Today, today, what a glorious day...?
Well, it's not. It's snowing, but not nice, fluffy, makes everything beautifully covered in white snow. It's the wet, not-enough-snow-to-cover-an-ant-hole, kind of snow. hohumm. chicken bum.
Well, lovies, I'll tell you all about how things are going for me, and just like a bad first date I won't ask you how you are or what's new with you, but I will expect you to find me utterly attractive and amusing, and put out.
Let's all hop into my little time machine and go back about 4 days to Wednesday. *time travel*
Here, take some of this. It'll help with the nausea. Time travel is a little harder for some than it is for others.
Oh look! Here we are at Seducts. Oh, and look! There's our buddy Paul! woohoo! This should be a fun night. It's got ass, baby! I see a few of the strippers we like, and there's our favorite shooter girl. God damn, one of these nights one of these girls are comin' home with me.
Well, as you can see, I end up drinking a little more than I needed to. But, hey!?! Who says no to free drinks and shots?! huh? Oh, you do. Well, you suck then.
I met this lovely little lady, mostly because she was sitting in my prefered area. It's alright we like her.
Alright, looks like it's time for Got Ass. Yep, I entered and got my new little lady friend to enter too. She won, by the way. Cutest little bum ever. I was impressed.
Called the boyfriend and had him come. He didn't seem to be having too bad of a time. We went to another bar after Seducts, and then went home where I spent a whole lot of time sitting on the bathroom floor with my face in the toilet.
I think he stills love me, so it's okay.
Thursday, I spent all day sleeping, so let's just get back into the time machine and go right to Friday. Oh? You're hungry? Ok, we'll grab some lunch but then it's straight on to Friday!!!!
Friday! Friday, I'm in love! Dance with me? No? Okay.
Friday, by the looks of it was another slow day. The boy eventually went to work so I went shopping! Hells ya, did I ever! Ok, I was being sarcastic. I tried so very hard to find something nice to wear, but nothing was all that great. But now that I'm seeing that outfit for a second time, I wish I had gotten it. Damn, I look fine in that! Fuck, I wonder if it'll still be there next week. After my boring and uneventful time at the mall, I returned to the boy's hosue and spent some time with his younger brother. Who is my all means, a total doll. Such a sweet, and fun loving boy. He's 18..or 19. I think he's turning 19 shortly, and such an awesome guy. Oh, the boys home! Guess we're going out to a bar.
Argh, I almost forgot what a creeper that old senile biker was. I do look nice, but still....what a creeper.
Sex, followed by sleeping.
Sorry you had to watch that. Oh? You didn't mind. Ya, I didn't really think you would. It was pretty hot, wasn't it? Thank you. I like the way I look in that nightie too
Saturday thew boy went to work early, so I slept in and it felt fucking fantastic!
OHOH! Zombie Strippers!! That was the best fucking part of yesterday! Zombie Strippers are fucking sweet! Made me wonder if guys would really pay that much for weird strippers. I'm seriously considering being a stripper and just putting on some odd shows. Just, see how it goes.
Oh my, here we are at the bar where the boy, and many others were playing. Hmm, probably should of eaten something before attempting those ruum and cokes. Oh well. Yep. Now you're observing me standing all alone, drinking, feeling awkward. I do look nice though, don't I? haha
Well, this night is pretty boring. Drank. Talked to people. Felt awkward. Spent a little time with the boy. Kissed. Drank. Thank God, we get to leave now! Fuck it was cold that night!
Alright, now you're just watching us lay in bed and be kind of lame. I do positively adore him though!
And ten this morning we were waken up by his bestfriend to crashed in his basement (we had no idea) with some girl. Not the brightest girl I might add, but she seems okay. I'm sure she's nice, and puts out. And that's all that matters, right? haha, god i can be a bitch.
Well, that's the end of that journey. Pretty fucking boring, hey?
Oh ya, that'll be $120, by the way. Keeping a time machine powered isn't cheap you know.

