IPOD
RADIO
I know some of you are having hard times. Some of you that read this and some that don't. To all of you, I wish you the best and the strength to make it. Here's a song that might give you the strength the face the struggles before you.
I was gonna post this sooner, but kinda forgot to. Oops!
Anyways! I got my hands on the new Slipknot album. Holy shit!
Here are some of my favorite songs.
"Sulfur"
"Dead Memories"
"Vendetta"
"Snuff"
"Child of Burning Time"
"Psychosocial"
Anyways! I got my hands on the new Slipknot album. Holy shit!
Here are some of my favorite songs.
"Sulfur"
"Dead Memories"
"Vendetta"
"Snuff"
"Child of Burning Time"
"Psychosocial"
Fuck me, first day of classes are today... Jesus.
On another note, I'm going to the doctor some time this week to have something done with these panic attacks. It's fucked because I know in my mind I'm fine and I have nothing to worry about, despite everything going on, but my body still refuses to listen. Anyone who has had panic attacks knows exactly what I'm talking about. For the rest of you, it's hard to explain it without it sounding like stress is just getting to me. Regardless, I'm getting this shit checked out ASAP.
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Here we go again with the thank you section.
Thanks to Mavericka for being there when I was at my lowest.
Thank you Frankus for putting up with my shit from day one like a champ. I seriously need to come down there and give your ass a hug.
Thanks to Cassandra and Jamilla for being great friends and hearing me out.
And two very big thank yous toDrusylla and Pisces101 for being there that night, I don't know what I'd do without you guys.
And of course thank you to the rest of you guys (you know who you are) for hearing me out all those times before. I owe you all so much for hearing me out and being friends even though we barely know each other.
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You'll probably kick my ass for making this public, but fragilesong you don't need to be sorry. You're an amazing person. I admire your strength in doing something so hard and painful for both of us, because it's what you ultimately needed. I'm glad we're still friends and talk and all of that.
On another note, I'm going to the doctor some time this week to have something done with these panic attacks. It's fucked because I know in my mind I'm fine and I have nothing to worry about, despite everything going on, but my body still refuses to listen. Anyone who has had panic attacks knows exactly what I'm talking about. For the rest of you, it's hard to explain it without it sounding like stress is just getting to me. Regardless, I'm getting this shit checked out ASAP.
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Here we go again with the thank you section.
Thanks to Mavericka for being there when I was at my lowest.
Thank you Frankus for putting up with my shit from day one like a champ. I seriously need to come down there and give your ass a hug.
Thanks to Cassandra and Jamilla for being great friends and hearing me out.
And two very big thank yous toDrusylla and Pisces101 for being there that night, I don't know what I'd do without you guys.
And of course thank you to the rest of you guys (you know who you are) for hearing me out all those times before. I owe you all so much for hearing me out and being friends even though we barely know each other.
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You'll probably kick my ass for making this public, but fragilesong you don't need to be sorry. You're an amazing person. I admire your strength in doing something so hard and painful for both of us, because it's what you ultimately needed. I'm glad we're still friends and talk and all of that.
SEPTEMBER 2008