im pissed. im pretty sure im being lied to. i keep trusting people, and maybe i'm being used. i think im being lied to and i get told that im an asshole, and im jealous, and im the problem. im pissed. all i want is what i had. i get told that ive changed. ive only changed because i think im getting lied to. how can so much change in so little time. then i say that and im a bitch. i know im a bitch but that has nothing to do with it. would a few hours of your time kill you? oh thats right your pissed because im jealous, go off for the rest of the night by yourself with other guys. im pissed. not sure how to fix it. im not allowed to ask questions. you're allowed to do whatever you want because im the problem, and everytime you find a reason to get more angry you push me further and further. how could someone change so much in 2 months?

im pissed. im pretty sure im being lied to. i keep trusting people, and maybe i'm being used. i think im being lied to and i get told that im an asshole, and im jealous, and im the problem. im pissed. all i want is what i had. i get told that ive changed. ive only changed because i think im getting lied to. how can so much change in so little time. then i say that and im a bitch. i know im a bitch but that has nothing to do with it. would a few hours of your time kill you? oh thats right your pissed because im jealous, go off for the rest of the night by yourself with other guys. im pissed. not sure how to fix it. im not allowed to ask questions. you're allowed to do whatever you want because im the problem, and everytime you find a reason to get more angry you push me further and further. how could someone change so much in 2 months?