got new tattoos, the siamese twins one still needs to be colored in, but i'm so happy to finally get new tattoos..they're on the backs of my thighs, which is exciting because now i don't think they're ugly any more

so my new job blows..everyone i work with hates their job and i'm totally doing things below my skill level..only good thing is the pay..so i'm trying to stick with it as long as i can so i can save up some money...but things have gotta change in my life sooner rather than later

woohoo finally got a new stop-motion gig..first one since freakin November...still waiting to hear back about an interview i had friday..but it went super well, so high hopes and fingers crossed

finished up my round of antibiotics yesterday for my sinus infection, but i'm still pretty much deaf in my right ear..lame

so not only did i just find out i have PCOS, but i also have a sinus infection AND pink eye WTF!!! i've never had either before and i hope to never have again, i've never felt more disgusting and uncomfortable in my entire life...the last couple weeks have been pretty horrible.

Trevor hasn't exaclty been as attentive as i would have hoped..and he's dealing with his bi-polar issues right now (he's been feeling manic for a few weeks..which is really annoying since i've been sick and he can't ever sit still)

luckily my parents have been there for me..they sent us each two easter baskets and a get well bouquet of flowers for me..made me cry..and my mom has decided to fly out here for 4 days at the end of the month (around the time i should know more about my ovary shit from blood tests and seeing a gyno tomorrow)

i just hope the pressure in my head stops, and i stop feeling dizzy soon...it was QUITE an experience today when we felt a little earthquake (the first i've ever felt while fully conscious actually)..Trevor had to tell me an earthquake was happening because i just thought i was feeling dizzy again ha, but everything was just swaying back and forth for about 45 seconds, kinda interesting

in more cheerful news, we might be getting rabbits..maybe..we shall see

found out today i have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, i'm relieved to have a name for all the problems i've had over the years, but i'm super pissed that the ultrasound i had 8 years ago had been done properly because my dr said it should have been found then. ugh, being a girl is annoying

i'm going in for an MRI and a pelvic ultrasound to see what's wrong with my hormones / make sure my problems aren't tumor related...i'm nervous as hell..but luckily Trevor isn't going in to work tomorrow so he can go and stay with me..wish me luck so i can stay still for 45 minutes in a scary mechanical tube...ugh

so my boyfriend is out of town on a little mini-tour to SXSW (finally coming home tomorrow!! YAY) but the the last couple of nights i've gotten tipsy out of shear boredom (and it helps me be a lil more productive on the portraits i'm working on) - but anyways, each night i've ended up dancing to music / working out as soon as i'm drunk..haha i guess there are worse things i could do to chase away my sadness

PS: thank you Lady Gaga and Goldfrapp

pretty things from our front yard


and our rad rotary phone that works