Truly hating the days when my son needs to go to his mother...My house is never so empty when he isnt here...
so another year has come and gone and yet again i still am a renewed member.....
finally got the internet on my own puter....but of course i need to upgrade all of my OS stuff....it is very frustrating to not be able to do alot on line when you are a slacker for so long that i have to still work with 9.2, however i got 10.4 and of course stupid me didnt realize that i need a dvd drive to install it so now i have to return it for a special copy of 10.4 on cd so i can upgrade.......or i could just get a dvd drive.....but where to go, what to get.....so many choices......any ideas....i've got a OLD g4 non dual 466 with no special shit on it...i really need to just swallow my pride and buy a new system...eh...who knows.....the only thing that i seem to be able to do it my photography....even though i would rather be in the dark room, digital is going ok...
as for my newest addtion to my rides.....nothing yet...still need to find someone to install the new windshield that i paid $750 for, only cause i dont want to trash the trim...I would never find it again....i cant even find badging for it.....F-in A!!!
but for those who really do care, my health has hit the shits.......between lyme, herniated L5 liver issues, adult onset asthma and crappy dental coverage, I am just falling apart...but alas i dont care...im somewhat happy....thinking about moving back to indianapolis seriously this time......i would just fit in better around there....between the hawk and the ink and the various holes compared to the camo and hunting mindset in good ole Pennsyltucky i think that i would just be splendid THERE....
well good luck and enjoy the pretty ladies...
finally got the internet on my own puter....but of course i need to upgrade all of my OS stuff....it is very frustrating to not be able to do alot on line when you are a slacker for so long that i have to still work with 9.2, however i got 10.4 and of course stupid me didnt realize that i need a dvd drive to install it so now i have to return it for a special copy of 10.4 on cd so i can upgrade.......or i could just get a dvd drive.....but where to go, what to get.....so many choices......any ideas....i've got a OLD g4 non dual 466 with no special shit on it...i really need to just swallow my pride and buy a new system...eh...who knows.....the only thing that i seem to be able to do it my photography....even though i would rather be in the dark room, digital is going ok...
as for my newest addtion to my rides.....nothing yet...still need to find someone to install the new windshield that i paid $750 for, only cause i dont want to trash the trim...I would never find it again....i cant even find badging for it.....F-in A!!!
but for those who really do care, my health has hit the shits.......between lyme, herniated L5 liver issues, adult onset asthma and crappy dental coverage, I am just falling apart...but alas i dont care...im somewhat happy....thinking about moving back to indianapolis seriously this time......i would just fit in better around there....between the hawk and the ink and the various holes compared to the camo and hunting mindset in good ole Pennsyltucky i think that i would just be splendid THERE....
well good luck and enjoy the pretty ladies...
so i had friday off.....went shopping....bought a shitload of new movies and tv series seasons....i cant find the first law and order series beginning to now...it is so frustrating...so seinfeld it was ...... oh well......i got a shitload of new filters for my camera and a tripod and a 70mm-200mm lense...all i need is more cash so i can get the lighting that i want....anybody got 1500-2000 spare non-returnable dollars that i can have.......eh...thanks for nothing...ill just have to wait til "dover" finalizes...
so thats it for now....thanks for readin....
B
so thats it for now....thanks for readin....
Bso im trying to find someone a little more stable and ready to rock with me...i dont want girl, a SG is fittin the image perfectly...im not perfect but i am a romantic and i want to have the love that just blows you away, the one where i am best friends with her too....you all know, cause thats what everyone wants....i have dated a few since that last steady girl i had and i just cant get passed the idea that i am just a pawn in instant gratification and then BLAM, im noone again...
I hate just fuckin and not having more there...its old and college-like....im almost 30 and i want to start something with the perfect girl (yes i know there is no such thing) but i did have that twice....i could say i was a good BF until i got scared then i shut down and be a dick but i would hope that i could learn...least i think i did already..."She" threw me for a loop big time for over a year after we broke up and i just cant fill those shoes that i have been trying to fill for the past 6 or more years....i just dont know what to do...it seems that all the girls i "admire are taken or not interested in the nice and considerate kinda guy i am....they want g-mo thugs or idiots that treat them like shit.....I would treat them like shit if they want that but i always got the boot when i even didnt give enough attention....I DONT HAVE TO CALL THEM A BITCH OR YELL OR CHEAT OR HIT.......THEY JUST DROP ME FOR SOME PRETTY BOY BITCH AND THROW IT IN MY FACE THAT THEY FUCK LIKE RABBITS....fuck that...i just hate wastin my time...i just wanna be wubbed...is that so hard
Poop....this is crap.....im just everyones big brother and nothing more....i get told that i am a sexy boy and if they "didnt have a boyfriend, I would be the perfect guy"...but then they are single and they go for the pretty boy....FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess the question is.........can anyone help me or give me advice or ideas where i could meet someone good for me?
this is getting rediculous.....really
B
I hate just fuckin and not having more there...its old and college-like....im almost 30 and i want to start something with the perfect girl (yes i know there is no such thing) but i did have that twice....i could say i was a good BF until i got scared then i shut down and be a dick but i would hope that i could learn...least i think i did already..."She" threw me for a loop big time for over a year after we broke up and i just cant fill those shoes that i have been trying to fill for the past 6 or more years....i just dont know what to do...it seems that all the girls i "admire are taken or not interested in the nice and considerate kinda guy i am....they want g-mo thugs or idiots that treat them like shit.....I would treat them like shit if they want that but i always got the boot when i even didnt give enough attention....I DONT HAVE TO CALL THEM A BITCH OR YELL OR CHEAT OR HIT.......THEY JUST DROP ME FOR SOME PRETTY BOY BITCH AND THROW IT IN MY FACE THAT THEY FUCK LIKE RABBITS....fuck that...i just hate wastin my time...i just wanna be wubbed...is that so hard
Poop....this is crap.....im just everyones big brother and nothing more....i get told that i am a sexy boy and if they "didnt have a boyfriend, I would be the perfect guy"...but then they are single and they go for the pretty boy....FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!i guess the question is.........can anyone help me or give me advice or ideas where i could meet someone good for me?
this is getting rediculous.....really
BJUST ONE WORD..................KATHLEEN
AND ANOTHER....(maybe two...)...........FUCKIN AMAZING
check her out.....best elaborate set plan ive seen in a long time.......
AND ANOTHER....(maybe two...)...........FUCKIN AMAZING
check her out.....best elaborate set plan ive seen in a long time.......
i cant believe how many reasons why i love visiting here....yet it sucks so bad at the same time cause i am not here more......fuck it...its cool...
bloodymic
bloodymicso my birthday came and went(AKA--Valentine's Day)....nothing went on for it...A. cause i sent my folks out to a fancy restaurant (cause they never do anything...so they wouldnt bother me..not that i dont love them or anything)...B. I stayed away from the bar o' back-stabbers (drank at home...)......and C. I hate V-day...just for the fact that i am always single for commercialized holiday.....
so needless to say...i am in a crappy mood and hate meetin crazy cheatin non commiting girls....
oh well.....
Bloodymic
so needless to say...i am in a crappy mood and hate meetin crazy cheatin non commiting girls....
oh well.....
Bloodymic
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