told they're doing more Cheyenne based fundraising, t-shirt sales and such. That said, here is my paypal information, I'm merely asking for a donation of any sort *if* you can afford it.
Paypal bubblieone@live.com is my information
I feel like a guardian, I watch her as she sleeps. Tonight her slumber seems peaceful; I am used to snores and movement; but tonight her sleep is so still. Her face is beautiful all flushed and tranquil and here I am watching that beautiful face, overwhelmed with the joy that she is in my bed and we are here together and yet worrying that her sleep is too peaceful and perhaps she's having a nightmare that she's trapped in. Yes, I know I pessimism is not usually my thing. She's just the most amazing woman in the world and I want to protect her from everything. She is so unspoiled and sweet; I am torn between the times I want her to live her life to the fullest no matter what that might entail and the times I want to protect her from everything and keep her for myself alone. I will remember the balance, I will remember the knowledge I have gained, I will be her protector and she will still live her life to the fullest. I will just be there to catch her before she falls when life trips her up. I will be there to patch her up when life doesn't trip her so much as it tosses her down and I will be there through everything to support her in her life and her choices. I love you, Brittneymae
My girlfriend is just amazing! She's perfect for me and I absolutely adore her; it's time to make my life work better for her. I'm done putting things I should be doing on hold, I'm done not doing enough for us to be comfortable and I am done not feeling as if *I* do enough. I *need* to work more, to achieve my goals; I need a degree that allows for me to get a job that will be a career; one that will allow me to be a better provider for us. It's done, I'm over being lazy and just getting by in life. I'm not doing this just for her, I'm doing this just for us. I WILL do it for me and for her and for us
Yay! Wyoming! I kinda love it here, I absolutely love my girl and yet, I totally miss MrBW and Mexicore and Panda, I don't know her new name yet. They were the best roommates *ever*. The only thing that makes this house here awesome is that my girlfriend is here 
. So far, so good, now if my job could do me a favor and give me my money that I've been making that would be AWESOME. Check out my albums for photos of me and the lovely lady; she's gorgeous and those photos we have together are awesome.
. So far, so good, now if my job could do me a favor and give me my money that I've been making that would be AWESOME. Check out my albums for photos of me and the lovely lady; she's gorgeous and those photos we have together are awesome. I could still use a bit of help just in case the kind person who was willing to cover my baggage costs is unable to do so fully, if anyone can give a little I'd appreciate it, I had plans to work this week and then move the 21, but the airfare for the 16th was cheaper than the airfare for the 21 by half and as fate would have it, I was sick this week! YAY, immune system! BlossomMovinDay
I have 6 days and I will be in Wyoming
That said, I will be there with a place to live and somebody to love and I will be doing everything I can to better my life for and with her. She has already enriched my life and now I am going to be doing everything that I can to make certain that my life is better than it has ever been so that she and I can have the future that we want. I gotta say it's been two months of absolute amazingness. I find that in the past I found the broken, the weak, the ones who were hiding something from themselves and the rest of the world. I've never just found someone who was simply themselves with all their flaws and yet here she is, perfectly herself. Working on becoming the person she wants to be and someone who for some reason has been entrusted to me by fate, the universe, whatever you want to say...
BlossomMovinDay
I have 6 days and I will be in Wyoming
That said, I will be there with a place to live and somebody to love and I will be doing everything I can to better my life for and with her. She has already enriched my life and now I am going to be doing everything that I can to make certain that my life is better than it has ever been so that she and I can have the future that we want. I gotta say it's been two months of absolute amazingness. I find that in the past I found the broken, the weak, the ones who were hiding something from themselves and the rest of the world. I've never just found someone who was simply themselves with all their flaws and yet here she is, perfectly herself. Working on becoming the person she wants to be and someone who for some reason has been entrusted to me by fate, the universe, whatever you want to say...
BlossomMovinDay
Well, thanks to some very nice people, I found a ticket for 52.90; from Phoenix to Denver and I have someone who can drive to Denver to pick me up and drive me back up to Cheyenne. I leave Phoenix and it's warmth at 12:05PM Wednesday Jan. 16, 2013. Provided I can find a ride to the airport and things. I leave for the cold embrace of a Wyoming winter (and I have no winter coat). The rest of my troubles have already been resolved thanks to a kind friend, thank you...you know who you are! . Basically as of Wednesday January 16, 2013 I will be a resident of Wyoming! I will be freezing sorta but that's ok, because I will have someone to keep me warm.
