Man, I was just looking at my friends pictures and it made me really sad. They all look so happy and in love with their boyfriends...who are fine with them being SG. It makes me really want to be with someone. I'm so tired of being alone. Then other times I love it. It's weird. I almost want to try one of those online dating things to see how they work. On Myspace they are always showing ads for that website True or whatever...I wonder if I should give it a try. They are always showing cute guys and girl on it, but knowing my luck I will get some creepy old guy who has eight kids from eight different women. That sounds wonderful. No, not so much. I'm not all that happy today...I can't even blame it on my period because that's not for another week. Crap.