so... I now have my Skinny Puppy Fix... good lord... for an old man, Ogre can really put on a show. The second show was better than the first, which made me happy.

I really am leading a boring life lately, I guess it's because I locked up in an office on the 34th floor all week. I feel drained when i leave there. I know money isn't everything, but it really does help to be making the type of coin this job makes me. So... I'll keep doing it for awhile. I don't know where else I can make a six figure income. It's twice the income of my last job and going back to that would feel like I gave away my success. I don't want that feeling. I've worked hard my whole life and I feel like I am owed this. DAMN IT..

Skinny Puppy in concert....

THE NEXT TWO NIGHTS


::creams::

who noticed....

I don't post in my journal...

I didn't want to have to do it.. but I did.. I bought all new bicycling clothes. The Bike shorts, the shirt, the shoes.. all in black.. DUH!!!!!

But I have the ugliest legs in the world.. ewwwwww If I was out and talked to a girl wearing them she would look at me and say, "man you got some ugly legs boy" then i would go cry...

I have no game.. I even tried to talk to a girl at the bar last night that kept looking at me and I realized.. if she was interested... she wasn't anymore, because I HAVE NO GAME. I hate small talk in a bar with somebody I don't know.. it's loud, fake and it's a game...

that is all

good day.

I've been sick

I feel better

I was in hospital

Now I am not

I'm going to Michigan this weekend...

Mulligans on Saturday
Billy's on Sunday

so if you want me.. thats where I am.. I Big GR City

the new job rocks


the end

I start my new job in the morning.. It always scares me to start something new... you learn the job you are at like it's the back of your hand, then you know nothing all over again. Wish me luck..

It's right downtown chicago which is great.. because I can be to work in no time flat.. with my other job I had to go out to the burbs..

Plus I get to be rid of psycho christian lady once and for all I can't wait to rid my life of her..

I lost my prostate.. can you help me find it?

I thought I paid enough taxes in for the year. But then i did my taxes yesterday and I have to pay another $964 in. I just hope that makes somebodies Cadillac payment or makes it a little easier for somebody who never worked a day in their life to sit another week on their ass and get a check. Don't get me wrong.. I think the welfare system is great for those who really need it. But.. it pisses me off when i see these same people accepting govt assistence driving really nice cars and eating better than I do. I think every able body person who is getting welfare that is an able body is considered a govt employee. Which means they can work cleaning up neighborhoods, highways, doing daycare for people doing the listed above or whatever. Nothing should come free just because you know how to play the system. I pay in quit a bit of money every year and it kills me knowing our government lets this continue. I always hear that they are going to restructure the system, but never see anything done about it. If they put more investigaters on the payroll to check out these people, it would find enough fraud to save millions of tax dollars every year.. if not billions. Put that money into trade schools for these people who can work and make them earn it in some way. Ok.. I'm done.. I get this way every year when I have to pay more taxes in at the end of the year.

My question to you is...

Do you think our welfare system needs to be restructured?

What would you change about this system that would make you happy?