Listening to Sufjan Stevens: to be alone with you, yall should listen to it, i would totally snuggle too...
I recently have been doin me, and concentrating on myself finally, taking good pictures, and working hard to get a degree in something? I recently got into a stupid car accident and it cost me a lot, but my car is all fixed now, i wonder why life is so hard, or why stupid things happen, however I got a new job, so come stop by at VONS! in Goleta, CA... by a candy bar or something, surprisingly i passed the cashier's test, and i totally suck at math so lets see how this goes pshhh, i will probably get fired in a week or so... I can't wait to get a income though and have money of my own i hate using my mom for money, i can't wait to pay that woman back, she has done so much. My new obsession is Dexter, it has everything i could ever like in a series sex, lots of it, murder, and sympathy for a killer, and a hot man Michael C. Hall is beautiful. i should update my photos on here, my hair keeps getting shorter and shorter. and i haven't gotten any work done in a long time, i wish i knew good tattoo artist around here that didn't charge 1000 for a half sleeve... no thank you.

i need models that live in southern california.... WOMEN ONLY.

IF YOU LIVE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA

LETS HOOK UP & I'LL TAKE YOUR PICTURES

i should have set up in a month or so!

i am thinking of really cool ideas!!!!! DONT FORGET ME! I AM STILL A FUTURE SG I SWEAR!!!!

photo school is going good, i am in my second session so on my 3rd month here.
wow. i have learned a lot about myself and others, how to work with people better, and etc.
I haven't gotten tattooed in soooo long i cant wait to go home!!!! i miss my inked girls. I really want to meet new people here i have met a few, however its so hard to meet REAL people, i want to meet more artist, analytic people, and freaks.


love you alll/ keep in touch!

-Benny

ive been dying to get a half sleeve... send me money ?

Hey Loves, I still wanna be a SG, I am still looking for a photographer & studio !!! I need a set by October!! Ive been loving CA, school is hard, i need more money, i don't wanna work, i miss my family!! I like my new friends, I am still loud and werid =( haha TELL ME SOMETHING GOOD? & HERE ARE SOME PICTURES WOOO!


ps- this is how i look now weeewoooo

sorry that i have been away for so long loves, BUT I AM FINALLY LIVING IN CALI ! AND I AM A FULL TIME STUDENT WOOO

hey lovies.

I still live in MA and i am still keepin it real.
if you wanna see me around, i will be at a few concerts.
such as this tuesday! The Matches & The Rocket Summer! at Wocester Pallidium!
so if your planning on going and see me there gimme a hug!

i'll let you know about more

besos, Bennie

i got my canon rebel XTI!!!!!
wooo & a GPS SYSTEM!
i am all set.

if i could only find my tux vest. =(
i've been lookin all over for it.
i am hittin gonna up the trift store soon tho...

mwah much love

PICTURE UPDATE!
sorry guys, forgot to tell you about a week ago i got a new haircut.
& i swear i am trying to stay skinny too, going veggie is hard dude.
I can't believe everythin is so low right now, can wait until i move to CA. things will be much better i know it. <333 xooxoxoxox Benny








& since Vanna shows her tits alot.
i dedicate this one to you my GF

i wanna be pink god damnit.
life would be so nice with 500 dolllars riight now.
my job is not helping me out at all with my financial issues.
there is NO food in my house.
i can't buy my new camrea for college.
i can't have fun anymore.
i am legit poor and no one can help me out with gas or anything.


i am praying to god that Kolh's hires me

be if your a photographer living around boston or worcester, help me out too!?!