I m so fricking busy right now its pushing me beyond the sanity of a sanestraw and into thedemented real of a crazy straw i will not go straight to th mouth. but I dd someone have a moment of wierd creativity and drew a new back ground to my mmyspace page... have a look Spider's Myspace otehr then that it been work... new car... work... trying to go home... work... work... work... work and guess what.... yeah thats right.

Lastly I better be home and thats states by the fith of august or there will be a flogging
-Spider

...... cause i m lazy and I m sure you are too an even easier way to see the drawing.... ta.... da.

These things are every where so I thought I d be a posery trend follower too lol plus they are funny.
-Spider

If you can read this eat a baby.....




what?



ok I feel its time to update... there isnt really much to say. Time keeps passing along our age keeps incresing and we are all one step closer to the next step.

My site has been shut down for a while now... by me.. I just dont have the time nor motivation to fix it its a mess and I dont like that so I took it off line till I fix the mess. But like everythign else I want to do its just sitting there as I sit here in alreality doing nothing as well. I m either wasting my time studying for work... which absolutly sucks and lol if I fail I wont be shocked nor care... but deep down I probably do but at this point whatever. Or I m playing Xbox live for hours on end.

I did spend last night in Thetford Forest, from what I m told is one ofif not the most haunted forest in England..... pictures to follow.... whenever.

I have had a headache for days and I lost my keys the other day somewhere.... which hasnt helped anything ... for obvious reasons.

I need some good people up here and I m just not finding them... I had a good crew of friends in Italy despite how shitty it was down there those people made all the difference cause the only reason things are shitty up here are cause these people are making it that way and they are dragging me down with them slowly and I m not liking that. Mostly everyone I know up here drinks constantly ... no entirly diferent from italy but the minor differencs make all the difference.... there fairly responsible/professional drunks never really out of hand just everyone having a good time whether off base or on.... here everyone seems like they are in high school getting drunk for the first time. .. ok not everyone on there are about maybe 4 exceptions to the rule but over all its high school. They get drunk wayy to fast and way to hard for what heycan handel and get into trouble.

There I spent breaks maybe 3 hours away often. No one here wants to even go an hour away.

I know its expensive here but really branch the fuck out people.

I really need to stop whineing though cause I havnt done much to change it.

I dont think I care to though most of the people arnt worth it.

Plus side back up shoudl arrive shortly.

Second plus HOME.

Third..... yet to be relased publicly

Forth.... fucking england I love this country dispite everyone else I knwo hating it.

Fifth... dont knwo if I have a fifth

Sixth... should be come the fifth.. I m off base dont need to go on base.... slightly complicated now that my keys are astray but I have a rental and the key thing should be resolved no later then wednesday.

Seventh... I ve always been good at getting group events started I need to get off my but and get people going places.

Eighth.. people want to do these things jus need osmeone to kick their asses in to it

Ninth... I ... umm........ am only two hours if that driving from london i need to start just chilling out there.

Tenth.... I dont know why I m making a list lol

Ok rambling is still in me so that means I ve still have some motivation even if it is only to bitch in me NOW though the most pressing matter is I m hungry so this ends right... about... no... wait

TRANSFORMERS!!!!

Roll out and fucking yes I just dropped the f bomb the quarters in the post are insane but it will be some time till I can have the debt collected so

Roll out and see this movie like now I dont know why you bother reading this to begin with but you can start fixing your life by seeing this movie and stop wasting it by reading my rambling.

-Spider

Little add in ..... transformers fucking rocks... go see it..... or do like me and "go" see it

So apprently all hell is breaking loose around here... good thing i m comfortable in hell... lol... but yeah parents are all worried sad thing is I dont really even know what has happened I just know things have gone boom. The whole CNN cleche is actually in effect my parents wrote me telling me stuff and i m like happned where... really only heard half of whats happened.

With the upcomingAmerican holiday I m just hoping I dont have to do my job.... cause really no one wants me to do my job cause I will and if hat happens some really big problems are going down.

