Thank you to everyone who sent me their hugs and happy vibes. The funeral is over. Most of my family has left my home to fly back to their own and life is beginning to return to normal. All if this is just in time for my birthday tomorrow. Party! Have a great Tuesday SG world.

Hi my friends. So the first part of the service is over, the open casket viewing where we all stare at a waxy version of what was just last week our loved one. All emotion aside, I think it's a creepy tradition--to kneel beside a corpse and say goodbye. Personally, I'd rather do it over a toast at a bar or even in the middle of a forest. I think I'm closer to her there than I am at a funeral home. Also, I went with my 70 yr old father and took care of him while he received the mourners. So many of the men thought I was his wife and gave him a creepy "nice job" or "how did you manage that?". Eventually, I started greeting guests first and telling them that I was Donato's daughter. Weird. And btw: I just joined the messenger app Kik, so feel free to say hello. I'm Pixiebloom on there. I'm off to bed now. Funeral is first thing in the morning. Big hugs to you all.

Today I lost a woman who was very very dear to me. She took care of all of us in her family. Hug the ones you love. You never know when their days will end. Much love to you all. xoxo

I need a new boyfriend. Anyone up for the challenge?

Hi SG World. I've been off the grid for a while but now I'm back. Had a fun overnight stay at the hospital after realizing that for the past two weeks I've been doubling up my dose of lithium. I got my kidneys flushed, ate some terrible food and have a nasty bruise from the IV needle on my arm but am good as new! Long story short...always read your pill bottles before popping them. Your pharmacy might just change up the milligrams per pill without telling you.

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I just had the best night ever. Pics to come tomorrow. Sweet dreams SG world. xoxo

I am soooo excited for tonight. Two of the most beautiful, intelligent and loving women I know are sealing their union. This wedding is going to be amazing and maybe the first wedding to make me cry. Much love to all of you today! I'm feelin it. xoxoxo

It's a dreary Saturday so I'm hiding under the covers for just a little longer. Last night I dreamt that I was being eatin out by a beautiful redhead. It was lovely and I'm realizing how much I miss having sex with girls. My boyfriend isn't into sharing me. (very heavy sigh).

Happy Friday Everyone! I'm looking forward to cutting loose in Philly tonight. I'm just not sure where to go or what to do. Whatever I do, I know it will be great!



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So I felt like writing poetry today:


Your intensity is frightening
Staring past these walls
Into an empty room.
I have begged you in,
Undressed myself
In your honor.
I have buried my quarter heart
In your flesh.
Silently.
Pleading mercy.