Why do women want to involve themselves in drama and when the fuck are they going to stop turning on each other? Fuck!

But I'm still all smiles.

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xoxo
B.S

I'm a happy lil asshole Now all I need to do is go on dates.

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So I have not been on for a while, what the fuck is up with that?? You guys have seriously gotta start sending me threatening messages: Get on your SG account asshole! Anyways here is some shit that has been occurring since I've lasted blog, I am currently working four jobs. Yes 4. Burlesque dancer, Dance instructor, Piercing Apprentice, and program director. Although I have so much shit to do I am still dealing with trying to be single while doing this; in fact the whole idea has been driving me mad. I guess I just miss the intimacy and I need to accept that at this particular time, maybe I do need to take this time to save up and see the world, get back into modeling, practice some rad dancing moves, grow my hair out, idk. I can understand why this is hard for me considering that I have never been single, but I would give my soul just for a genuine loving moment from someone who really digs me and I dig them the same way.

Today is not a good day in fact today is a day where I could fucking rip my limbs and crawl into a hole and die... So I need a shit ton of hugs!

So update time!!!!

I got the apprenticeship and it definitely is so amazing to have this opportunity, however it does have its frustrating moments, but what the hell doesn't. I am going to be dancing this wkend and I really need to start shooting again but so many projects takes up so much of my time.

Anywho, I hope the weather is to your liking!
B.S

So I am preparing myself for my piercing apprenticeship interview by rocking out!!! I'm super nervous but I must say that I am looking pretty fucking cute... Black Chucks, Black Pants, White Beater, My new orange glasses, and my black bandana... I am as ready as I will ever be... Wish Me Luck!!!

Currently Listening to Warren G- Regulator

Hey so today I am working on starting my own burlesque troupe and getting Bytch Fest together... Wish me luck!


Here is a pic from the fundraiser

Bytch Fest Fundraiser!!! Come Out and Support women in the arts!!!!

So I realize that I am addicted to my email, ever since I started Bytch Fest, I am constantly on my computer ciphering through email after email, creating groups on facebook, which I fucking hate. I am getting somewhere though, so yay me! I am dancing tomorrow at the Blue Bayou which is in Lakeview on Southport @ 10pm.