But least I always wear my plates lol .... no one gets it... sniper in the bushes....

inside jokes dont they suck when your on the outside.

Anyway.... hopefully nothing happens but even I have my concerns at the moment and I m never concerned.

-Spider

Ok ok ok ok lets see here lol I m still tired... nothing new there .. I go on leave in ohh lets see today is the 27th carry the 7 add green subtracts nighty8 and we have oh yeah 34 days till I m fucking home again... it seriously has been extremly too long since I ve been home 2 years ish I think.. and three years since I ve been home more then a couple weeks and I will be home for THIRTY glorious days even if I do nothing it will be great.... but the best and hands down BEST part at the moment is that Kittie my favorite band will be playing just about an hour away 3 days after I get home already have my tickets even lol. I havent seen them since before I joined I cant wait
But adly that is still a ways away and things here just get more and more annoying and I have things kept to my self, for instance I m going to be going to Iraq this up coming cold season and still havent told anyone back home yet guess I m waiting till I m there to tell them, to top things off we just lost a guy from our squadron down there so its going to be fun breaking the news to my mother. I m trying to change wh I m going though... for good and bad reasons but I m not to sure any more if the good and the bad are reason enough.... both are in Iraq so really doesnt matter... hmm well some thigns I just talk talk out in the open but there are issues ... of coures when dont I have issues.

Speaking of issues want your children to have some lol watch this its hilarious.
The Little Mermaid.....lost musical.... its hilarious trust me.

I ve actually been drawing liek by hand lol I m horribly rusty but not too bad off going to try and continue a little more one I m currently enhancing and coloring in photoshop right now and should make a ppearance real soon its to die for

ahhh I havent really vented on anythign I anted to vent on cause I relized even here openly I cant be too open I m running out of dark corners to hide.

Well I m going to find somethign or another to burn my time with for while have punishment volunteer work today at 10 in the morning and yes it is 0430 right now so I wont be sleeping cause hey friday what do you know have to be back on a mids schedual to work ... gha they lve fucking us.
-Spider

Well I need to update but I just got off shift so nothign will be said... and my cd drive just opened it self... wtf.... anyway too tired probably will make an attempt to blog later today I have a bunch to say. Still Breathing though
-Spider

11 June 2007
Yeah I m updating like tis cause its just short and swett here a real one to come once the work cycle is done... but DOwnload fest which isthe huge list below.... was *brain explodes* yeah it was like that ... TIMMAY... lol SPARTANS WHAT IS YOUR PROFESSION.... more clairification on that plus ginger kids on the next exciting journal update of your friendly neighborhood ... wait more like blood sucking vampiric zombie army loyalist -Spider

So next this weekend I m going to be here Download Festival with oohh I dunno these people"
Day One:
My Chemical Romance
VELVET REVOLVER
WOLFMOTHER
DRAGONFORCE
MEGADETH
HINDER
BUCKCHERRY
ZICO CHAIN


KORN
ENTER SHIKARI
PARAMORE
PORCUPINE TREE
SAOSIN
FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
TURBONEGRO
ILL NINO
ANJ


SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
HAYSEED DIXIE
YOURCODENAMEIS:MILO
JOB FOR A COWBOY
THE HEDRONS
SANCTITY
I WAS A CUB SCOUT
THE SCARE
THIS ET AL
FORTUNE DRIVE
DRIVE BY ARGUMENT

Day Two:
Linkin Park
MARILYN MANSON
SLAYER
MACHINE HEAD
BOWLING FOR SOUP
30 SECONDS TO MARS
AIDEN
SHADOWS FALL
HELLYEAH
TURISAS


MÖTLEY CRÜE
SATELLITE PARTY
BIFFY CLYRO
MY VITRIOL
MY DYING BRIDE
GALLOWS
ANATHEMA
AS I LAY DYING
BRING ME THE HORIZON
BLOODSIMPLE
ELLIOT MINOR
CAT THE DOG