Bonjour my little sweets
Oh how long it has been since I've written a blog. Have you missed me? I've missed you.
I should really be cleaning up, and getting ready for company. However, my "company" is really only my roommate and her cousin. They are coming over to blaze me, and help us pack. We have to move out in a week or two and haven't really packed up anything. We have packed up books and toys. Not very productive. I am such a fucking slackass. Someone needs to break me of this habit. I was at the London sex show not too long ago, it was lovely fun. The girls are always so sweet and so beautiful
Oh! I have sooo many things to tell you all. Firstly, I fucking love this boy! I do. He makes me so fucking happy. I'm not entirely sure how things are going to go, but as of right now I'm happy. I'm happy with him, and I like the way we work together.
I stole a cat. Well, it tried to follow me to school, so I scooped it up and took it home. I named her BobaFett Jagermeister. We call her JaBo for short
I got a tattoo done by a traveling friend of mine in the basement of a bar. I loved it. I love being a sketchball sometimes Love me for it? haha
I got a new apartment. I will sadly still be living with my ex, but it's alright. We're still amazing friends. I can't wait to decorate the new place! So excited!
I bought a Little BoPeep Costume. I'm thinking about wearing it to the Toronto sex show. It's so fucking cccuuuttteee. And yes, I gave it a test drive I'm a dirty, dirty girl. lol
Goddamn these sniffles! The new season of Kenny vs Spenny should start soon. I'm hella excited! If anyone cares, the boy has started his own little band called the Rum Runners. If you're curious you can hear their new song at this link>rumrunners
I think it's a sweet, and catchy song You will too, I know you will
Is anyone else going to Circa the 29th to see Justice? I'm going to my fave boy in the whole world. My bestfriend, Jamie! He's such a doll! Well, here's some pictures to go with my ramblings
LoveLove

Not sure how to start this blog.
I'm sitting on the couch, computer on my lap, stoned, watching Dazed, and thinking about this boy. It's rather inconvenient. There is no need to think of him, but I am. Nothing specific. I'm not daydreaming or anything. Just sitting here with a picture of him in my head. That's about all. But I would prefer to be with him, just curled up in bed watching Kenny vs Spenny or something. I love being able to just generally enjoy being with someone. You don't even need to be doing anything, it's just nice that they're around. I'm a bit of a lameass, but I don't mind right now. I might mind later, and if I do I'll just delete this blog and pretend I never was so lame. lol
Well, I have agreed to be this boy's, and he has (for now) agreed to be mine.
It's nice. I feel like he actually wants to be with me. No one's ever really wanted to be with me.
I get drunk, and annoying. And though he teases me about it the next day, during the night he is patient. He never gets mad at me, or tells me to shut up, or states that I'm annoying, etc.
The phone just Rang. My heart just skipped a beat. It wasn't him. Kind of disappointed...but relieved. lol
Me and my bestfriend decided to get these $6 wigs and wear them around town. It was pretty fun We are lovely losers. lol



I don't really have much more to say. And if I did say more, you know it's going to be about this boy.
LoveLove

Bonjour
I ditched on school again today. I just have no motivation to do anything accept attempting to sleep. Which is a massive fail. I haven't been able to sleep the last little while. It isn't going very good.
I've had a lot of fucked up dreams. I dreamed that I was molested as a kid and had stitches in my vagina. Not a pleasant dream at all.
One a happier note, there is this boy (he shall go unnamed) who came pretty much out of nowhere, but seems to fit so right for my life right now. He seems like he's just trying to find his way, and so am I. He's damn cute too Spent a lot of time playing pokemon on his gameboy with his friend--very cute. Dorky shit like that makes me so happy. lol Keeping Fingers crossed he somehow feels the same...maybe?
Also, my bestfriend and roommate has a boyfriend now. He's pretty cool, but still she's mine! lol
That's just because I KNOW she'll fucking lurk my blog at some point (love you)
Well, I'm home alone today, for another hour anyways. Then I have to go to work. Which, I'm not looking so forward to. I just can't balance shit out right now. I'm having too hard of a time balancing school and work, and trying to win this boy. lol Ok, so maybe trying to get this boy shouldn't count so much...but it does. Fuck, everyone does it. So, whatever. I'm gunna try, I just need time.
Tonight I'll be in Toronto at the Tattoo Rock Parlour, or something. Gotta go support my friend. Watch his pasty white body on stage. lol (love you)
One more shitty thing for today, we have no sugar, so I've had to eat sugarless cornflakes, and it fucking sucks. I want Pizza. Think they could have it delivered here in time before I have to leave for work?:S I'm gonna give it a try

Just a Glance at How I think.
Ideas I believe are FLAWLESS. (doesn't mean they ARE flawless)
1) Being a stripping Comedian
2) A TV show with a bunch of college kids and David Sazuki, titled 'Life with David Suzuki'
3) Sugar Bags--kinda like tea bags, but filled with sugar

That's all you get for now.
How has everyone been? I've been alright, except for all this rainy weather. I'm not enjoying it anymore. I love the rain and all, but EVERY FUCKING DAY?! COME ON! How was my day you might be wondering? Well, it was okay. Me, my roomie, and my little sister went to do some shopping today. Problem? Yes! It was RAINING! And I wore this cute little "hippy" dress. It's a dress for sunny, fun weather. Not rainy, shitty weather. Then I came home and blazed with my lady companions. Just waiting on a phone call and making a grocery list.

