It's been way to long since i've updated the world. Nothing new to report today. Finished the German Sex Party Cannibals video.

so iv'e been working on getting more bands put up on my site. poisonboy needs to take a look. your homo boyfriend has a song for you under amalgam. check it yo! tHE dUCT

anybody like my new pic? i look scary cuz i just drank some delicious blood. it makes me get all riled up and coorayzee.

that ever happen to you?

"There's nothing in the world like being shot out of a cannon."

no need to stand up. i'm already sitting.

I guess i should really take this place seriously. I'm getting audited by PDXSG probably right now! but maybe your reading this PDXSG group leader. Let me in! I need more SG buddies and i live and work in PDX! check out my new website: tHE dUCT
I promise to write more here. *knock*knock*

Tell 'em sexyinkgirl. tell 'em they need me!

downfalls suck
i’ll never understand the thinking process behind our people and our government decision making factory of lies and deceit manging to destroy the minds and lives of millions if not billions because thats what pour population is getting to be now up in the billions. It;s hard to fathiom a reality that dosen’t exist within millions of lives playing out their everyday bullshit of taking care of “business” that mat”ters” it affects us all on a daily basis. But what does it all mean when they say “i’m mad as hell and i’m not going to take this anymore” (|?) I think of things like rebellion and anarchy and chaos but allof those things are not the same and shouldn’t bre considered a s the same thing i mean that these catagorizations of definitions and understandings are not solid and don’t mean a thing because it was all made up by some rich guy behind a desk that thinks he’s the cream of the crop, the steaming pile is more like it when it comes to respect for the other. The dehuminazation of humans has been coming and building and making its way into our reality more and more. Respect for the others self respect for the individual, respect for the heart and mind...these mean nothing to most today since we all are so detatched from real interactions. We are all forced to look for new tyes of family relationships because our personal families have failed in some form or another. We may lovre our parents but our respect for them and for nature and for resources and oil and the earth our mother and giver of life and the air we breath...it all means so much and we don’t havre the time to realize it. A clock is ticking and no one knows when the batteries will run out. Let’s start sending our garbage into space, the saudis own the united states and theres nothing you can do about it because the illuminati know everything and they own it all behind the scenes, right!?!?!conspiracy Means to breath together and contesxt means to weave together so lets bring some words into existence and respect eachother as if our lives depended on it because maybe it does and someday if we begin to realize truly realize what our actions do to our mother then maybe its possible to do something but at this rate your all failing the class. Get out of my face. any day now you could trip and fall and hit your head knock yourself out after cutting your head and all alone you bleed to death because you got wasted and didn’t have anyone around to take care of you.

i keep having these dreams involving natural disasters and i'm always right in the middle of them. Except i'm usually somehow safe from them even if i'm being washed out into the ocean or a volcano is exploding a couple miles away. And what do christmas presents have to do with it all? And opening them on a mountain top? Last week i was a vampire being chased by vampire hunters. The landscapes in my dreams are so elaborate and beautiful. I wish i could take a picture of my landscapes.

Damn...no one does care. i guess i need more suicide friends. Poisonboy and i are gonna kick some booty here pretty quick.
so the damn senate and house didn't do shit again. at least they talked about shit this time. Ohio sucks! not the people just the representation. FUCKING REPUBLICANS NEED TO SHRIVEL INTO RAISINS ALREADY! rich suck ass pantywaists. bitch session over. my neck kills.
i know you care poisonboy. my one and only suicide friend.

where do all you cool kids hang out?

i need new contacts. the cat eyes are popular. some people photoshop them in. not me i like to write. but not too many people care about my alphabets. ok soda was great. i won a hat once. wonder if anyone will read this and not leave a response. tired. the nephews are still watching the running man. two governors stars, both muscle heads. it's no wonder theres a monkey in the white place. do you think keyword is a key word?

well, if anyone is looking at this right now leave a word or two below. it's what people do.