Will be a busy next couple of days for me because my grandmother has recently passed so me and my family will be going to her funeral. We leave tomorrow evening and the funeral will be on Friday and by Sunday I should be back home. I am sad that she is gone because death is always a sad thought specially when it comes to your family. But I am also thinking really positive about this because she is in a better place and no longer sick or in pain.

I believe I for sure got a job for FedEx which I am going out there later today. Because they need copies of my social security card, license, and birth certificate and they need to take my fingerprints. I mean if thats not me getting the job I don't know what is. The only reason I am not sure is because this is my first official job most of my jobs so far have been temp jobs where if you apply anyone gets a job or I worked with family. So I am glad to get the job I just hope I can remember to not be a crazy spender with my pay checks I need to learn to save my money for more important things. Like things that I wanna do for my desired career. But I try not to think ahead too much and get over excited about the possibilities given to me by this job. Another thing I am happy that I have this job is I can get my nephew which I think of as a little brother a birthday present because I was so worried that his birthday would pass and I would have no money to get him a present.

Happy May the Fourth be with you day!! I think today I will celebrate by doing the usual on a day like this and watch the Original films.

3 more episodes left in series 7 which is kind of bittersweet. Its sweet because well its a new episode of Doctor Who but its bitter since its one more episode closer to the finale then we have to wait for more New Who. But luckily this year being the Year of the Time Lord with it being the 50th Anniversary this year we won't have to wait as long for all that. Since each Sunday of each month we get a Doctors revisited special of each doctor on BBC America. Then we have An Adventure in Space and Time which is a docudrama about Doctor Who which I don't know when it airs but it should before the 50th Anniversary episode. Then we have the 50th Anniversary episode. Then before the year is done we have the start of Series 8 with the christmas special.

Happy New Doctor Who Day from myself and my nephew a future whovian in the making I hope you all enjoy the episode titled "Hide" as much as I hope to.

I watched the remake of Total Recall today. And I have to say I really enjoyed it even though I thought I might not. Now I willl be honest I would prefer less remakes to be made since movies are more interesting when they are original. But I enjoyed this remake of Total Recall now very different but in my opinion different in a good way. I thought the entire cast did a good job in there roles. I really enjoyed the synthetic robot police cause I am a sucker for robots. But in short in my opinion it was a good movie and I would suggest it because while its a remake to me its different enough to kind of be its own film. Just what I think.

Jennifer Lawrence for a young Lara Croft in a Tomb Raider film? I only think that because I think she has both the acting ability and this still from Catching Fire she looks so much like her. Specially because of the new game she uses a bow and arrow. She only needs to have the british accent and then shes perfect for the role at least to me. What do you all think?

I def. have to admit that my newest fandom that I can proudly say I feel I am now apart of is The X-Files fandom. Because everyday this week any chance I had free to watch TV I instead watched netflix to watches The X-Files. I am so far on Season 2 and looking forward to the rest of the series.

This is gonna be a long one so if you are kind enough to hang in there and read the whole thing then I thank you for taking the time to get to know more about me and what goes on in my life. Now I usually don't talk alot about myself online because I try not to get too personal online for some reason. But there isn't alot going on in my life right now and I really wanna change that. I know I put myself in the position I am at in my life right now and I have only myself and my sometimes lack of motivation to blame. Right now what I do is and I been doing it for years now but what I do is wake up late in the day eat breakfast, brush teeth, get on the computer for a few hours, watch tv or movies all day then get back on the computer and then sleep and do it again the next day. I mean I know that sounds like a nice way to spend the day for all your hard working stiffs out there but for me its just getting repetitive. I mean I know I need to get a job and save up some money to get my life going and its what I really want its just so far no place has hired me.

I def. have goals I have not met because I sometimes lack the motivation to do it I mean I feel like my eventual goal is to move out of Indiana and start a life in Portland, Oregon. Why there I don't know because I think its an interesting place but thats just what I think. A goal of mine is to do photography even though I really haven't stepped up to practice it at all which will make it even longer for me to reach my goal of where I wanna be in photography. I would also like to make and write movies since I love them so much. I mean in my mind I would love to be just simply called an artist. I def. wanna be independent in my life but I feel like the way I sometimes lack motivation makes it hard for me to do anything about it.

And I think thats it I mean I just wanted to put that out there so thank you to anyone who read my little rant on how much I wish I could change the position I am in in my life.

Saw the new Doctor Who episode "The Bells of Saint John" and I really enjoyed the episode. I was afraid I might not be able to see it tonight but I did and I am glad. And I am def. looking forward to the new journeys with Clara as companion.