Oh, right, I remember. I, like many ladies, have a best guy-friend. However, my best-guy-friend likes to date young, stupid girls. This "new girlfriend" of his decided she would send me an angry message on, OF CORSE-MYSPACE, telling me that he is hers and to leave him alone. Obviously she is too young, and is unaware of who I am. Everyone our age group, from Brantford knows me and Tony/Irvin are very good friends. Only friends. My god-Only friends. Maybe married when we're thirty. But nothing more.
Anyways, getting stupid messages pisses me off. ALOT.
I thought I'd share this experience with all of you
(now for the bitter 16 left inside of me...)
From: ..Sabrina Fresh; 3.6k ™..
Date: Aug 10, 2008 5:33 AM


sorry but tony has a girlfriend now.
so dont bother,

thanks .

MY RESPONCE!
And who the fuck are you?
I, my love, am a VERY,VERY good friend of tony's. We used to be neighbours and at one point roommates. Whatever it is that made you think you need to send me this ridiculous and immature message--you should probably shoot it, it's leading you down the wrong path. I don't ever want to receive another message from you.
Hoping to never see your face outside of the internet,
-******** *


Now, besides THAT, I saw Dark Knight with my Little Sister Friday Night Fun times. we went to the drive in. It was nice




I think that'll be all for tonight. Looking Forward to meeting some of you soon
And who all is going to FanExpo?
LoveLove

Hello, Loves
I can't stop thinking about Shawn Andrews/Kevin Pickford from Dazed and Confused! He's so Gorgeous! I think I may of fallen in Love with him! I just keep blazing, watching Dazed and Confused, and Falling in Love. I wish I could find more pictures of him. Or if someone know someone who looked like/act like him. I'd love to have a real boy to love Just throwing it out there.


I know it said earlier I;d be in T.O. but i won't be. My friend isn't playing anymore because he is a suckish n00b.
How is everybody though?

Okay. I can't stop thinking about how much better my life would be if I had a Holodeck. I'd never need anyting ever again...well....except maybe food and water. And I guess enough money to keep the Holodeck powered. Also, just as a side-note, if I had a holodeck, it wouldn't have some lame ass catch. If I got shot in a holodeck world I WOULD NOT BE SHOT IN THE REAL WORLD! Cuz that's lame. I wanna be able to battle, without dying. It'd be like REAL W.O.W. woot.
Secondly, I've been looking for apartments here in Oakville. It's not going so well. Found one on Lakeshore I LOVED, but some bitch got it I suppose she ain't really a bitch. But, I would of loved it more. I would of. Honestly!! Seriously, why must apartment hunting be so much work and no fun? I don't see why they couldn't atleast play some music while you're checking it out. Maybe just something? I'd even take the Jonas Brothers. Hell, speaking of the Jonas Brothers, me and a few girls from work are hoping to see them in January when they very hopefully come to Toronto It's lame. But it's silly fun I like silly fun!
I got the new Ikea cataloge in the mail the other day. I can't wait to get a new place and decorate
Also, I want a ShamWOW! That damn guy makes me feel like i NEED one. lol
I still haven't seen The Dark Knight or Hellboy 2. I'm very disappointed with myself. I'm supposed to travel to Brantford, see old friends, and I suppose my mom n shizz. HI Mom!! I always hope she stumbles across things where I talk about her
Saw Morgan Webb on Tyra today. Very disappointed. The episode was about girls who are sicks of their boyfriends/etc's "addictions". This one guy, who is only 23, plays a lot of video games, and his girl is saying he's addicted and needs to stop. I thought Morgan should of told her that she is a frigged bitch, and to let the man play. Fuck, there is nothing wrong with Video Games. And the guy is only 23. She's a total bitch. If you're girlfriend tells you not to play games, skate, play music, etc tell her to get the fuck out!! K? Cuz she's a frigged bitch and you don't wanna end up married to her ass.
K, well, I guess that's enough blabbing for today
Seriously though, think about how great your life would be if you had a Holodeck!
LoveLove

My best friend moved in on Wednesday. Always exciting to have the one person you never hate around
We haven't really unpacked, but we've drank. Fuck unpacking when there's booze!
Made the mistake of going to Monahan's on Sunday-Karaoke night. Fucking retirement home in there! Oh well, we'll remember for next time.

"We move like cagey tigers
We couldn't get closer than this
The way we walk
The way we talk
The way we stalk
The way we kiss
We slip through the streets
While everyone sleeps
Getting bigger and sleeker
And wider and brighter
We bite and scratch and scream all night
Let's go and throw
All the songs we know..."











Watching two asian boys sing pop songs on Youtube is very possibly my new hobby

"I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else." -Marilyn Monroe

I am a Blank canvass.
Belonging to No one.
Unsure of who I am to become.
I am the Marilyn Monroe Experiment.