Blossom Movin Day
The last link was apparently the wrong link, silly chipin that site is confusing!
So, I gotta move, we're being asked to leave our home and I am working my butt off to get the money needed for a rental car and things so that I can head for Wyoming. I have a special lady there and such; but more than that I have offers for school in that state as well. I am not confident that I will be caught up in my bills here in order to be able to move. My tentative move date is 1/21/2013. I will have a 14 hour drive to Wyoming and things and will need gas as well, to get there. I want to get settled in, in Wyoming and then come back to help chat house clean and get ready for their own respective moves in February. That said, I've started a chip in for moving costs as I am in straights for cash and while I *am* working I still want to be sure I have the ability to get there as fast as possible and also have bill money and things. Every little bit helps, I totally understand if you don't want to or can't help I'm merely asking it is NOT expected.
Blossom Movin Day
P.S. I am entirely "too gay looking" for my family to take me back in, in Kansas and I am just at that point where I don't want to be a burden on my friends, I've done that for far too long.
The last link was apparently the wrong link, silly chipin that site is confusing!
So, I gotta move, we're being asked to leave our home and I am working my butt off to get the money needed for a rental car and things so that I can head for Wyoming. I have a special lady there and such; but more than that I have offers for school in that state as well. I am not confident that I will be caught up in my bills here in order to be able to move. My tentative move date is 1/21/2013. I will have a 14 hour drive to Wyoming and things and will need gas as well, to get there. I want to get settled in, in Wyoming and then come back to help chat house clean and get ready for their own respective moves in February. That said, I've started a chip in for moving costs as I am in straights for cash and while I *am* working I still want to be sure I have the ability to get there as fast as possible and also have bill money and things. Every little bit helps, I totally understand if you don't want to or can't help I'm merely asking it is NOT expected.
Blossom Movin Day
P.S. I am entirely "too gay looking" for my family to take me back in, in Kansas and I am just at that point where I don't want to be a burden on my friends, I've done that for far too long.
Blossom Movin Day
So, I gotta move, we're being asked to leave our home and I am working my butt off to get the money needed for a rental car and things so that I can head for Wyoming. I have a special lady there and such; but more than that I have offers for school in that state as well. I am not confident that I will be caught up in my bills here in order to be able to move. My tentative move date is 1/21/2013. I will have a 14 hour drive to Wyoming and things and will need gas as well, to get there. I want to get settled in, in Wyoming and then come back to help chat house clean and get ready for their own respective moves in February. That said, I've started a chip in for moving costs as I am in straights for cash and while I *am* working I still want to be sure I have the ability to get there as fast as possible and also have bill money and things. Every little bit helps, I totally understand if you don't want to or can't help I'm merely asking it is NOT expected.
Blossom Movin Day
P.S. Let me just add I am currently "too gay looking" for my family to take me in and being a burden on my friends is not something I need to do, I have done that long enough. I think going to a place with a much lower cost of living and such is a fantastic idea.
So, I gotta move, we're being asked to leave our home and I am working my butt off to get the money needed for a rental car and things so that I can head for Wyoming. I have a special lady there and such; but more than that I have offers for school in that state as well. I am not confident that I will be caught up in my bills here in order to be able to move. My tentative move date is 1/21/2013. I will have a 14 hour drive to Wyoming and things and will need gas as well, to get there. I want to get settled in, in Wyoming and then come back to help chat house clean and get ready for their own respective moves in February. That said, I've started a chip in for moving costs as I am in straights for cash and while I *am* working I still want to be sure I have the ability to get there as fast as possible and also have bill money and things. Every little bit helps, I totally understand if you don't want to or can't help I'm merely asking it is NOT expected.
Blossom Movin Day
P.S. Let me just add I am currently "too gay looking" for my family to take me in and being a burden on my friends is not something I need to do, I have done that long enough. I think going to a place with a much lower cost of living and such is a fantastic idea.
