Sex, life, and money... I have a somewhat different perspective on these things. It's funny how movies can get your mind working which is maybe why I like them so much. Society is the root of all evil. It tells you what to think, what to do, and how to do it. For example, sex and the Suicide Girls... Society created the feminist movement saying what females are, and what they aren't. Early versions of this are flawed. Similar to what they say I agree women should have equal rights and be treated as such. However, I dont think any women should deny her sexuality. The female figure is beautiful to me in almost all forms and for someone to deny their natural beauty is bullshit. Do I lust over pictures of women, yes, of course I do it's in the male nature. I will say this though, if any man used his power, money, or looks to further himself, would anyone hate on him other than jealous males?? So, why should it be different for women? I'll admit they are a little behind the curve as far as money and power, but not in the attractive form of the female body. Use it to your advantage, guys would. Some of the girls on here I'm sure friends might find unattractive, but I disagree... I still find find them very attractive because they have the freedom to express their bodies however they choose. I feel it's probably more liberating than alot of things. LOL, I'd do it myself but I'm kinda shy and don't know how to come across as just another male pervert. Hence, another judgement, you can display your body in all its glory, however, if I do it, I will at times if not the majority, come off as a pervert... Everyone deserves respect, even if you don't understand it, but that is where society has brought us. If it's not understood, it's shunned. If it's not common, it's not understood. Show me 5 strippers and four of them tell me it's for the money and one tells me it's for the thrill... I'd respect them all but you know which one I'd respect the most... The one that says it's for the thrill, because she doing what she enjoys... Even though society tells her otherwise.....

Desire...

Wow, how much this one thing fucks people up. In Buddhism I think its the second noble truth that this causes suffering and pain, and ironically you have to desire to not desire, kind of an oxymoron. It might work if you consider zen beliefs. In reality, I think this one thing both destroys and motivates people. However, is desire just another word for addiction? If its not, what draws the line between addiction and desire? I think I've seen both sides affect my life. So... Is desire a good or bad thing? I think in both cases it will eventually catch up to you. It's good for motivation, but it will eventually envelope you if you let it. I think it's a necessary part of life, however I also think its the one thing that destroys life more than anything else...

Stress and work...

There's alot of things in the world that affect people, a couple being favoritism and inequality. The best example I can give is work. There's always someone treated better than you and that gets away with more. Honestly it kinda sucks. I used to pull my hair out over what other people get away with and what other shifts where I work get done. At times, it maybe important to be vocal when these things happen, however, many times it only causes you to stress. I've learned more recently that I get paid by the hour, and I'm more about self worth. I do what I have to do while I'm there and who cares what other people or shifts get away with. As long as it doesn't affect me too much and I still get recognized for what i do, that's all that's important to me. That doesn't mean let people abuse rules to treat you badly, it just means, so what if someone sucks up and gets to slide occasionally. No, it's not right but eventually that person will get theirs. If it does bother you that much, sure try to do somethin about it, but if nothing happens let it go or quit. The less you complain about stupid shit that doesn't matter the more likely someone is gonna take you seriously when it does matter. Sometimes people come to me and complain about things, and alot of the time I totally understand, but don't let what you can't control eat you up. This doesn't mean, on the other hand, that I'm a push over. I know the rules, and in most cases even better than my boss. Four or five times in the last week or so he tried to get on to me or a coworker and I had to remind him what the rules are. Does that mean he's a bad boss, I'm not to say, but in most cases no. The point is, know your rights, and don't sweat the bullshit...

The most diverse instrument...

There is only one instrument I've heard in almost every type of music and still is amazingly impressive in every type of music. The only instrument I don't know how to play but would actually take lessons to learn. Its an amazing instrument that can bring much emotion with just sound. It's much more diverse than guitar or even drums. It can do rhythm and even melody. It can sound wack as fuck or dope as hell. It is the piano and the only thing I've heard that can trump that is the human voice....

Siddhartha is my prophet... When I say prophet, I mean by definition as in, "A person gifted with profound moral insight and exceptional powers of expression." When I say Siddhartha, I mean the Buddha. Am I a Buddhist? No, not at this time. However, after looking inside myself and finding what my beliefs are, and reading some things about the life of the Buddha, Im genuinely interested. Just reading about his life alone has given me some insight and peace within my own life. Even if I never become a Buddhist, the insight I've gained in this short time, I know will have a lasting impact on my life. Ive learned to let go of certain things that have burdened me, and even managed to realize some of my own flaws. If not a prophet, he was no doubt an amazing teacher for which thousands of years later people are still learning and finding meaning to his teachings. I have tried to find religion before with no luck. The only thing I achieved was becoming agnostic when I used to be atheist. Although this might not be religion I'm finding, it's something to believe in, and that, is how IM finding spirituality....

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