So, I haven't posted in a while. Things are a little bit better. Work always sucks. Booze still consumes all my time that I'm free. Still think about the girl from last summer every day. I really wish I had the balls to just say something meaningful to her than just the occasional 'Hey, how are ya'. So yeah, I am just still drowning myself in beer and shots and doing nothing of importance with my life. I think about where I thought I would be at this point in my life and I think that I have failed myself there too. Well, anyway, enough of my whinny sorrowful bullshit. Hope everyone's shit is better. Catch ya later.

So alcohol strikes again. I got talked into going out. I guess someone just saying I'm at the bar isn't really talking me into going, but it worked. I get there and barely any one is there. 10 minutes in and now I am feeling super uncomfortable. The people I came to hang out with aren't there. The ones I know who are there are partying it up. I desperately called up some people to find some where else to go. No one answers. So, after waiting for a half hour, I went home. So yeah, today sucked. The worst part is it didn't start to suck until I went out. Anyhow, you all take it easy out there. I'm gonna crash and end this shitty ass day.

So yeah, again I have been gone for ever. Not sure how many people, if any noticed. Been busy just doing the same old shit just perhaps going overboard on the drinking part. A friend of mine put as her status on Facebook a long while back something to the point of I have forgot how to go out and socialize with other adults with out alcohol involved. At first when I saw it i chuckled to myself, but lately I feel like its all I know. I feel like I'm back in high school and everything I did had to involve getting high cause life was just so much cooler when weed was involved. Truly today I feel like I am missing more by getting drunk all the time and having what at the time is fun, than when I sat at home most nights and just played C.O.D. with my friends all night and going out here and there. I feel like I've let booze cloud almost everything. I missed out on the coolest chick I've ever met last summer by going out all the time and not really focusing on her and telling her how i felt. This is my one true regret I think. I got no license for a while now due to it to. Not that I've let that stop me from riding. To the bar. And every thing else just seems to be a haze of weekends all running together, friends leaving and missing them, and just in general being lost in a bottle of beer. So I will probably be back here more often, and definitely write more. Whether anyone reads it or not. It just feels good to get it out on something. Well I hope everyone out there has a good night. Talk to ya later.

Sooo, I been gone forever, here's the update. got a new tattoo
fixed up my bike. then put my ape hangers on(pictures soon to follow). working a shit load and not doing much else, well nothing really that great. Hopefully with spring looking like it is breaking early here, there may be some adventures to talk about soon.

Finally Christmas is over and I have some time. 2 weeks ago i went to my buddies house and he redid my skull tattoo. It was fading bad. I suppose i should have expected it for as cheap as it was. Got bunch of Harley stuff this year for Christmas. I forgot how hard it is to decide on junk for gifts for every one. It's been a long time since i had to do that by myself. All in all I think i did decent. Had fun and saw family that I hadn't in a long time. Which isn't that what the holiday was supposed to be about, not this buy me shit holiday Christmas has turned into.
In other news I changed my snakebite studs to rings. The first set i bought, scratched my right side, in the piercing. went back to the studs for a few days and got a new pair of rings from the guy who actually did the piercing to begin with. Way better. I been wearing them ever since. Well it's getting late here, I'm gonna hit the sack. I'll post pictures of my new shit soon. Later everyone. Hope you all had a great holiday.

Hey out there. So I been away for a while, out fucking off. Snake bites are nearly healed. Getting a new tattoo or 2 this weekend. So thats about it for now. Oh and the weather sucks and I haven't been out on my bike in like a month. Any how hope all is good out there, catch ya later.

Finally went out and did it.
I was really surprised how little it actually hurt. I had a bug in my ass to go get it done since I didnt do it over the weekend like i wanted to. The really shitty part, NO beer for 2 weeks. But I will make it I think. There is plenty of Jack Daniels out there to get by on. Well I gotta head out. It's my step brothers birthday, and we are going out drinking. Take it easy out there. Later.

I have decided today that at some point not too far into the future I need to move south. Well I only want to move south because of the snow and shit up here and what it does to the trucks I work on. So I guess when I find something else to do so I can actually use my hands when I am 50 and won't need new knees and various other automotive abused body parts. In other kick ass news, I am going to get my snake bites done this weekend I decided. I keep putting it off waiting for a weekend that I can deal with not drinking for a couple of days. So I figure fuck it. Also, I finally got my friend Joe working on my next tattoo.
Even better to help me make it through the first couple of days of getting my lip pierced, I just got Battlefield 3. Haven't got to play it yet but I'm about to. Gotta a ton of shit to download before I can play. And then to top it all off Sons Of Anarchy was on tonight. So yeah, The day was just about awesome after 3/4 through the work day.
Well Hope all you out there are well. Keep the shiny side up. Take care out there.

Hey out there. Finally getting a day to take it easy. So fucking awesome. I think I am gonna stay home and just watch movies or something. I sooo wish I could still smoke weed, it would be perfect to sit and veg out tonight. In other news, I have decided that tonight is the night that i start looking for a new truck. Well not a new truck, just one that's new to me. Who the hell can afford a new anything these day. I think I'm gonna get like a 2002 Chevy Silverado. Hopefully one with an extended cab and a small V8. It really sucks having the short cab I got now. I can't travel with more than 1 person unless people are sitting on each others lap, and forget about bringing anything that can't go in the bed. It will be nice to have a vehicle that is actually worth more as it sits then as scrap for the first time since I was 17. Well I don't have much more to say, so I guess you know what they say no news is good news. Anyway, catch ya later.

Hello out there. So I got a lot more work done to my room today. I'm to the point today i can feel good about not doing anything else for a while. Work was actually decent today got some jobs I've had open for a few weeks closed today. Still slow but a good day all in all. Actually was so good my service manager came by and said he had to make sure I was there cause he hadn't heard me yelling mother fucker all day. I thought it was hilarious. Well, it's time for me to hit the shower and go get a Monster from the gas station, take it easy out there. I'll catch you all later.