Well after a month I can sit my ass down and write something new here.
So after two years, yesterday I finally quit my job. After three months of thinking and talking about it it just made the most sense at this point, despite given the current economic climate it felt like suicide to leave a job.
But in the end all the talking and thinking brought down the fact that the true suicide was staying there, doing the work of four other people who quit in the past months, fighting for not having my pay cut instead of getting something more for the extra workload, oh and the daily 2 hour highway trips that got me desensitized on seeing almost everyday crashed cars and bodybags. All this for like 50 euros left in my pocket almost everymonth, since the whole pay usually ended up in highway tolls and gas.
So I guess I'm a free man now again, I'll take the next two months to get my life back on track for good and go see my parents after like two years; and also deal seriously with every bad thing that went down in my life this past year, since the whole closing this work relationship made me put all the bad stuff on the backseat and I've learned pretty well in the past that some things must be dealt instead of ignored.
So that's it I guess, I could say much more now but it's personal stuff and I don't know I'd feel comfortable leaving them online, even if it's this little private corner of cyberspace, for the next month before I sit my fat ass down again to write something
So after two years, yesterday I finally quit my job. After three months of thinking and talking about it it just made the most sense at this point, despite given the current economic climate it felt like suicide to leave a job.
But in the end all the talking and thinking brought down the fact that the true suicide was staying there, doing the work of four other people who quit in the past months, fighting for not having my pay cut instead of getting something more for the extra workload, oh and the daily 2 hour highway trips that got me desensitized on seeing almost everyday crashed cars and bodybags. All this for like 50 euros left in my pocket almost everymonth, since the whole pay usually ended up in highway tolls and gas.
So I guess I'm a free man now again, I'll take the next two months to get my life back on track for good and go see my parents after like two years; and also deal seriously with every bad thing that went down in my life this past year, since the whole closing this work relationship made me put all the bad stuff on the backseat and I've learned pretty well in the past that some things must be dealt instead of ignored.
So that's it I guess, I could say much more now but it's personal stuff and I don't know I'd feel comfortable leaving them online, even if it's this little private corner of cyberspace, for the next month before I sit my fat ass down again to write something
After two years I forgot how annoying guitar recording is. Also I forgot why it should never be done in summer.
Anyways...upcoming:
Anyways...upcoming:
Such a boring day today
My co worker stayed home today because of the flu so it get’s pretty lonely in here. At least my boss “agreed” to keep his crazy rants to a minimum since I must finish the assembly of some new pcs I have to deliver this weekend, so boredom aside I don’t think it will be that bad.
This working weekend doesn’t look that bad either, I’ll be in a seaside town and the weather forecast looks more like summer than spring, plus there are more than a few good places to eat and go for a drink. The only problem I have now is the choice between an Ill Nino and an Ulver gig on Saturday night, I guess I’ll choose later on depending on my mood.
My co worker stayed home today because of the flu so it get’s pretty lonely in here. At least my boss “agreed” to keep his crazy rants to a minimum since I must finish the assembly of some new pcs I have to deliver this weekend, so boredom aside I don’t think it will be that bad.
This working weekend doesn’t look that bad either, I’ll be in a seaside town and the weather forecast looks more like summer than spring, plus there are more than a few good places to eat and go for a drink. The only problem I have now is the choice between an Ill Nino and an Ulver gig on Saturday night, I guess I’ll choose later on depending on my mood.
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