HEAD AUTOMATICA
NECRO
THE ANSWER
SILVERSTEIN
LEZ ZEPPELIN
ARCHITECTS
PRIESTESS
PANIC CELL
BEYOND ALL REASON
MY ALAMO
DAMONE
ARMY OF FRESHMEN
MALPRACTICE

Day Three:
Iron Maiden
EVANESCENCE
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
STONE SOUR
LAMB OF GOD
MASTODON
PAPA ROACH
CHIMAIRA
REUBEN
PARIKRAMA


BILLY TALENT
DREAM THEATER
DIMMU BORGIR
WITHIN TEMPTATION
NAPALM DEATH
PARADISE LOST
ORANGE GOBLIN
DEVIL DRIVER
UNEARTH
CANCER BATS
AFTER FOREVER
EYELASH


REEL BIG FISH
FASTWAY
CULT OF LUNA
LAUREN HARRIS
FAIR TO MIDLAND
KIDS IN GLASS HOUSES
BETWEEN THE TREES
FLOOD OF RED
HARDCORE SUPERSTAR
LIGHTS.ACTION!
IN THIS MOMENT
THE GHOST OF A THOUSAND
LOSTALONE

More to be Announced Soon...
Ya damn right.... dont suppose anyone here will be?? lol whatever I ll have SG stuff on I m sure say hi if ya catch me.

-Spider

Well still dont like the new layout for the My SG too much scrolling for me i dont care to see all that if i wanted to read soemthing just needed to click it... but whatever its doubtful the old will return... plus side positive thinking wise though I m sure a new one will be around in a few months that I ll hate cause I got used to this one so I ll never be happy lol.... least the bookmark thing got fixed must have logged on durring the upload of it all... big big big concert next weekend... Download Festival thats where I ll be makes a very happy me
-Spider

Ok new my sg thing is really pissing me off right now just got off a 14 hour god damn shift and i m way too tired and aggitated to be click all about opening sit and closeing shit just to find shit that wasnt broken to begin with can we stick to a format for more then a few months for a bit.... havent like the last few changes but grew to like bu this one is just down right annoying right now makes me scroll way to damn much. phsh sdhpriaufhgoahrephuafkhlfkhadksf I m watching some ghostbusters and going to bed to I bid you all farewell.
Your Extremely Aggitated
-Spider

6:11 AM - I Am Captain....


Spider of the Zombie Army lol..... pressng past the depressing stupor of the previous hour not that I m over my funk just mentioning things on a lighter not Pirates of the Carribean At Worlds End... very good number two ticked me off a bit damn you Elizabeth SWAN you cheating little pirate was the feeling after that movie was a reedemed and worked out in three so yay. Zombie Army lol I have some apperal that i had made up for that lol.... pictures another time.... ummm work today gross was just studying for work... even more gross...... ever wat something that you know cant happen but have a feeling just a not so good feeling there was a line pirates three lol can exactly recall it word for word but Ill give it a shot... our destinys were always entwined just never bonded... kinda ow I feel... and .. yeah... it didnt turn out so good in the movie... and well I ve always had a theory in the back of my hea to the purpose not of life but of my life a greater sense of being of purpose... history book type purpose but I wont go in too depth with that cause thats not exactly the ituation here just a feeling at the moment but yeah partially related possibly to what been bothering me. if thats even what is bothering me... gah... I havent rambled like this in a long while.. boo... I know .. yea probably... thats really sad... it shouldnt ... but it does... lol confusing only reading one side of a conersation .... more disturbing when thats one side of a conversation with your self... haha... other note I downloaded 20 some episodes of Extreme Ghostbusters the late 90's sequal series to The Real Gostbusters cartooon of the 80s hahaha it rocks. now if only I can find the rest of the series and get the 80 show too.... the boogyman still scares me a little.. the guys is terrifying looking lol... serisouly.... I m at Worlds End.

-Spider